Chapter 201: Things of the Year
He Yuhe in front of him, he is not sure whether he is the same person back then, it is because he knows what happened back then, so he left a shadow, afraid that at this time, he will disappear without a trace like at the beginning.
Even if so many years have passed since that incident, she has never let go of her heart, and I believe she has not let go of her heart.
This matter was just forgotten by her, and she didn't take it to heart, which doesn't mean that she has let go. If she thinks about these things a little, it is always a pain for her.
The final result is only to hurt his best friend, because of such an ending, he will worry about his best friend, afraid that she will be hurt again, and will have uncertain doubts. After all, let yourself see others, you won't have such thoughts, just because there has been no news from him for a while, it is inevitable that you will have such thoughts.
But during this time, he often appeared in his coffee book house as usual, so that he could see him often, maybe he wouldn't have such thoughts, but I haven't seen him recently, and I don't know if he is really busy with other things.
After all, it is still the same sentence, my heart does not believe him so much, probably because of the things he did in the past, which left a bad impression in his heart.
Shu Yixin looked at his best friend and said word by word, "I don't know why I believe him so much, but I can tell you with certainty that I really didn't doubt his motives, and I don't think he would let me go." Shu Yixin felt that it was more important to believe in him, believe that he would keep his promises and remember his agreement with himself.
In fact, at the end of the day, even if he released his own pigeons, what could he do with him? After all, it's just wishful thinking on the part of each other.
If he is willing to teach himself, of course he is happy to learn from him, but for other reasons, he is not willing to teach himself, then he has nothing to say.
Some things can't be forced, and at the beginning, he also suggested it, not on his own initiative, if he didn't put forward this point, he didn't think about it at all, to learn more business knowledge, so that he can manage the coffee book house by himself in the future.
All of this was brought up by him, and he also took the initiative to say that he wanted to help himself, so he had no reason and no position to say anything about him.
And he is also very sure that he has something to be busy, and it may take a while, not to mention that it has only been a week now, and he may be really busy and can't leave, so he didn't come over, and he should be able to wait a little longer.
Anyway, if you don't study with him, you still have to work, and waiting for him while working is actually not delayed. I hope he won't let himself wait too long, he won't let himself down, just let himself wait a few more days, and then see the situation.
It's not that he stayed here all day waiting for him to have nothing to do, but in fact, even if he didn't come, wouldn't his life be the same in the past? The same job, the same guarding his own coffee book house.
Ren Xiaoou held some words in his heart, he wanted to say it, but he didn't know how to say it, he really wanted to ask, aren't you worried that you will be hurt again?
I may have forgotten most of the previous things because of the loss of memory, but there should still be that kind of pain. Don't worry you're going to get hurt again? As a bystander, as her best friend, she is a little worried that she will be hurt again.
But I don't know how to say this, after all, this is their business, and I don't seem to have any position, and I don't know how to say it.
If I choose to speak at this time, then I will definitely be involved in the things of the year, and I didn't mention the things of the year, and I shouldn't seem to mention the things that happened in the past at this time.
Although I really want to say it, I don't know if she will be hurt again if she says it, and if she is hurt again, then she would rather not say anything and hide this secret in her heart.
"I'm not as optimistic as you, I'm just worried that you will be hurt, that's why I said this, I hope you can understand why I said this." In the end, Ren Xiaoou thought for a moment and said softly, saying that he just cared about her and didn't want her to be hurt.
Shu Yixin looked at her with puzzled eyes, not quite understanding why she said this, and asked in a puzzled tone, "Xiaoou, why did you say this, you think that I am not harmed, what will I be hurt." I really don't understand the meaning of her words, people don't want to teach themselves, and they can't be hurt.
This kind of thing is originally your willingness, not coercion, he is unwilling to call himself, and he is not willing to force himself, at most, in the end, he will break up unhappily, and he will not say that the harm is so serious.
Looking at him like this, what he said was obviously something in his words, which made him a little confused. It wasn't as serious as she said it was, but why did she think it would be so serious?
"I don't know why I'm so worried, I'm just worried that you will be hurt, have you forgotten all the injuries you suffered before?" She may have forgotten part of it, but for herself, she clearly remembers how sad she was at the beginning.
Although I was a bystander, I also clearly accompanied her through that period of time, and I knew how sad she was at that time, so I really didn't want to see such a picture again.
After listening to what she said, Shu Yixin thought back to what happened at the beginning, looked at her with uncertain eyes and said, "Are you talking about my previous boyfriend?" After all, I don't know what she is referring to, so I just want to make it clear to her at this time.
Ren Xiaoou didn't speak, just nodded. It seems that she should have woken up to what she said and remembered something.
For her last relationship, she was a bystander, but she saw everything clearly, when they were together, it was so vigorous, but in the end, it ended in tragedy, after a car accident, he also disappeared mysteriously, and never appeared again, leaving his best friend alone.
Now that I think about it, I feel a little unreal, it feels like a dream. After all, idol dramas are not as exciting as they staged, it's true, they were separated because of misunderstanding, because of other factors, even if they broke up with each other, they could still meet again, and they couldn't say that there was no news at all.
It's because of this that it makes people feel even more weird, after that car accident, I haven't seen him again, as if he disappeared from the world.
"Can you be clearer about that? You know, because I forgot some things after that car accident, and although I deliberately stopped thinking about them and didn't ask about them all these years, you still hid some things from me, right? Shu Yixin really didn't pursue it after she sobered up, what happened, she felt that those things were already in the past, so she didn't want to pursue it.
It's just that when her best friend mentioned this matter again today, she also felt a little curious, what else did she not know at the beginning.
Maybe I can't be like this, I pretend to be confused all my life, but I don't want to face the original relationship, so I naturally don't want to ask more about what happened, so I live my life in a daze.
Looking back now, I was a little curious about whether something else happened after the car accident, why I broke up with him, and where he went.
"Haven't you been wondering what happened in recent years? Why did you suddenly become interested in asking about the original thing? It wasn't because she had brought up the topic just now that she wanted to ask what had happened back then.
After all, all these years have passed, but she has never asked much, and has always pretended that nothing has happened, living the life she wants.
Suddenly mentioning this matter, how could she not be curious about what kind of mentality she had, wanting to know what had happened in the past, and having a self tell her, can she really accept it?
"It's just that you mentioned the past just now, and suddenly I felt that there were some things that I should know, I should know, I shouldn't live my life in such a daze, I may not want to face it before, I feel that I forgot it, I don't know, I don't know, anyway, for myself, it has no impact, but suddenly I have such an idea, I want to know what happened back then. Didn't you tell me at that time, don't ask if you don't want to know, and when you want to know, will you be mine at any time? Now I want to know, so please let me know. ”
I know that over the years, she has always been by her side, she has always been with her, and she has accompanied her through those painful years.
It is precisely because of this that I am very grateful to her, especially grateful, to have her by my side, otherwise, I don't know how to survive that period of time.
Ren Xiaoou looked at her, was silent for a moment, and said lightly, "Yes, I did say this this year, if you want to know, I will tell you, then have you really thought about it?" I'm really not afraid of being hurt again, and I'm really not worried that I didn't come out of that relationship. Ren Xiaoou remembered what she said to her, but she had to ask if she was interested for a while, and wanted to know if there was any other reason.