It turned out that Chen Mo always knew who I was going to meet, so the sentence that said that I was irresponsible was to force me to come here, and then tell me all this.

He was worried that I would give up just yet, and he was afraid that if I did something I regretted, it would make my heart knot slowly ferment on the original basis, and eventually make my peaceful life worse and more chaotic, and it was likely that my condition would be much worse than it is now.

I stood at the door and looked at Chen Mo, a little speechless for a while, only to hear the handsome doctor who had arrived home and continued to speak lightly: "So your illness depends on yourself, I can only play a role in psychological counseling, I know you can do it, you should also know what kind of person is the most important to you, don't give up your future happiness for the pain of the past, so tomorrow's trip may be the way for you to open your heart." ”

Yes, Chen Mo is right, the knot in his heart.

The man who once made me desperate and wanted to be together is my heart knot, and everything will be met tomorrow, so that we can have a good break between each other.

Whether we can be together or not, or keep the status quo, at least I dare to take this step, which is a good sign for me.

To be honest, I am grateful to Chen Mo, he is not as rigid and boring as traditional doctors, so I nodded: "Thank you, Dr. Chen, although you haven't started to treat me yet, but no matter what, I want to thank you." ”

Chen Mo smiled lightly when he heard this, and even his eyes were too charming when he laughed.

"Don't thank me, it's just hard for you to follow your own heart, and I'm just a little bit more at the right time, thank yourself if you want to thank yourself, after all, you have dared to face those choices that seem difficult to you."

……

The mood is completely different from when I came, and when I left, it seemed that my eyes and mood suddenly opened up, and I always felt that there was a big stone pressing on my heart.

I was thinking as I walked, maybe I was in pain for a while before, it was nothing more than that I couldn't get what I wanted to get, and I wanted to get more, but at this moment, I wanted to see Tan Yiyang, and I wanted to give him everything I could, not caring about gains and losses, not caring about returns.

Gao Han saw me come out of the clinic, and when I sat in the car, he looked at me a little nervously: "Just now Li Ju called and said that Lao Tan still refused to see anyone, I really had no choice, let Li Ju pass the word to Lao Tan, saying that the person who wanted to see him was surnamed Li, he agreed, I made the decision without permission, if you mind, all I can do now is to say sorry." ”

I admit that at this moment, I will not have any other opinions on what Gao Han has done except for recognition, as long as I can see Tan Yiyang, I don't mind anything.

……

Early the next morning, Gao Han and I arrived at the meeting room, and were told that I was the only one to meet with Tan Yiyang, Gao Han just looked at me fixedly, and sighed a little: "Old Tan will ask you." ”

With that, he turned and left, and it was a long time before the door to the meeting room slowly opened.

At that moment, my heart was beating suddenly, up and down, as if a hand suddenly grabbed my throat, making me a little breathless.

When I saw Tan Yiyang again, I thought that he would at least live a very decadent life in the detention center, but I didn't expect that when he came out, his spirit was not much different from before.

Although he was wearing the clothes of the detention center, his beard was a little unshaven, his hair had grown a lot, and he always looked a little lazy, but his own innate temperament was something that these things could not wear.

I don't know how he survived these days, will he be sad?

He knew I was coming, but he had a cold face, and I instantly felt that he had returned to the haughty and handsome face he had been a few years ago.

Even if he was followed by two policemen, even if his hands were cuffed, he was still no different from Tan Yiyang in the past, and he didn't raise his eyelids to look at me when he sat down.

He's that person, all here, and it's still so unbelievable.

"I heard you want to see me?" He leaned back in his chair, with a handsome and cold expression on his face, and asked me in a faint voice, listening to the vicissitudes of life, as if it had been eroded by wind and rain.

The policemen around him were quite discerning, and sent Tan Yiyang here, and the two of them walked out, standing in front of the glass window, looking at us intently.

After there were only two of us left, Tan Yiyang was finally able to raise his eyes and look at me well, but with a smile, although it was faint, but I couldn't stop complaining in my heart, why was it so cold just now?

But I naturally didn't say this, and I sat down and looked at him quietly.

"Mr. Tan, I was obviously fine when I left my shop before, why is it like this in the blink of an eye, what happened, what happened to you and Ye Shan?" I didn't care about anything, I just leaned my body towards him, my eyes almost fixed on him, just wanting to get an answer from his mouth.

The moment the words fell, Tan Yiyang also leaned forward, very close to my face, so strong that I heard his shallow breathing, and even gently touched the tip of my nose.

didn't have time to think and respond before he heard a horn in the corner of the meeting room: "Please keep your distance, otherwise the meeting will be terminated immediately." ”

Hearing the voice, I immediately sat up straight, and at this moment, the culprit slowly leaned back in the chair and finally spoke: "You care about me very much?" ”

When he said this, he looked at me too ambiguously, which made me extremely uncomfortable.

What's going on with Tan Yiyang, he is already in prison, how can he still have such an indifferent attitude, I really don't know what the people who care about him outside are already worried about, and he is still at ease.

I had to resist the urge to get angry and asked him in a low voice: "Mr. Tan, are you serious, do you say that you still deal with someone this time like you did a few years ago?" ”

Tan Yiyang heard me say this, his expression slowly became serious, and finally said in a gentle voice: "No, this time it's true, but this is a grudge between me and Ye Shan, some knots or calamities have to be untied after all, this has nothing to do with you, I can't protect you here, so I don't want you to be involved." ”

I couldn't help frowning, looking at him in a daze, except for the astringency in my throat, even my eyes were about to be sour.

"Mr. Tan, you..."

Before I could say all my words, I was forcibly interrupted by Tan Yiyang.

"You see my appearance, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me, even if you go to jail in the future, you can go to a man very well, I won't harass you, you can forget me, after all, I caused you so much harm back then, it's not worth your heartbreak for me again." The matter between me and Ye Shan, let me solve it slowly by myself, she feels that I have failed her friendship in this life, if I am here, she is willing to let everyone go, then I will sit. ”

I don't know if what he said is true, but I know that Ye Shan, a woman who is so ruthless, doesn't recognize her relatives at all, if he really doesn't resist like this, he is likely to be sentenced to a heavy sentence and lose his freedom, how can I be okay? How could I have forgotten him?

Hearing this, I was a little angry, so I spoke in a heavy voice: "Tan Yiyang, do you know how selfish you are in doing this?" Let's not say that you let me live a good life and forget about you, how is it possible? The relationship between me and you is not over at all, if this is the case, you have also failed me, why does Ye Shan think that you have failed her, you can do this to yourself, what about me? You have failed my feelings for so many years, don't you need to make up for it? Let me tell you, you are not making up for Ye Shan at all, you are simply cowardly, and you dare not face setbacks and failures. ”

I have never said such cruel things to Tan Yiyang, even if I broke up back then, I was just secretly heartbroken, but now I suddenly have a feeling of hatred that iron is not steel, and I want to grab his collar and beat him.

I thought that I said a lot of things like this, and he was at least a little moved, but unfortunately he had the same face as Fang Cai, and just laughed lowly: "Fool, I used to treat you like that, don't take this opportunity to completely separate from me, and still miss me, what are you doing?" I'm not actually a man worth trusting, I've made you cry so many times, and I've put people in danger many times, and if someone else had broken off with me, I would have been completely cut off from me. I know that they must be pestering you, and you don't have to care about their thoughts at all, so you really shouldn't come here. ”

Hearing his words, I was really uncomfortable, and even said in a hoarse voice: "You know that you are so bad to me, do you just run here to go to jail and then hide from me?" Tan Yiyang, don't you think! I won't let you go so easily. ”

Yes, I won't let him go so easily, that's really what I mean.

We still have a long way to go, and even the rest of our lives to be tied up, how could I allow him to give up on himself like this.

Just after I said so much with indignation, Tan Yiyang looked at me leisurely without hurry: "Li En, if you say this, can I think that you can't let go of me and still care about me?" ”

I smiled: "Then do you want me to let you go, or do you forget you completely, and then fall in love with another man for a long time, and even see you will be ashamed of you as a man, and walk in front of you with your head held high?" ”

At this time, Tan Yiyang's expression changed, and he suddenly froze from gentleness and calmness, and even looked at me with his eyes, as if he was out of a trance.

After a long time, seeing that he didn't speak, I breathed a sigh of relief and told him calmly: "I once heard people say that when you can no longer have it, the only thing you can do is not to forget it as much as possible. That's why I can't forget you, Mr. Tan. ”