The wake-up bell in the early morning urged the students who had not woken up and were already washing on time, Ye Jiajin nestled in bed and just didn't hear it, he didn't even want to go to the classroom, this was completely different from the situation when he longed to go to the classroom on weekdays, until the classmate next to the bed grabbed the edge of the bed below and began to shake the bed, the bed "creaked", Ye Jiajin pretended to yawn and looked at the person under the bed in confusion, "You're not in class?" It's not like you," the man under the bed ran out. He had already heard the bell ringing when he was close to the Ye family on the bed, he used to wake up early, but on this day, he was a little afraid to go to the classroom, and a little afraid to see Yu Ling and Shui Miao.

After Ye Jiajin washed his face, he walked to the classroom, and walked to the classroom he was familiar with, at this time, Shui Miao had already arrived in the classroom, and the bell rang as soon as he sat down for morning self-study. He looked at the book and didn't dare to look at Shui Miao next to him, who didn't say a word, he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, Shui Miao would pounce on him. His anger has long been gone, but the guilt in his heart, the cry in his heart, only at night in the dead of night will show a little trace, a few times the courage he mustered shrugged his shoulders and held back when he saw Shui Miao's cheeks that must be angry, he had to temporarily suppress what he wanted to say, and after he received a reply to the note he passed to Yu Ling, he couldn't help but feel a burst of joy in his heart, his throat and eyes were trembling, he couldn't wait to stand up immediately and clench his fists to be happy for himself, even if the content of the note was only one word "good". Shui Miao saw their small action of passing the note, but still didn't speak, and Ye Jiajin also pretended not to see Shui Miao, so that the two would clash when they opened their mouths, so they didn't look at each other anymore.

"Are you idle near the Ye family?" Yu Ling asked Ye Jiajin, who was standing behind her, when she was receiving water in the back, Ye Jiajin was embarrassed for a while, "It's going to be a college entrance examination soon, have you forgotten our previous agreement?" I thought you were playing with other people's feelings yesterday, of course, I don't have to care about your personal feelings, I just don't think you have to waste time," Yu Ling looked at Ye Jiajin rubbing his hands, and felt that his words were a little heavier, and his tone inevitably dropped a little, but at this time, Ye Jiajin was caught in a struggle of personal thoughts, a voice asked him to say it, and a fat self pulled his hand back.

In December, the weather was freezing and dripping into ice. The Ye family has recently begun to rejoice that they live in such a mountain city, where a drop of water does not form ice, the sky is cold and not frozen, and the snow is like a salt sprinkled in the air, and it is a very small amount of salt; As for the initial situation, it was postponed for at least a month.

The bright moonlight of the night before made him mistake it for the Mid-Autumn Festival, and white ribbons were scattered all over the ground. Today there are thousands of black clouds, dark skies, and cold winds. The book says: "On a winter night, the moonlight is shining brightly, and the next day it must cool down." ”

The book says: "If you want to say goodbye, you must be harder, because any more glance may become the last look, and one more word may be the last".

Ye Jiajin couldn't grit his teeth, and reluctantly regarded every goodbye as the last. Even if he won't see each other in the future, he will say goodbye politely and seriously, even though the winter break will soon be over.

What if it's memories that say goodbye? I don't remember the flowers clustering, and I haven't held each other's hands.

It has been a week since he and Yu Ling agreed to work together, and there are still 180 days before the college entrance examination. The Ye family has been doing a lot of exercises recently, and they are still confused about the relationship between exponents and logarithms.

Plato asked Socrates, "What is love?" Socrates said, "I ask you to go through this paddy field and pick the largest and most golden ears of wheat and come back, but there is one rule: you cannot go back, and you can only pick it once."

At that time, Ye Jiajin told Yu Ling: "We will have a holiday tomorrow night." ”

"Thursday, why?" Yu Ling obviously hasn't received the news yet.

Ye Jiajin said to her: "It's probably because the school sees that you are studying too hard, so I want to let you go home to rest."

Yu Ling obviously didn't believe it and said, "Is this a reason for school holidays?"

Let me tell you a joke, "Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple on the mountain...... In the end, Ye Jiajin heard her giggle, and whenever Ye Jiajin thought about it, Yu Ling seemed to be in front of him.

What about memory? Ye Jiajin has not yet written the most affectionate confession.

That night, the Ye family had a dream, in the dream, Yu Ling was sitting on the swing, he was standing behind her, the swing was swaying gently, the youthful and white cheeks were white until the temples were white, and the new green climbed the branches to the fallen leaves, shaking all the time.

"Don't you have something to tell me? Don't say I'm leaving," looking at Ye Jiajin who was stunned and still in a daze, Yu Ling was about to leave with the cup, Ye Jiajin looked at Yu Ling wanting to leave, especially looking at Yu Ling's angry appearance, he stepped on himself hard, "I like you," Ye Jiajin said.

"I like you, what I like is you, I like you from the first time I saw you," Ye Jiajin didn't finish speaking, Yu Ling was stunned, although she had heard it a long time ago, but she was still stunned when this sentence came out of Ye Jiajin, and this kind of stunned was only for a moment, she didn't give Ye Jiajin a chance to continue, and directly blocked Ye Jiajin's mouth, "I don't like you." ”

Although the Ye family had thought about this result countless times recently, he was still a little sad after hearing it with his own ears, just as he knew that his uncle would leave, but when he really left, he was still very sad in his heart.

"Then I'll review hard, even if I can't be in the same school as you in college, I have to take the exam well," Yu Ling did not return to Ye Jiajin, Ye Jiajin also said what was in his heart, and it took courage to say what he liked at that time.

"Yo, you've changed," Qiao Song said on the shoulder of Ye Jiajin, who was writing the question, Ye Jiajin originally wanted to tell him, but as soon as he saw Shui Miao, he had no choice but to say, "I'm going to study." Then he pulled out his textbook and notebook with great smoothness, as a way to escape the fact that he was wasting a lot of time and to avoid Shui Miao.

Whenever Ye Jiajin wanted to give up, he would look for the motivation that made him fight, and he began to tell himself constantly: the future, parents, dreams, love, these are enough reasons to persuade or change a person. He saw that Shui Miao's QQ had changed his signature: Many times we just understand. For many things, we stay at the level of knowing, but we choose to escape, understanding is not the same as facing it; It turns out that many people have similar feelings, and he is not the only one in heaven and earth.

Qi Yue in junior high school, he and he are now classmates. He was the first in middle school and still is.

During the evening self-study, the homeroom teacher said to a classmate: Your family is all reading materials, you don't let down your smart brain. This made the Ye family think of it: You are a genius family, and the great long-cherished wish of recovering your family falls on your shoulders, he would definitely laugh in the past, but he couldn't laugh at this time, and when he saw Shui Miao go to the building next door and come back with a face, he couldn't laugh.

His classmates in the neighborhood told him: The people I care about, but they don't care about me. He is a sensitive creature. When you are wandering down the street, you meet him and he smiles at you, but you still talk to the person next to you, so you don't have time to greet him or smile in return, and he will be sad. "One time I crouched on the side of the road and cried," he said. ”

He told Ye Jiajin that sensitive people are prone to gains and losses, and sometimes they can be very selfish. Originally, Ye Jiajin could have said to him: "You can hand over your back to me." But he didn't say that, he's a sensitive person.

The weather is depressing, time is depressing, and learning is depressing. The overcast sky, the very low temperature, the pomegranate branches of the pomegranate tree outside the window, now the bare trunk and several leaves swaying desolately in the cold wind, as if they would fall in the next second.

Lu Xun said: If you don't explode in silence, you will die in silence. Many years later, Ye Jiajin still clearly remembers the night before the exam, he lay down in bed and couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and woke up from his sleep at two o'clock in the morning, for three whole days. The college entrance examination is a twelve-year delay, and the final is that the fish die and the net is broken, as if he can't understand, since elementary school, he has been instilled with "everything is inferior, only reading high" learning supremacy, twelve years of hard work, the college entrance examination took two days to complete or veto, before the college entrance examination, he carried clothes, books, looking at several large boxes of things on the ground, I sighed: high school three years of savings, really a lot! And what about twelve years? I can't imagine the sheer extent of the knowledge accumulated in twelve years, and the never-ending breadth and immensity of knowledge is beyond my comprehension.

It was only after he fully understood the reality of quantitative change to qualitative change that he discovered his absurdity, so he began to repent. I said to my neighbor, "It's hard to pay off the debt for three years," and he opened his textbook and notebook.

The words future, parents, dreams, and love really affected him, and he began to wake up early every day.

It was the early spring morning, a cold and lonely room in the early morning, there was not a single wind blowing into the house, and the four pots of Junzi Orchid poked their heads by the window, looking at the light and looking forward to the spring wind

She walked to the window, and only the sunlight fell on her palms and a few old leaves, and the wind bypassed her, though strong. The wind gently blows the low shrub outside the window, she opens the window, the wind does not come, the wind floods the spring layer by layer, this gentle gentleness is separated from her by a window, in the early morning of late spring she is more like a passerby, the shrub feels the low wind she has never had, the blue sky on the green leaves, that is the wind she waits for in the high place, sometimes she envies the emerald green stretched by the gentleman's orchid, she does not dare to hope that every wind will gently blow my cheeks, she remembers the wind, not only in the early spring.

This is the third day that Wen Jing has not come to school, Ye Jiajin doesn't know, Shui Miao has never told him, Shui Miao's heart is very chaotic at this time, he has not waited for Wen Jing's news since that day, Wen Jing in the classroom is also asking for leave, and his hanging mood finally landed a week later and hung again. Shui Miao finally waited for Wen Jing, and at the same time waited for a piece of news that made his heart sink to the bottom.