【39.】
【39.】
"If you want to tell the story of these two people, it really began after my sister went to Beijing to study." Tao Hao's voice was a little demagogic, as if I was really listening to other people's stories, but with Tao Hao's words, scene by scene came to my mind.
He was in the dark, holding my hand, and told me that I would never let go in this life.
He doted on me and loved me in front of everyone, making me the envy of so many people.
No matter how angry he is with me, as long as I coax him a little, he will immediately lose his anger.
He stood under the street lamp with a clear eyebrow, and insisted on seeing me regardless of whether I would show up or not.
He......
He cherishes me and loves me.
He made me fall in love with him too.
Tao Hao suddenly asked me, "Jiajia, are you listening?" ”
I wiped tears from my face: "Well, listen. ”
She heard the choking in my words and hesitated for a while: "Are you okay?" ”
"It's okay...... I took a deep breath, "Okay, keep talking." ”
"Hmm...... The two years in Beijing can be said to be the sweetest days for these two people, they go to school together and eat together all day. If my sister is unhappy, she will tell her son. And no matter how tired Childe is, he will definitely listen to her patiently. ”
My tears fell involuntarily, I didn't feel that it was a romantic day, but it turned out to be the most longed-for past in my mind.
"On Childe's twentieth birthday...... Tao Hao sighed, "everything happened on his twentieth birthday." ”
"My sister was calculated by her sister and classmates. Her classmate's name is Jin Tongtong, and she is beautiful, but her mind is too bad. Jin Tongtong drugged her sister, but her sister saw it, but she didn't expose it. According to Jin Tongtong's abacus, she found a few migrant workers, and originally wanted these migrant workers to defile her sister. It's just that people are not as good as heaven, and halfway met Du Bin, whom Jin Tongtong has always had a crush on. Du Bin can also be said to have a deep love for his sister. With such a good opportunity, what man can sit idly by? So the two of them spent a very ridiculous evening. ”
My heart sank...... I've been looking forward to knowing all the truth to tell me that nothing happened that night.
"Hmm...... Jiajia, why don't you speak? Do you feel sorry for that sister too? Do you want your sister to be as protective as a jade at all, and nothing happened to Du Bin at all?"
I lowered my head, only to find that my hands were clenched tightly, as if nervous...... yes, I do.
"Nothing...... Now that it has happened. Only...... Just let it be. ”
Tao Hao suddenly laughed: "But ah, I always feel strange. People like Du Bin don't look like people who can take advantage of others. And, in my opinion, the most important thing is that Du Bin really loves his sister. However, if you really love someone, shouldn't you treat her as a treasure? How can you treat it so casually? ”
I was surprised: "Okay? ”
"Although Du Bin told me that he really has something to do with his sister, I always feel that it doesn't look like his expression. You know, in this world, everyone has their own principles, and if my principle is to figure out everything that is not clear. Then Du Bin's principle is probably to protect the people he loves. How could such a person do that? Thinking about it, I think there is only one possibility, that is, Du Bin wants to rely on this to keep his sister. The reason why he didn't say it was because he was willing to become a villain who took advantage of the danger in the eyes of everyone. In fact, it's just that the love is too deep. ”
I suddenly remembered what he had said to me, "What is my unspeakable secret? Liu Jia...... From beginning to end, my unspeakable secret is just to love you. ”
I didn't understand it at the time, but now I want to come...... I see.
"Jiajia, you might as well ask Du Bin for me and that sister, my sister has a scar on her back, can he remember?"
Scar...... That's right! When I was a child, I was so greedy to play with Tao, and I had a scar on my back!
"I ...... I remember. I'll definitely ask for my sister. ”
At this point, I finally understood why Du Binken took the watermelon to see Shen Duo, because he knew in his heart that this child was Shen Duo's at all.
I continued to listen, and Tao Hao's voice became brisk: "Okay, let's talk about the main event. Do you know why my sister and my son separated? Because after that ridiculous night, my sister found out that she was pregnant two months later. No one can tell who this child is. After all, there is still such a night in between, and if you want to say that it is childe's, it is not allowed. It seems that it is not accurate to say that it is Du Bin! ”
"Childe thought at the time, it doesn't matter who this child is. As long as his sister's heart is there, he can completely ignore the child or something. Only then did he get into a car accident. ”
The doctor told him that there was nothing wrong with his leg and that he just needed to rest in peace. But he had an even more terrible disease. ”
I squeezed the microphone in my hand: "What? Tao is good! ”
"Brain tumors."
"Jiajia...... Why did he abandon his sister? My sister is a more important existence than his life. Why would he do that? Have you ever thought about it? ”
There have been countless times, day or night, there are still people around me, I will involuntarily fall into the miss and remembrance of you, those years of brilliance, you led me on the road to kick the stones, do not know how to look back, do not know how to think about the future, you smile at me, look at each other's clasped hands and think that all the days and days are long
"In Beijing, I listened to the whole story, and Childe said to me, if you can still see her, please help me say a word to her."
I hurriedly asked, "What is it?" ”
Maybe I didn't even notice it myself, and my hands couldn't help but tremble.
"He said, 'I don't expect you to understand, but I want you to forgive. I love you, it's something that has never fooled you. ’”
I believe......
I believe you are not lying to me when you say love me.
I'm sure you want to take me around the world.
I believe you want to make a lot of money and make me identify with your worth.
I'm sure you never wanted to hurt me
I believe both
It turned out to be in my memory
Mostly your good
It's probably what it's called, I love you so much.