Chapter 41: Born of Waste (15)

Qin Xiaoyan took Liu Yunquan home as she wished, she thought, she would not regret it again this time.

However, after returning home, Liu Yunquan was silent.

Before, he was indeed moved by Qin Xiaoyan's words. But he also understood that if Qin Xiaoyan repented again, he would suffer an unprecedented heavy blow. He wasn't sure if he still had the courage to believe in Qin Xiaoyan again.

That was his master, the love of his life.

He will still love her deeply, but if he can't believe it anymore, is it still love?

Liu Yunquan is just a virtual lover, and for him, he has just come into contact with the door of love. If he couldn't think clearly, he probably wouldn't be able to say the word love to Qin Xiaoyan anymore.

It's strange that he is a virtual lover born for love, but now he is troubled by the profundity of love. Now, like a real person, he is experiencing the suffering of love.

Qin Xiaoyan saw that he was sleepy, and gently held his hand.

After she made that bold decision, she was ready to do so.

Love is a matter of two people, not just for Yunquan to do alone. Now that she has made up her mind, she has to take the initiative to take this step.

"Yunquan, what do you mean by that French sentence you said to me before?" She asked with a chuckle, looking at him.

Liu Yunquan's thoughts were disrupted, and the roots of his ears turned red all of a sudden.

"It's just, it's just that you're so cute......"

"Oh, really?" Qin Xiaoyan didn't believe it and asked.

"I, I...... I want to sleep with you! After saying this aloud, his voice grew quieter.

That's what it means...... I'll admit that I was too abrupt to say this at the time. If you don't like it, I won't say it again......" He said a little down.

yes, she wouldn't like herself at all.

I must have left myself because I couldn't bear it.

It's enough to be unbearable, but he still hopes that she can love him. It's all him, he's too greedy, isn't it...... Liu Yunquan, you can't be so greedy anymore. What if one day, because of your greed, she throws it away again? He admonished himself in his heart, over and over again.

"Yunquan, you look at me." Qin Xiaoyan said seriously.

Liu Yunquan raised his head in a daze and looked at her.

"Yunquan, I didn't keep you because I couldn't bear it. You know, I'm a very selfish person. After trading my feelings to the hostess, the only trace of kindness I had left was gone. I want to give you back because I feel like I'll be better off if I give you back. And I left you behind because I would be better off. I feel that with Yunquan, I have a home. Here, you're not alone. ”

"I'm sorry I didn't value you at first. You defend me, understand me, love me, these are things that I should have touched. But my uneasiness jumped out again, and I began to feel regretful. Until the moment I really wanted to lose you, I regretted it. I found that even though we had not been together for a long time, I needed the presence of Yunquan very much. Qin Xiaoyan paused, with a hint of tenderness in her eyes.

"If I don't meet you, I'll be overwhelmed by loneliness until I die. Yunquan, let's work together in the future and learn how to love each other, okay? Just as Ji Luyue expected, Liu Yunquan was moved again.

If you really love it, just one explanation, even if it's a lie, can make people rekindle hope and run towards their hearts thousands of times.