The rosary still hasn't been hidden from his parents.

She thought she was well hidden, but her temperament changed drastically, and she often sat in her room all day without saying a word.

Pulling the curtains makes her feel insecure, but at night she has to turn on the lights. But even so, I still couldn't sleep all night.

Gu's mother suspected that her daughter had hyperthyroidism, so she contacted a doctor friend and prepared to take her daughter for a full body examination.

The rosary tried to cut the artery in her hand with a knife one night, but was discovered by the nanny in time, and nothing happened to her.

After arriving at the hospital, Rosary was diagnosed with depression. At the same time, the causes of depression are also lifted into the dust.

Gu's mother immediately gave a slap, but she almost made her daughter jump directly from the 6th floor of the hospital.

"I know I was wrong." "But there is no way to make up for it." ”

Hearing her say this on the other end of the phone, Rushing Rain's heart ached.

All Gu Nianzhu's self-confidence, optimism, and strength seemed to have dissipated with that incident.

"I don't want to live, but they won't let me die." "And then you have to suffer in this world one day at a time." ”

"Don't think so." "You have to admit that in all voluntary circumstances, you are 50% of the perpetrators. So what you should regret is why you lost your mind so quickly in the first place, and you shouldn't feel that you are dirty and incomplete! She paused, her voice choked: "You are still you." ”

"You don't understand at all." "It feels like you have a wound on your body that is rotting day by day, getting worse day by day, but you can only look at it, but you can't do anything about it, and you can't tell anyone about it. Life has been dragged into a huge black hole, no matter how hard you try, you can't escape, and every day I think about that incident, I feel as sad as I was on the first day. "Whoever kills his own child with his own hands does not deserve happiness at all." ”

"Not really." Torrential Rain said, "You still have the right to pursue happiness." Through this, you can see a man clearly, which is a good thing. But there's no need to look down on yourself at all. ”

The rosary just wept silently and did not answer. After a long time, she hung up.

The third year of high school has started, and Gu Nianzhu has not taken the initiative to find Rushing Rain again.

Sometimes in the cafeteria, she would nod at the rain and still sit with the rest of the class, and there would be no more eager intersections. But in the dead of night, the rain became her only object of appeal.

Gu Nianzhu also felt that her two faces day and night were really hateful, but apart from the torrential rain, she didn't know who she could call.

Sometimes she would cry and apologize to Rushing Rain: "I didn't mean to be indifferent to you, I thought of you when I saw you...... Just thinking of the lost child...... I feel guilty and dirty. And you are the witness of everything......"

In the vast night, the clouds are restless. Torrential Rain stood on the balcony, feeling sad and powerless.

The rosary's indignation suddenly turned into realization: "I finally understand, why don't you accept Zhai Yi'......"

Rushing rain thought that this outright hatred would make her refuse to have anything to do with Situ Que again, but during a lunch break, she saw Situ Que's car parked at the school gate.

"He came to me." In the evening, Rosary took the initiative to mention the matter on the phone, "Ask me how I've been doing lately...... He apologized to me. And I, I said I didn't hate, but I couldn't forgive him. ”

"Don't see him again." Torrential Rain said, "Every time you see you is rubbing salt in your own wounds." When you need him the most, he doesn't show up, and you carry it, and you don't need him anymore. ”

"Hmm." The rosary answered.

Autumn in Sioux City is like a rabbit's tail and is particularly short.

Before I could feel the crisp autumn air, I smelled the breath of winter.

Chen Yuyao has begun to take over his uncle's business, and he is very busy, going to other places every now and then. Sometimes it's too late, and I'm afraid of disturbing the rain, so I simply can't come back.

The torrential rain is not sorry. In the past, Jin Minghai was often like this, she knew how to deal with herself.

She still works from 5 to 10, has a regular life, and reviews according to the plan she made during the summer vacation.

On the day of the beginning of winter, Rushing Rain and Zhang Xiaomad passed their seventeenth birthday with a bowl of salted pork and vegetable rice at the snack bar at the school gate.

"Do you know that Gu Nianzhu and Luo Wanghuai have been dating?"

Zhang Xiaomad asked Rushing Rain in a word, she raised her head in surprise, and then said, "No...... No way! ”

"Why can't it be." Zhang Xiaomad wore transparent gloves and calmly unloaded the chicken steak on the plate.

"There must be some misunderstanding in it." Torrential rain said.

"Misunderstanding?" Zhang Xiaomad blinked, "The parties didn't deny it." ”

"When, when?"

"It happened at the end of May last year." Zhang Xiaomad said, "I said that I met at Fa Xiao's birthday party." ”

Hair small? Could it be that it is Zhai Yi?

"Are Luo Wanghuai and Zhai Yi small?" Rushing Yu asked, "I, I thought he was from our school, and he was in the same class as Zhai Yi." ”

"What do you think?" Zhang Xiao said madly, "How have you ever seen him in school?" ”

Torrential rain was stunned.

Since Luo Wanghuai lives in N City......

She couldn't help but ask Zhang Xiaomad, "How did you meet?" ”

"We're ......" Zhang Xiaomad just started talking, then suddenly paused and glared at her, "You don't think I have anything to do with Luo Wanghuai." They are in a long-distance relationship, and they blew it after being a netizen for a month. Or Gu Nianzhu's breakup, saying that she still can't forget her ex-boyfriend in her heart......"

"Little madness." Seeing that she was so anxious that she jumped to her feet, she said a lot of things, and hurriedly expressed her attitude, "I never thought you would be that kind of person." ”

Zhang Xiaomad quieted down, "Why did you ask me?" ”

"How did you meet?"

"We met when we were bare-assed." Zhang Xiaomad said, "He is my sister's cousin. ”

Torrential rain was stunned by her, "Your sister's cousin? After a pause, she asked, "What sister are you?" ”

"My sister." Zhang Xiaomad said.

"Hey, you just said that he was your cousin, didn't you end up?" Torrential Rain said with a smile.

At the same time, she was slightly surprised in her heart, and at that time she thought they were a couple at a glance.

"Sort of." Zhang Xiaomad said, "But my sister and I are not the same mother. ”

Hearing this, Rushing Rain didn't continue to ask.

Zhang Xiaomad saw her appearance of being like an ancient well, but felt that she was very trustworthy, and said more: "Actually, the relationship is not complicated at all. My sister's mother died of 'eclampsia' when my sister was still an infant. When my sister was two years old, my parents got married, and a year later they had me. ”

"Luo Wanghuai is her cousin, but not my cousin." Zhang Xiaomad said, "The key is that you fought with me when you were a child, and you haven't beaten me yet." ”

Torrential Rain pursed her lips and smiled, "Do you want to try again now?" ”

"It's time for barbarism to evolve into civilization." Zhang Xiaomad said, "Fight IQ, who wants to fight with him?" ”

"Well, that makes sense." Rushing rain said, "By the way, how did he do in the exam this year?" ”

"Huh." Zhang Xiaomad sneered, "It's at the door of the test." ”

"Fudan? Jiaotong University? Rushing Yu asked, "What's wrong with the door, when you have a full score of 660, you have to score 550 points to get into 211, do you think it's easy to fail?" ”

"Hey, how do you know so much about the point system in N City?" Zhang Xiaomad asked.

Torrential rain does not speak.

"Zhai Yi told you, right?" Zhang Xiaomad's smile became weird, "How are you and him?" As he spoke, he raised an eyebrow.

"What can I do with him." Torrential rain said. Because it was Zhang Xiaomad, she added, "We are not the same kind of people at all." ”

"What kind of people, two kinds of people." Zhang Xiaomad was dissatisfied, "Darwin said that hundreds of years ago, everyone was a hairy monkey. ”

When the rain is over, put down the spoon. "Do you want a drink, I'll buy it?"

"I don't drink." Zhang Xiaomad pulled her back and sat down, "Don't divert the topic, you ...... How's it going? ”

Torrential rain was very strange: "Why do you care so much about this?" ”

"I'm your matchmaker...... Zhang Xiaomad rushed out.

"What?" Rushing Rain looked at her suspiciously.

Zhang Xiaomad closed his mouth tightly at this moment.

"If you don't say it, I know it." Rushing rain said, "The person who left a notebook at my bedside last time who came to the hospital wasn't you, right?" ”

Zhang Xiao's eyes widened wildly, and his body couldn't help but stretch forward, and then his expression relaxed again, and slowly leaned back to his seat, "Hey, that's the notes I worked so hard to copy." Hey, my handwriting! ”

"The two notes are not the same." Rushing Rain said softly, "On your other note, there is Zhai Yi's handwriting. "She knows.

Zhang Xiaomad looked at her and finally admitted: "Yes." He copied all his notes for all three subjects, and came to me, and I thought he was asking me to pass them on to you. Who knew that he proposed to let me keep his share of the ......" Zhang Xiaomad sighed, "I don't have a name for doing good deeds, except for Uncle Lei Feng, I haven't seen the second one." ”

Torrential rain pursed her lips.

"I was so moved at the time." Zhang Xiaomad said, "If this is not called love, what else do I have to be sad about." ”

"How did you and Zhai Yi know each other?" Rushing rain said, "Because of Luo Wanghuai? In school, she had never seen any interaction between Zhang Xiaomad and Zhai Yi. If it is a very close friend, it is impossible for Zhai Yi not to invite her for her birthday party.

Wrong. Zhai Yi's birthday party was organized by Zhai's mother Zhang Luo...... Just when the rain was in turmoil, Zhang Xiaomad opened his mouth: "Yes." Just because of Luo Wanghuai. ”

"Last time Luo Wanghuai suddenly appeared at the door of our classroom, I thought he was coming to look for me, but who knew that he replied, 'He is here to find Fa Xiao'. I asked him, aren't you all in N City? Where did you get your hair small? He reported the name of 'Zhai Yi'. I'll just say Zhai Yi, in the third (4th) class of high school. This is the sophomore year of high school, and you're in the wrong classroom. Zhang Xiaomad smiled and added a sentence in a way that wanted to cover up, "Zhai Yi is also a man of the year on the school list, how could I not know him." ”

"When?" Rushing Rain asked, "When did Luo Wanghuai come to you?" ”

"Last year."

"When was last year?"

"It's the end of September, no, it's the middle of October." Zhang Xiaomad's eyes were a little evasive, "I don't remember." ”

"It's October 17th." Rushing Rain looked up at her, "Isn't that right?" ”

"I really don't remember much......"

"It's your birthday." Rushing Rain smiled lightly, "Why don't you remember?" ”

Seeing Zhang Xiao's crazy apricot staring, Rush Yu added: "Once I went to the office and accidentally saw your student registration form. ”

"And then you remembered?" Zhang Xiaomad was incredulous and exclaimed: "You have this unforgettable ability, you can be an agent." ”

Rushing rain smiled but didn't say a word. In fact, the reason why she was able to remember the date so specifically was because that day almost became her death day.

It was on that day that she almost jumped into the ancient canal. It was also on that day that the fates of her and Chen Yuyao were firmly tied together again, and they were no longer inseparable.

But there is always one doubt. Who gave the money she found in her bag the next day?

She asked Chen Yuyao and asked for the rosary, but she didn't get any results. Why did she never think that that person might be Zhai Yi?

Yes. Because the day before, Zhai Yi sat on the playground and talked with her before self-study. She decided he didn't have the time to act.

And the meaning that Zhai Yi revealed between the lines was to let her live in Zhai's house and accept their care. The young man's sincere heart is as transparent and beautiful as crystal, but it also seems that his mind is not mature enough.

So, Torrential Rain never thought that the conversation was just a fake, and what she really wanted to cover up was the money to be given to her.

If he gave it to his face, he knew that the rain would not be wanted.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but redden. "It turned out that the money was stuffed into my schoolbag by Luo Wanghuai."

Zhang Xiaomad was stunned for a moment, and then looked away abruptly, "No, why does he want to give you money?" ”

Rushing Rain asked her instead, "Why did I ask you if there was any special person who appeared that day, but you didn't mention that Luo Wanghuai came?" ”

"You didn't know each other at all." Zhang Xiaomad cried out, "And I don't know the relationship between Zhai Yi and you...... You say, who would have thought that he would come to the classroom that day to deliver you money......"

"No, I guess he's mainly here for your birthday." Rushing Yu said, "I just happened to meet Zhai Yi, and he was temporarily invited to help with this." ”

"Zhai Yi is such a good man." Zhang Xiaomad sighed, and then she looked at the torrential rain, "Hey, take good hold of it." ”

"He's an angel." Torrential Rain said, "I don't deserve it." ”