Volume III, Chapter 21, Reasons for Staying, September 2117
"Because," Yang Yi stopped as soon as she wanted to speak, her eyes seemed to flash with countless unbearable pasts, and in the end, the flashing watery waves in her eyes turned into a simple six words, "We are...... Mutants. ”
Sima Aya looked at Yang Yiyi's teary eyes and was puzzled, but after quick recollection and thinking, she understood that in fact, what Yang Yiyi wanted to say was: "We are experiments." ”
At this time, through Yang Yiyi's innocent eyes, Sima Aya saw the biggest fear in her heart, that fear was constantly beating, and that fear was as sharp and cold as an ice pick.
In this fear, Zhang Xiaozhu, from head to toe, was filled with the connecting wires of various experimental instruments, and the tips of these connecting wires penetrated his skin, inserted into his brain and internal organs, and transformed his heart-rending pain into precious data for scientific experiments.
Yang Yiyi suddenly piled up Sima Aya and broke free from his arms. She shuddered, clasped her hands to her chest, took two steps back, and then slumped to the cold deck.
In Sima Aya's memory, Yang Yiyi had never released such a great power, and at the moment when Yang Yiyi broke free from her arms, in Sima Aya's mind, the cute little white rabbit called Yang Yiyi seemed to have disappeared and disappeared.
Sima Aya didn't even dare to step forward to help Yang Yiyi, because she was afraid that she would not accept it. At that moment, there seemed to be an invisible wall between the two of them, and this wall appeared in the air, as thin as a blade but indestructible. Sima Aya felt that the moment this wall appeared, it seemed that the entire warship had also been cut off and split into two.
The name of this wall is "Mutation", and on one side of the wall is "People", and on the other side of the wall are Mutants.
For the protection of mutants, in the national big data system of country C, whether a person is a mutant or not will not be identified in the identity card information. When Sima Aya first met and fell in love with Yang Yiyi, she didn't know that the latter was a mutant.
In later intelligence, she learned that she was a mutant, but this did not affect Sima Aya's opinion of Yang Yiyi. What Sima Aya didn't realize was the mutant's perception of normal people: estrangement and hostility. She didn't expect that those voices that were deeply hidden in Yang Yiyi's heart would suddenly burst out on this night.
A gust of cold wind blew, and the biting chill broke into her chest from Sima Aya's face and neck, and drilled into her heart.
"I want him to die!" A voice said coldly in Sima Aya's heart, this is Sima Aya's own voice, not the usual female man's voice, but a woman's voice, a woman's voice full of vinegar.
"Yiyi, in view of the current complicated situation in country A," Sima Aya said secretly in her heart, I can't say it, that is, she knows that she didn't say it at this time, "My mission has been canceled by my superiors, and I am no longer obligated to help you find him, you know?" ”
(We are experimental.) When Sima Aya thought of this, she suddenly felt the pleasure that Yiji had never had, the pleasure of revenge, although she still felt cruel, but she really wanted to see Zhang Xiaozhu fixed on the operating table in a certain laboratory, unable to move, and let others fiddle with it. Sima Aya felt that just an imaginary revenge seemed to be able to comfort her brother Sima Li's spirit in the sky.
"Sister Aya, didn't you really have any suspicions?" Yang Yiyi suddenly raised his head, and smiled at Sima Aya with a somewhat dull gaze, "Why, you have so much strength and such a fast reaction speed?" ”
When Yang Yiyi asked this question, Sima Aya was not surprised, because, usually, she also asked herself this question. When Yang Yiyi first asked this question, Sima Aya wanted to say, "I'm not a mutant. But she was worried that speaking like this, the words implied discrimination against mutants, which would hurt Yang Yiyi, so she answered Yang Yiyi's question with the concepts of "natural divine power" and "female man".
In fact, Sima Aya once suspected that she was a mutant, but in the later physical examination and DNA analysis, no abnormalities in her genes were found. Moreover, in daily life, work and study, no one has ever regarded Sima Aya as a "mutant".
Sima Aya looked at Yang Yiyi sitting on the deck, she knew that the answer Yang Yiyi wanted to get was: "Yes, I am a mutant, I am also a mutant, we are all mutants, so we will always stand on the same side and stand on the same front." However, Sima Aya did not answer Yang Yiyi's words directly.
"You little girl, if you really want him to die, I'll kill him now." Sima Aya said half-jokingly, the moonlight reflected on the side of her face, making the other half of her face disappear into shadows, looking like a ruthless assassin, "Which method do you want to kill him, headshot or strangle her?" Sima Aya still maintained that half-joking tone.
The two were silent for a moment. Yang Yiyi seemed to understand something, she got up from the deck, obediently followed Sima Aya, and returned to the cabin where the two of them lived.
The cabin is not large, and the warm yellow light is reflected on the steel bulkhead, which hides the cold nature of the steel, making people safe and warm. After the two bathed, Yang Yiyi quickly fell asleep, but Sima Aya couldn't sleep for a long time:
The task of tracking Zhang Xiaozhu has been canceled, and she doesn't know how to talk to Yang Yiyi. After all, Zhang Xiaozhu has not been found yet, once the mission is canceled, there is no reason to stay in country A, and if he does not obey the arrangement of his superiors, he will become an escape, and it is impossible to choose to do so.
Do you want to find a way to persuade Yang Yiyi to return to China with you, and then consider Zhang Xiaozhu's matter in the long run, or find a reason to continue to stay in country A? Sima Aya found it difficult to make a decision. At present, what Sima Aya is most worried about is that the leader above gave an order and asked him to return to China immediately, but Yang Yiyi was unwilling, so what should he do.
Sima Aya suddenly felt very funny, when she was in her teens, she once liked a boy, at that time, she once dreamed of getting married and having children, a family of three, and a happy little life.
It's a pity that both parents suffered from cancer and died early, and my brother Sima Li was murdered a few years ago, and he is not married.
As for what the future holds, Sima Aya is not very willing to think about it, because every time, when she lies alone on the bed, looking at the end of time with the eyes of consciousness, there is only darkness, no soul, no afterlife, no gods...... There are only cold, scientifically defined, and the same for everyone, the ending.
If only eternal life could be ......