Chapter 14: All the Way
It hurts, it hurts unbearably, the whole body, all the internal organs.
"Awake?"
It was Han Yunduo's voice, and I immediately came to my senses and sat up.
"Shhhh
The pain in my body almost didn't make me faint again.
"Does it hurt?"
Han Yunduo's voice was on the other side, and I realized that I was lying on the bed in my rental house, but the whole bedroom was glowing with orange, and everything was very unreal.
"Silly?"
Han Yunduo sat on the chair at the head of my bed, she had changed back to her human form.
"You-"
I tried to avoid her, but as soon as I moved, the pain was unbearable, and I could only gasp for breath in place.
"You're a youkai?"
"Hmm-"
"What do you want to do to me?"
I looked at her vigilantly, saying that I asked me not to contact with unclean things, but I didn't expect that she was also unclean things, maybe Mina was right, Han Yunduo approached me for a purpose.
"I'm here to save you!"
Han Yunduo looked at me and didn't move, "If I wanted to kill you, you would have died a long time ago!" β
Indeed, if she hadn't saved me before, I would have died a long time ago.
"I did save you for a purpose, I said it!"
Seeing that I was a little hesitant, Han Yunduo continued to ask, "Do you want to live?" β
"What does it mean that everyone is different?"
I'm not stupid, Han Yunduo did save me, but since she saved me, my whole life has completely changed, and I can see things that others can't see, which is very unusual.
"I don't want to ask a second time, An Ning, you should know what kind of existence I am!"
Han Yunduo's face leaned over, and I saw that her pupils gradually turned golden, filling the entire eyeball from the normal size, and I could only stare blankly.
"An Ning, you are still like this, no matter how many times you are reborn, you are still like this!"
Han Yunduo lifted my chin and forced me to look at her, I looked at her pupils, reflecting myself, where I had returned to my original appearance.
"A soul as pure as a blank sheet of paper has no chance to be reincarnated, but it is precisely because of its purity that it is rare and valuable!"
Han Yunduo let go of me, got up and stepped aside, brought me a glass of red liquid, and told me in a commanding tone: "Drink it!" β
"What is this?"
I turned my head with difficulty, unwilling to taste the liquid that had reached my lips, and asked, "Also, what do you mean by those words you just said?" β
Han Yunduo didn't go crazy, let alone force me, just stuffed the cup into my hand, she made herself back in the chair, and looked at me with Erlang's legs crossed:
"You are now, but the soul posture, if you don't want to disappear, if you still want to live to find your body, then drink it!"
"Anning, you have no choice, unless, you want to die!"
Han Yunduo got up and walked out of the bedroom door, and before closing the door, she glanced back at me, "Ten minutes later, if you don't come out, I won't save you!" β
Does it mean that if I don't drink this cup, my soul will be gone, and there will be no reincarnation?
But she also said that I was reborn many times!
I was a little confused, and I lowered my head and looked at the glass, not knowing what to do.
"Tranquility!"
Who?
I seemed to hear someone calling my name, but when I looked up, there was no one else in the whole bedroom except me.
"Anning, drink it!"
The cup in my hand flew up out of thin air, and I stared at the dangling cup, trying to scream, but I couldn't make a sound.
The glass of liquid, in front of me, slowly disappeared to the bottom, as if there was an invisible person, drank it all, just when I was puzzled, the next second, my lips touched a piece of softness, and the whole person was also pulled into an embrace.
There was indeed a man in front of me, an invisible person, and he was still a man, and I could feel him holding me in his arms, one hand supporting my chin, one hand around my waist, the tip of his nose was his breath, a little cold, between his lips and teeth, there was a strong smell of blood, his lips were very soft, like his skin, cool.
He was feeding me what was in the cup, and what was in the cup was blood, and I don't know what it was.
I wanted to struggle, I wanted to break free, but I was hugged closer by him, and I wanted to bite the softness of his lips, but he restrained it with his hand, and a whole cup of blood was poured into my stomach.
"Ahemβ"
When I had done this, the man let go of me, and my whole body felt like it had been burned by fire, and I lay on the bed unable to move, and the pain and numbness were fighting against each other in my body, and it was as if there were thousands of ants in my body, gnawing at my flesh and bones.
"Anning, with me, don't be afraid!"
The scenes in front of me began to overlap, I couldn't tell whether it was all true or false, and in a trance, I saw a man sitting on the edge of my bed, with long black hair, white clothes, sword eyebrows and thin lips, and a pair of eyes, which seemed to be a wave of spring water, and seemed to be filled with stars.
"An Ning, if he can take you away from this fate, then you can go with him!"
The man's face began to blur, and I only remembered the last words he said:
"As long as you're okay, I'm willing to do anything!"
As long as I'm okay?
The bottom of my heart suddenly wrenched, and tears came down.
It was as if I had fallen into an unspeakable sorrow, and I couldn't escape, I couldn't get out.
"All the way!"
I muttered, though I didn't know if those two words were names or some other meaning.
"All the way, where are you?"
I was scared and sad, but I was more reluctant and distressed, and endless sadness swallowed me in the ocean of time.
"Tranquility?"
Someone was calling me.
"Can you still sleep?"
It was Han Yunduo's voice, and when I opened my eyes, I saw her again, sitting on the chair in front of me, tilting her head to look at me, and on the ground was a broken glass.
"What's wrong with me?"
The physical pain has disappeared, but what surprised me even more was my voice, full of grievances and discomfort, and when I raised my hand, my face was full of tears.
"Maybe this thing is so bad that you cry?"
Han Yunduo looked at me, his face was full of sympathy, and he shook his head, "I'm sorry, I'll change it with you next time!" β
Is there a next time? I looked down at the broken glass with a black line, a little confused, how did I drink it just now?
"Hurry up, we still have a lot of things to do!"
Han Yunduo urged me, "If you don't hurry up, your body will be eaten!" β
"Huh?"
Eat my body? Why, am I a Tang monk, can I live forever after eating my meat?