sequence
We will all be passing bys in someone else's life, indeed passing by, and then what?
We always envy the love of our youth, and the love at that time was always simply liked, never mixed with too many things.
If we look back at what we chatted back to, we even find it a little funny:
"When we graduated from junior high school, we got married."
"Well, I love you."
Right, when I think about it, I was a little older, and I knew that life was not as simple as we imagined.
After going to college, I also came into contact with love.
We don't take a lollipop and forget about any unpleasantness, as we used to.
We sometimes quarrel over big and small things, and I have my reasons and she has her excuses. We all felt like we had done nothing wrong.
Until one day, we couldn't stand each other and exploded.
I said I'm fed up with you, and she said, "Then break up."
I actually regretted it the moment she broke up and said it, but what can be done, not all problems have a remedy, if you say it, you are saying that she is listening, you say it, she listens, it is impossible to pretend not to hear.
I remember reading this sentence before: Two people who love each other should never think of breaking up, and the moment you think of breaking up, your soul has already betrayed him.
In fact, how can there be such a perfect love, at the time when she was with her, even if she was serious in her mouth, she had actually thought about the words when she left you.
I met her through a friend's introduction.
We exchanged contact information with each other, chatted every day when we first met, said good morning and good night to each other, and were very enthusiastic.
Anyone who knows me knows that I am very tall, 1.86 meters tall.
On May 20th, everyone else went to accompany their lover. Those of us who are single can only stay in the dorm and chat.
"Today's broadcast is so skinny, it's all about breaking up songs."
"yes, it's good that I don't have a girlfriend, otherwise I'd be angry."
"Isn't there a ready-made one, or will you take me?"
"Haha, I'm ugly."
"I like my little brother who grows tall."
"What I want to talk about is a vigorous relationship."
"I'm scary when I'm serious."
We came together on May 20th, and we parted hands on June 28th.
It's not a short time, it's been a month.
Like she said, she was scary to get serious. When she was with me, she was very serious about everything, she was very serious about photography, she was very serious about painting, but she never loved me seriously.
She got into a serious fight with me, and she felt that my presence had affected her life.
She said: "Yes, I wanted to have a serious relationship with you, but I really don't want to be restrained, I really want to live a free life like a single dog."
I actually wanted to tell her, thank you for letting me know that. If you thought so at the beginning, then why are you still with me, love is impossible to be free, if it is free, it is not called love, free people can talk about several objects.
She said she was serious, and I was serious. It's just that her seriousness has only been serious for a few days, and I have been serious all the time.
In fact, we should think that in fact, everything cannot be so serious. When Xueba was in class, he was very serious throughout the whole process, and he would break down until the last five minutes after class.
No one will be serious to the end.
She said she was scary to be serious, maybe she was true, maybe she was never serious about me.
I couldn't stop her.
That night, I drank two bottles of Jiang Xiaobai and squatted in the cubicle of the toilet and cried for half the night. I didn't dare tell anyone about our breakup, I would make them think that my eyes were red because I had been drinking too much.
A man who cries because of his feelings will be looked down upon.
Today is May 30th, and it has been two days since we broke up, and I spent a day in an Internet café for the past day, and only constant playing games can numb my nerves.
I think of her every day when I'm quiet.
I used to read novels and TV that I couldn't help but be sad after a breakup, and I didn't believe it.
It wasn't until I experienced it myself that I realized that a person would really feel that heart-wrenching pain because of sadness.
Since I've broken up, I won't want to get back together or anything, since I haven't been loved, then treat her as a passerby.