Zixi didn't know Qin Shang's past.

But at this time, she was already aware of Qin Shang's past...... She really shouldn't have uncovered it.

At the very least, after becoming friends, she should stop all investigations into Qin Shang.

At this time, even if Qin Sheng said that she shouldn't be so selfish, she didn't open her mouth to comfort her, or gently coax the other party to say something.

Friends should respect each other, respect their secrets, and respect their choices.

Silently took a wine cup, Zixi poured himself a glass of wine, and said softly: "You can say what you want to say in the past, if you don't want to say it, you don't have to say it for the time being." But your body, I still hope you can take good care of it. ”

Qin Sheng didn't speak, picked up the wine cup and touched her, and smiled gently: "Celebrate the first friend I made in my life." ”

Zixi was slightly stunned, and then smiled as well, but there was no smile in his eyes.

The best wine doesn't taste anything in your mouth.

The first friend I made in my life.

Zixi didn't know what Qin Sheng had experienced before, but at this time, she could feel that although Qin Sheng was always smiling, her eyes were clearly barren.

There is no hope, no joy, as if to live is to wait for death.

So, that's why he's reluctant to drink medicine?

And Zixi, for the time being, there is no way to change his psychological state.

Moths put out the fire and kill themselves.

Is he in a state of waiting for self-destruction?

At this moment, several questions uncontrollably appeared in Zixi's heart.

What is Qin Shang's identity in Jiuge?

Who is the moth to the fire he is talking about? Is it someone he loved?

He said that he was outside the eldest princess that night, and he deliberately led her to the Qin Mansion, which Zixi believed, but the visible scars on his body were not fake.

So, who was the person who hurt him that night?

When he was young, he was flying wantonly, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of light, why ...... now? In just a few years, you don't even have the courage to live?

What has he been through in the past few years?

Why did his appearance become the same as before?

There were too many questions piled up in his heart, but Zixi couldn't ask a single one, because she wasn't sure which one would touch his wound.

Zixi didn't have any affection for Qin Sheng between men and women, but it was undeniable that this man made her feel a kind of distress that was different from Chu Chen.

And this distress is based on the premise of respect and distance.

There was not much less wine in the cup, Zixi lowered his eyes and looked at it for a moment, and did not speak again for a long time.

I don't know what to say.

"Zixi." It was Qin Sheng who opened his mouth first, and his tone was still warm and light, "Do you like the little prince of the Qingjun Palace?" ”

Zixi was slightly surprised, raised her eyes to look at him for a moment, and nodded slowly: "I like it." ”

"He loves you, melts his heart, and goes to his bones." A smile tugged at Qin Shang's lips, "You shouldn't let him down." ”

When Zixi heard this, he was inevitably surprised for a moment, and then smiled lightly: "Shouldn't you generally say this kind of thing to men?" ”

Qin Sheng shouldn't have told Chu Chen, "She's a good girl, you can't let her down." ”

"He loves you more deeply." Qin Shangyun smiled lightly, and an inexplicable luster flashed under his eyes, "Such a person would rather destroy himself than live up to the person he loves, so if there is a problem in the relationship between the two of you, then he must be the one who is hurt the most, not you." ”