39. The ignorant are fearless

It took all my strength to get to the west of the sun and grind out the blisters before I walked into the compound home with takeaways.

The porter's uncle saw me and greeted me, handed me a sealed cardboard box, and said that it was sent by Gu Yin.

Uncle's wife likes Gu Yin very much, and every time he comes over, he chats with his aunt with a sweet mouth. My aunt also took my hand and asked, why haven't I seen Xiao Gu for a long time, he drove a particularly good car this time, and the person is more handsome, and he has been waiting for me for a long time.....

Told me to hurry up, before leaving, I told my aunt that Gu Yin got married and the bride was not me, and I guess I wouldn't come again in the future, my aunt sighed, and I didn't look back.

Kicking off my shoes, I threw myself into the fluffy couch and began to daz, until night fell and I couldn't see my fingers in the room.

I was more serious with myself, in fact, Qu Zheng's family only made five or six stops to me, and it only took 30 minutes to walk, but I just sat at the final station.

After walking all the way, I wanted to go shopping and eating all the way, emptied my negative emotions, and came back after walking for more than half a day.

After thinking about everything, I turned on the light, maybe the light was too harsh, I squinted my eyes and shed a few tears, turned on the TV, ate takeout, and took a shower.

poured a glass of milk, and then opened Gu Yin's box cross-legged.

A Tiffany necklace with a small diamond pendant underneath the pale gold, I don't know much about jewelry, but I know the price is expensive when I look at the brand.

A small card with Bonnie Rabbit printed on it, a lavender bear, a few words on it, wishing me a happy birthday, no signature, he is always cautious, I paused for a moment to remember that one day last month was my twenty-eighth birthday.

I remember when he went to the United States, I told him that if I went to Paz Manor to help me buy a lavender bear, it was a specialty of that manor and unique in the world, and he was ashamed to think that I had too many things to do, and that I was cute for such a childish thing.

It's just that he didn't have any extravagant hopes, he really never asked me about my wishes, and now I got what I wanted, it was a gift of breaking up and breaking up.

I smile and don't throw these in the trash, I don't show them to anyone, and if you throw them away, he thinks you take them and narcissistically thinks you'll give them up.

I took a picture and sent it to Orange Purple, who has a very close relationship with a former colleague who specializes in reselling this light luxury product.

I climbed up to the attic, this house is not big, but I particularly like the layout, located on the top twelve floors of the whole building, the first floor has a small living room, a bedroom, kitchen and bathroom, the attic of the sloping roof upstairs is a large room, and there is a small terrace outside that I have sealed up to plant flowers.

There is a skylight, watching the stars at night and the sun during the day, and the orange and purple give a nice name Sun Moon Pavilion.

This house was a protΓ©gΓ© of Ms. Yuan, and it was also a female student she sponsored all the way to the university, and she was admitted to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs after graduating from graduate school, and there were indicators to buy it at that time. Later, she left her job and went abroad, and transferred the friendly price of the house to us, and Ms. Yuan sold the old house and paid me the first payment, so Ms. Yuan is still a good mother, but sometimes I think she will deliberately ignore me.

In the corner of the desk upstairs, there was a photo of me, Gu Yin, and Qu Zheng, I looked at it and threw it into the drawer.

Lying on the attic cushion, I closed my eyes in the starlight.

When I was about to be on the first day of the second grade, I was kicked out of the classroom by the teacher to ask my parents to sign because I didn't endorse the book.

Lao Xu went on a business trip to handle the case, and Ms. Yuan took the key class of the third year of high school, so she had no time to take care of me.

I climbed on the big tree in the family home and took a nap, I heard a commotion, a handsome little boy stood under the tree opposite, holding a book in his hand and watching others move calmly and leisurely, I knew that this was the very beautiful and loud doctor aunt in the bureau health center, the baby good son who often nagged. They were assigned houses and moved from other places.

And I was about to go back to sleep, when I noticed that he looked up and squinted at me, and he actually found it, and then he continued to read like no one.

The next day of class, the director of academic affairs brought the boy yesterday in, saying that he was transferred from a key school in the suburbs, and he had won numerous awards at a young age, and he could have skipped a grade, but he wanted to go to school steadily, and was rated as a municipal three-good student and so on.

He is Gu Yin, my tablemate throughout elementary school, and then a good boy in the eyes of everyone.

I went to school in the morning for a year and a half, and in Lao Xu's words, if I don't study well in the small courtyard, I will stay one level in middle school and one level in high school, and I will not be ashamed to be admitted again. Gu Yin is actually nearly two years older than me.

***

At ten o'clock in the morning, I arrived at the company at the agreed time with Doris, and she was busy, so she waited for a while to talk to me.

Because I was in the middle of the trip, I submitted the electronic version of the resignation application, which is one to two months in advance for companies like Jiamei.

My position is customer service, tracking advertising projects are generally completed one after another, and if there is no work in hand, you can basically pack up and leave at any time.

"Xiao Xu, our colleague has been working for some years, and you have always been diligent and not much, but this time you are hard-hearted?" Toris is the head of human resources, a veteran of the company, as soon as she graduated, she was in Jiamei, she was more qualified, she was a little sophisticated and sleek, and she was good to me after a long time.

"I've been in the company for five years, so I don't think it's okay to take a break and look for another job," I replied with a smile.

"In this way, we had a meeting in the morning to continue Director Gu's affairs, it just so happened that Suzanne had an advertiser in her hand, it was a project given by her direct boss Richard at the headquarters, and she had to keep up, she checked out that she was two months pregnant, I learned about it, this project is very simple, it can be completed in about a month, you see how you take it, just give a buffer period, this is the need to occasionally go to the company's partner to be stationed, you don't have to work on the company's side......"

I finally said that I would think about it and give her an answer by the afternoon.

I first went back to my seat and said hello to my colleagues, probably packed up my things, our department is basically liquid, everyone is either on a business trip or with the various project teams, and the office area is a bit of a void.

"Xu Yuan, why don't you answer the phone in your seat, and let me run, our Director Gu is looking for you," a burst of perfume wafted by, Gu Yin's female secretary shook a big wave, stepped on high heels, walked in front of me gracefully and knocked on the corner of my table, and said impatiently.

"Hmm," I nodded, not looking at her, and continued to clean up.

"Hurry up, our Director Gu is busy, cut," the perfume smelled light, and the people left.

After Gu Yin became the director of the second business department, he had a secretary, this secretary is called Jasmine It is said that he is airborne, and he has a bit of background at home.

For a while, Gu Yin's ambiguous scandal with the little secretary was also spread in the company, and gossip colleagues said that Gu Yin got married this time, and the little secretary also took a week's vacation, saying that he was crying to death, and his male god was not married to himself, and he traveled to Europe to heal his injuries.

Rich willful, I don't know how to resurrect with full blood at this time.

What I know about Gu Yin, he will never really be contaminated with this kind of girl, but he will maintain the ambiguous relationship properly, spare tire n?

I don't want to laugh at 50 steps and laugh at 100 steps, I have been more than others, and I have been stupid for many years!

There was a soft knock on the door, and a calm, magnetic voice sounded inside: "Please come in." "When you see me, you can't hide from me.

Gu Yin typed on the keyboard, and waited for about a few minutes before he raised his head and stared at me for a while: "Sit, what are you doing in a daze, it's not like you haven't been here." ”

"Director Gu, you are also very busy, do you have something to look for me?" I stood two meters away at his large desk.

Gu Yin took a sip of coffee slowly, glanced at his watch, and the corners of his lips curled: "When I come back, it's the first time we've talked well, can't you not have thorns, Xu Xiaoyuan?!" ”

I really want to laugh, but what if I laugh?

I raised my legs and sat down on the guest sofa next to me, and then rang the bell on the coffee table, Jasmine ran in with a smile and asked Gu Yin, "Gu.... Director, what do you need? ”

I didn't wait for Gu Yin to answer: "Trouble, Miss Jasmine, Director Gu has something to talk to me about and help me pour me a cup of coffee." ”

I pointed to the hand-ground coffee machine in the corner of Gu Yin's office, and Jasmine gritted her teeth and laughed more ugly than crying, but Gu Yin didn't say anything, so she had to do it.

"I've drunk the coffee, let's get straight to the point, I know you're not a time-waster," Jasmine went out, and I slowly took a sip of coffee, which tasted mellow.

Gu Yin habitually turned the Parker pen in his hand, and his face seemed to be smiling.

"You're resigning? Yesterday I went back to the company for a meeting and heard about it. ”

"Well, I am not subordinate to Director Gu in my position, you bother!"

"Are you angry with me, why are you at this juncture, you know......" I interrupted him before he could finish speaking.

"My resignation has nothing to do with you! Do you want to say that in the past few months, the second career department has gone two capable cadres, and you can still turn the crisis into safety and let the president praise it, I shouldn't join the excitement of your resignation, I will leave! But what about your two assistants, who now hold important positions in Alice's newly registered company! What do you think, actually, I always knew, but I didn't let myself know. I finished speaking in one go, and my heart was empty and open.

"You've always been very well-behaved, Xiaoyuan, you're gone from Jiamei, do you think you can find a better job? It's better for me to go, and then there will be more good opportunities, of course I will think of you! Gu Yin propped up the table with both hands, tapping rhythmically.

He has full confidence and certainty, and thinks that I should not quit my job, go to work hard, and if one day he is happy, give me a chance or wave when I am busy, I will run over to him.

Suddenly, there was no interest in telling him clearly, he was the kind of person who felt that he could deceive people, if you didn't listen one day, it was you who changed or you were wrong!

And he has always been right, the kind of person who can strategize and become the king in the end, and it is useless to say anything too much.

"Thank you for the gift, but there is no point in the birthday is over, just like now, I will continue to work on a project, and I will talk about it when it is over, and I will not leave immediately."

I walked to the door, held the doorknob with my hand, took a breath and looked back at this seriously, I used to like the boy who had secretly competed with me and accompanied me throughout my youth.

Still didn't hold back: "Gu Yin, I'm not the Xu Yuan you can see no matter how far you go, and you are not the young and stinky and arrogant Gu Yin, say goodbye, no worries from now on!" ”

I closed the door and walked away in his somewhat confused and unconvinced gaze.

***

Passing by Doris's office on my way back, I told her yes.

In the department, Suzanne was already waiting for me in the seat, stroking the slightly bulging lower abdomen with one hand, and the cold noodles on weekdays were much softer at this time, this time she patiently explained the project to me, and then gave me a stack of contact information, telling me that the other party had been notified of the change.

She and Toris entered the company at the same time, they are in their thirties, they have never been married, and they once had a vigorous first love of students, and they talked about marriage after working for two years, but they were dumped by the other party.

She was stimulated, and then started the journey of sugar daddy, the male protagonist is all kinds of married and unmarried, young and old, and she herself is also a girlfriend with various roles, every time she falls in love, it is earth-shattering but there is no follow-up.

Now I have found a divorced man who is more than five years younger than her and meets a local brand advertisement, and the family is a divorced man of the second generation of local tyrants.

In her words, what have I ever been married to, I married someone who was willing to spend money on me at least at the age of a saint seiya.

Before leaving, Suzanne turned around and smiled: "Xu Yuan, you didn't go with Gu Yin now, what about the future?" Anyway, I don't think he's your lover, take care, girl! With that, she waved her hand and floated away.

I didn't eat near the company, so why should I be restrained if I was given freedom. You can check the information near your home, and the bookstore that provides a simple meal sorted out the information, and gave the other party's contact person, Cheng Qiang called, and made an appointment to go directly to their company tomorrow morning to meet.

The rest of the time put things, bought vegetables at the nearby supermarket, and asked Tian Chengzi to come to the house to finish eating.

After drinking the wine she brought from the company, I told her that Gu Yin's affairs were over, and then after thinking about it, I still didn't tell her about Qu Zheng's accident, just treat it as a dream.

***

Maybe it's been a long time since I've talked so much and reassured, I overslept with Orange and Purple, and when I woke up and saw that it was almost nine o'clock, she lazily said that she was going to ask for leave in the morning, and I asked her to make it at home!

I can't be so casual, these two months' salary may be my living expenses for the rest of the year.

I freshened up in 10 minutes, grabbed my backpack with my computer and ran out of the house.

Didi went to Qixin Garden, which is located outside the Fourth Ring Road, where the client company I want to visit is located.

There are some creative brands here, which are the kind of garden-style office combined with quiet dining bars, flower shops, and book houses, which can be regarded as representatives of alternative business.

Admired by some yuppie magazines, this is my first time here.

I couldn't get into the car inside, I got off outside the gate, trotted into the inside, and took a battery car in the park, which was quite humane, and arrived at my customer office in the "far mountain" five minutes ahead of schedule.

From a distance, it is a dark coffee-colored brick wall surrounded by large trees and greenery, which should have been transformed from an industrial plant before.

Quiet and retro, surrounded by towering trees, born according to the building and appropriately integrated into it. There was no one around, I didn't find the door for a while, I saw a car parked next to it, it seemed that there was no one in it through the car film, I took out my lipstick and wiped it twice in the car mirror.

I felt quite energetic, I brushed my short hair with my hand, and was about to pick up my lipstick and pick up the backpack on the front cover of the car, but I was startled by the sudden sound of the car horn, obviously there was no one inside?