"Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't come to see you until so many years, you won't blame me." Lin Ya looked at the person in the photo and slowly knelt down.

At this moment, I really feel sad, if my mother is still here, it would be nice for the family to live together, but this kind of life will not be there anymore, because my mother has been gone for so many years.

Before, I thought I could face these things very calmly, but at this moment, I realized that I was not as strong as I imagined. At this time, I still shed sad tears, which is still a little different from what I imagined.

Lin Ya thought that she could be very strong, and when she faced all this, she could face it calmly, but when she really reached this point, she realized that she was not as strong as she imagined.

Maybe I am like everyone else, I especially crave maternal love. I also know clearly that I am different from other people, because I can no longer enjoy this love.

She had long since left her side, for a long, long time, and even said that she didn't even know what she looked like.

There should be no one more sad than himself, and he doesn't know what his family looks like, so it's pitiful to think about. But I didn't expect such a thing to happen to me, I really never dreamed of it.

"Get up, you don't have to be like this, if your mother sees you like this, she will be very sad, she won't blame you." Not only did he not blame her, but he felt happy, and the first thing he thought of was to come to see her.

Some things have already happened, and there is no point in blaming anyone, and now we can only accept this reality, and now that they have all been recovered, everyone should be happy.

"What happened back then, and why did it lead to such a tragedy?" After a long while, Lin Ya found her thoughts.

She wanted to know what had happened back then, why such a tragedy had happened, why her mother had left, and why she had become an orphan.

So at this time, I really wanted to know what happened back then, why such a tragedy happened, and why I became an orphan.

Sun Yirong looked at his daughter, and then at his wife, to be honest, she was still a little conflicted at this time, because he didn't know too much about the daughter in front of him, and he was afraid that she would do something stupid after knowing these things, so he had some doubts in his heart, whether he wanted to tell her those things.

"I can tell you what happened back then, but there is one thing, I hope you can promise me, don't do anything stupid after listening to it, after all, these things have become a thing of the past, I don't want anything to happen to you, because Dad is the only relative like you." I waited so many years to bring her back, but I didn't want to lose her easily at this time, if this was the case, I really didn't have the courage to live, and it was impossible to live.

In other words, if you are not completely sure of yourself, you really don't dare to tell her what happened back then, because you are afraid that you will lose her again.

And I really can't accept such a blow, I've already lost it once, but if I try it again, I'll definitely collapse myself.

Lin Ya glanced at it, and her father said softly, "Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid, I will live well, I just found my family, I haven't enjoyed family affection, how can I do stupid things." "If you want to do something stupid, you won't wait until today.

Lin Ya still saw these things very clearly, and knew that she would not do anything stupid easily. I've been like this all these years, and now it's much better than before. There is no reason or reason to let yourself do stupid things, not to mention that I have just found my family, and I have not yet enjoyed the warmth of family affection.

"You should know that I only have you as a relative, and I have waited for more than 20 years to wait, if something really happens to you, I don't think I will survive." When Sun Yirong said these words at this time, he seemed a little vicissitudes and sadness.

But what she said is also true, after all, there is really only such a daughter, how can you hope that something will happen to her? If something really happened to her, how could she be able to accept it, and how would she survive such a blow in the future?

"Dad, you can rest assured, what you think won't happen, I just want to know what happened at the beginning, I just want to understand the process, I just want to know why I became an orphan, why we can't get in touch in the future." I don't want to do anything stupid, I just want to know what happened in the first place, and I want to know why I became an orphan.

Maybe it's why I became an orphan, I care more about this, after all, I have lived in an orphanage for so many years, and I have been thinking about this question, and I was thinking about it before, whether my biological parents don't want me anymore, so I abandoned myself.

But today, I slowly realized that things didn't seem to be what I thought, and I was just a victim of that incident.

Does it mean that all this is fate, all this has been doomed a long time ago, and you can't escape no matter how you escape.

"I feel much more relieved to hear you say this, I'm really worried about what you will do stupidly, because this result is not what I want to see, I hope you can stand in my perspective and think about me." She is such an eye-catching person, how can she not know the worries in her heart, so she really doesn't want to lose her.

"No, I will definitely live well, I will be filial to you, I will be by your side, and I will not make you feel lonely in the future." This is his only family, and naturally he will be by his side.

"Well, it's good that you can think like this, and I'm much more at ease." Being able to hear her promise made me feel much more relieved.

"The past has passed after all, so what's the use of worrying about it at this time? If I have been living in hatred, it is just that I can't live with myself, this kind of life is not what I want. "Those things are in the past, I can't change them at all, I can't do it back, I can't say that I want my mother to come back to life.

Although I grew up in an orphanage and didn't read much, I still understand some truths, not to mention that I haven't had that kind of paranoid thoughts all along.

"The specific thing, in fact, I don't know very well, I remember that day was the weekend, I was at home with your mother and daughter, and then suddenly received a call from He Lao, saying that there was something for me to deal with, and then I briefly talked to your mother, and went back to the company, just that day, I made an appointment with your mother to take you out together, your mother thought, take you to find me together, and then you can shorten some time, so that our family of three can have more time to reunite, so I took you out, and the result was a tragedy." She shouldn't have left their side that day, and if she hadn't gone back to the company to do those things at that time, she wouldn't have taken her daughter and wanted to find herself.

All this is my own reason, if I hadn't returned to the company many years ago, there would be no follow-up.

Lin Ya listened to this sentence very quietly, in fact, she had a lot of doubts in her heart, but she didn't say it at this time, and she didn't break this situation.

As for the cause and effect, it is still unclear, so at this time, she still thinks that she should listen to this story calmly before talking about other things.

Why did I hear this thing so coincidentally, as if there was some conspiracy, otherwise, how could it be so coincidental, although I said that I didn't know the specific things that happened back then, but after listening to hope, I also felt a little strange, I have to say that all this is really too coincidental!

After Sun Yirong finished speaking, he saw that his daughter didn't speak, and she didn't seem to have much reaction, so she didn't know what she was thinking, so she continued to speak.

"In the end, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have left your mother and daughter that day, I promised to take you out before, but because of other things, it was delayed, in short, all this is my reason." If I had accompanied them at that time, then there would have been no such accidents, and there would have been no such thing.

In the end, it is still your own reason, and you have an unshirkable responsibility, if it weren't for yourself, all this would not have happened.

"No one can predict that something like this will happen, so you don't have to blame yourself too much, maybe this day is all doomed." No one thought that it would be so coincidental, and it happened that there was a car accident at that time.

"How can I not blame myself, I always feel that it was because of me that this accident happened." No matter how many years have passed, I feel a little self-blame in my heart.

"So why are you orphaned again? How could he appear at the door of the orphanage? "Theoretically, there was a car accident at that time, so I should have been at the scene of the car accident, otherwise I would have been rescued to the hospital, and no matter how I thought about it, it would have been possible to appear in the orphanage.

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