"Have you ever died?" Li Yifan lowered his head and asked.

"......" Zhao Xin'er just wanted to open her mouth and scold, "This is not nonsense, if you have died, how can you still talk to him here." But after she knew Li Yifan's state of mind at the moment and what she was going to say next, she chose to listen to him silently.

"The fear of imminent death and the feeling of helplessness will enter my body and all my senses along with the victim's perception. Even though I've experienced it a few times, the pain and fear and torture in my body will sweep through all my nerves.

Every time I had to endure all this, to suppress all this perception that had been forced upon me from the victim, to search for clues...... Oh, how strong my heart must have been to do this in every different torture of death, and in torture. Li Yifan raised his head and looked at Zhao Xin'er opposite.

"......" Zhao Xin'er couldn't explain this feeling, she looked at the person sitting opposite in distress, he was a little tired at the moment, and his face still had self-blame for what the girl in the news had endured.

"Every time I wake up, I can still feel all the pain and sensation left by death, but I have to pretend and calmly recall all the clues I have found. It's not just about looking for clues again, it's about feeling the physical and mental devastation of death again. Li Yifan raised his eyes and looked at the sky outside the window and said slowly.

"Bai Ran, isn't there a medicine there that can make you lose this ability!" Zhao Xin'er knew everything about Li Yifan, and she also saw through his psychology, this experience of empathizing with the deceased was too torturous, if it weren't for Bai Ran adding ...... to Li Yifan's medicine

"Well, if it had been before, if I had to make a choice, I would have hoped that I would never have this ability." From the very beginning, Li Yifan knew that he had no secrets in front of Zhao Xin'er, or in front of many people, Li Yifan has always been a clear person except for seeing people die.

"But now it's different, this ability, he gives me the only useful value and meaning of life in this originally plain and useless life." Since he was a child, Li Yifan felt that he was a burden to his family, and the family that was not wealthy was even more constrained in his drag, and it was Bai Ran's encouragement and psychological treatment that did not give up that allowed him to persist in living until now.

"Even though every death beats and destroys my body and mind, I will still persevere, so that those who died innocently and tragically can get revenge as soon as possible. is also to let himself use the last shred of hope after the crime to save those who are on the verge of death. Touching the hidden scar on his left wrist, Li Yifan glanced at the position of the TV and said.

"I saw the whole process before what the murderer did was exposed, and I could only try my best to remember everything, so as to find the victim and catch the murderer.

At least I'm the only 'spectator' on the scene, the first person to see the scene, and there may be a lot more I can do. If he and Bai Ran say this, Bai Ran must let Li Yifan take the newly researched medicine and receive long-term and painful treatment.

"How many times can a person experience death in his life, how many times can he die? And you have to follow those victims, die again and again, wake up, die again, and wake up again......" Zhao Xin'er looked at Li Yifan in front of her with tears in her eyes.

In the past, even if Zhao Xin'er knew about Li Yifan, she always felt that he was fragile and timid, but at this moment, when she watched him silently tell all this, she could clearly feel his pain in her heart, and that stronger will than ordinary people, she couldn't help but want to be by his side, encourage him, or also let him give up this ability.

But she is not the same as Li Yifan, except for this accident, what is the use, she does not have a childhood like Li Yifan, but since she was a child, because she can occasionally see what others think, she knows that she and her sister are a painful memory and burden for her mother.

With the unexpected death of her sister, she regards avenging her sister as the main part of her life, and she can see through the hearts of others, as if she can see through the malice that this world has inexplicably brought her.

"yes, how many times can you die...... Haha, I used to feel like I was going to die every day because of severe paranoia of victimization.

But the feeling of real death is different from the feeling that you will die when you ride in a car, feel like you will suddenly earthquake when you walk, and feel like you will lose control when you play a roller coaster. Li Yifan suddenly changed his originally plain and expressionless face, and laughed and teased.

"Death is not a habit that is good if you have more times, but it will hit people's willpower with the increase of times." This kind of blow is like cancer slowing down in anti-cancer chemotherapy, and each time life is worse than death, and finally giving up treatment, or ...... Zhao Xin'er looked at Li Yifan and said all this with a smile, and she couldn't tell what she felt in her heart.

"But what can I do, it's not like I can't save her......" Li Yifan looked at the TV again and lowered his head.

"No, you have already saved her, if it wasn't for you encouraging her psychologically, she might have given up trying to survive a long time ago, she would have been unable to run down for a long time, and she might have been captured by that man a long time ago, not to mention seeing the car driving behind her, then no one would know who was in that car."

Zhao Xin'er understood what Li Yifan was blaming herself in her heart, she grabbed Li Yifan's hand on the table, and continued: "What you can see is the death process of the person who is dying, she was originally going to die, but now she is still alive, but the bad guy is not lightly injured."

Wouldn't she have met with this if you hadn't seen all this? She won't be ...... You've watched the news, it all happened before you saw all this, so why should you blame yourself for all this, all you have to do now is find a way to find evidence from last night's memory that could help this girl. ”

"Why do you pay so much attention to other people's opinions, in my opinion, you have done a good job, at least she is alive now." Zhao Xin'er clenched Li Yifan's hand and said sincerely.

"Yes!" Li Yifan also clenched Zhao Xin'er's hand. "I'll give it to Jiang ...... He hasn't woken up yet, what should he do? Yes, ask Han Shuo for help, it won't be so much. There must be something wrong with this man, I can't let his family talk to themselves there to slander Jiao Ting. Li Yifan came to the spirit all of a sudden, and the things that he originally had scruples about were not so important compared to Jiao Ting's reputation and innocence.