Chapter 219: Faith Collapses

I think I must have experienced enough blows to know the truth at this moment, without any fluctuations and not too many superfluous emotions.

All of this, at the end of the day, I could only sigh and there was nothing else.

Nothing can be changed, everything is a foregone conclusion.

Since I no longer have the courage to live, I have the determination to die, and listen to the ins and outs of all this, and what I can get is probably a firm determination to die.

Going around and around, I still want to die, and after struggling for so long, I've still come to this point.

It turns out that most of the people around me know the truth and approach me with a purpose.

Miao Miao and Miao Qing, what they are guarding is the patriarch of the Tiger Demon Clan, the one who is waiting.

It's just that after so many years, many things that everyone doesn't remember, or maybe the demon also has topics that he doesn't want to mention.

The person who made the patriarch of the Tiger Demon never forget, thousands of years ago, had the wish of never seeing each other again, and she was not just involved with the Tiger Demon.

The cat demon clan also started because of her, tens of millions of years ago, the patriarch of the cat demon clan was the pet of nylon, they accompanied each other, together in this world, snuggled up to each other, until life and death.

The elders of the cat demon clan, between them and nylon, maybe the same as the patriarch of the tiger demon clan, also have love, but the elders of the cat demon clan chose to respect her decision, silently led the clansmen, and guarded her reincarnation.

Maybe it's too long, maybe life doesn't allow it, the elder of the cat demon clan is gone, and the relationship between him and Nylon is no longer known, but for the tiger demon clan, he is vigilant.

Miao Miao and Miao Qing were outsiders from the beginning, and the rebirth of nylon may not be the first time.

That elder, his death may just be so that nylon can return to this world in a shorter time.

He did, but he also lost.

The soul of nylon is reunited and reincarnated little by little, and every child guarded by the cat demon clan carries her reshaped soul, from the stars to the complete recovery.

Nylon remembered everything from thousands of years ago since she was born, she found Miao Miao and Miao Qing, guided them to cultivate, helped them lay out, and even went to this capital, while pretending to live as an ordinary person, while letting the cat demon clan open up the inside of the tiger demon clan, and after finding out the secret, it collapsed from the inside.

Some of them have an alliance with Miao Qing.

Back then, the nylon tribe rebelled, and she knew very well that the child was thrown out by herself, and her life was exhausted and exhausted, not because of heartbreak, but because her soul was torn.

That kid is me, and it's not me.

Pregnant in October, the child born with hard work, just wanted to kill him, and when his soul was not overflowing, with the help of the demon, half of his soul was cut out and mixed together, and then, led by Miao Qing, they found a new body.

My soul is a child belonging to nylon, but my body is stealing another child, that child has just been born, my parents were slaughtered, and I was scattered with my soul, and what was left behind was an out-and-out monster like me.

You see, if I really have to think about my life, even people don't count.

A patchwork soul, a snatched body, from childhood to adulthood, there are wolf demon clans patrolling nearby, silently waiting for the time to come.

The tiger demon clan, a sober person, wants to kill the current patriarch and return to peace, and the cat demon clan is to thank Nylon for his help, as well as the advice of the previous patriarch to help Nylon completely disappear, but what about the wolf demon clan?

What he said along the way is indeed right, their clan has been slaughtered, and he and the elders are the few people who have survived.

They stumbled into a pact with the tiger demon and the cat demon clan, as long as they guard me and accompany me in a play when necessary, then they will be sheltered.

Over the years, the demon clan has killed each other, the human race has oppressed, and every demon clan has been struggling, trying hard to learn the treacherous and cunning of people, to fight for a chance to survive for themselves.

It's been like this all the way, Miao Qing is like this, the reason why Niuniu came to me to watch coldly, and the reason why I paid attention to them all the way, everything was answered.

Everyone has their own secrets, and except for me, they all know each other's thoughts deeply and clearly.

What about me? I seem like a fool.

"In this farce, only Han Yunduo and Han Feifei are sincere to you, you should save them, this is what you owe them!"

Niu Niu said to me very seriously.

I knew what she was trying to say.

I also understand why she told me this.

"Since you have strengthened your belief in dying, then I hope that you will not be confused before you go!"

Niu Niu's reason is this.

"I know, but there's no way back!"

Death is an end, but also a relief, this world, for me before, was chaotic, I existed in it, confused, looking at the blurred scene around me, unable to distinguish between the east and the west.

What difference does it make between her telling me and not telling me the truth?

If you don't tell me, I'm already dead.

Tell me, are you afraid that I still have nostalgia for the world, and I still have a trace of fantasy about Miao Qing and the same way, the cat demon clan and the wolf demon clan, or do you have some sustenance for family affection?

Also, Nylon's scheming, betrayal all the way, Miao Qing's deception, even if there is no blow from Yuling, one of these three is enough to destroy all my beliefs.

In this world, everything has become deception and conspiracy, and the meaning of my original life is to die and be destroyed?

It's funny.

Do I want to come into this world?

Do I want to live?

No, I don't want anything anymore.

When the pain reaches a certain level, she can no longer feel the pain, and the despair reaches a certain level, and nothing will be meaningful anymore, a person who is in the warmth and accustomed to care, turns around and finds that everyone is lying to her.

Is there any point in continuing to stay in this world?

No, really no.

Even Han Yunduo and Han Feifei also knew the cause and effect.

Really let me care, I think I'm still thinking about gratitude, not revenge.

I am very grateful to Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, they did not leave as agreed at that unbearable moment, but turned back and tried their best to protect me.

I'm grateful, I want to save them.

This is the only motivation I can keep going and fight to the death.

"What can I do to save Han Yunduo and Han Feifei?"

Nothing else makes sense to me.

"Simple, I should have told you just now!"

Niuniu took a hat and put it on my head, black gauze, just enough to cover my face:

"Approach that magic circle, find that elixir, swallow it, and leave the rest to us!"