Chapter 212: (2nd Update)

At the "Imperial ......" dinner table, she finally spoke to him again.

He put the food in her bowl, and as if she didn't say anything, he picked up the bowl in his hand and ate it silently. He seemed to have a hunch that what she said was not what he wanted to hear!

She's changed, she's become too much! There is no previous innocence and innocence, as if there are more heavy shackles on her body that are not in line with her age!

"Mi, I'm almost in good health! I want to ......," she said again, she wanted to leave, she wanted to go back to the hut. She hasn't been back for so long, Yin Niang must be looking for her everywhere!

"Xin'er!" He interrupted her and was silent for a while, "Xin'er, where do you want to go?" I'll be with you! "He'll be with her and never let her leave her behind!

Xin'er stopped talking, just silently eating the food in the bowl. The dishes in her bowl have been piled up high, and they are all caught by him!

My nose is sore, and my heart is unspeakably sad!

In fact, how could she be willing to leave him. It's just that I really can't face him now! It is impossible for her to be with him without the slightest guilt, and it is impossible for her to accept his favor with peace of mind as before! Today's self is no longer the original Yan Xin'er!

Trying his best to suppress the tears that were about to slip from his eyes, he took the dishes with the chopsticks in his hand and put them into Long Xuanyu's bowl. Now she realized that every time he served vegetables for her, it was the first time she served vegetables for him. Why haven't you done more of this? What you do now, it seems that you can't make up for the guilt in your heart!

The dishes in Long Xuan's imperial bowl could no longer be stacked, and she was still trying to put them in. Long Xuanyu looked at him. suddenly grabbed her hand and said softly: "Xin'er, that's enough!" ”

At this moment, the tears in her eyes couldn't help but slide down, and they dripped on Long Xuanyu's arm that grabbed her!

"Xin'er!" He pulled her over and held her tightly in his arms, "What's wrong with you, Xin'er?" I know, you love me, why are you avoiding me. Why leave? We can be together now. Live here forever and live a secluded life without a fight! Xin'er, isn't this the life you've always wanted? ”

Xin'er shook her head, shaking her head constantly. She didn't say anything. It's just that the tears keep slipping down.

He held her face. He bowed his head and kissed the tears on her face. The same sad and sad tone: "Xin'er." Don't leave me, don't! You've disappeared from my life once, this time. I don't want you to leave again! I will always hold your hand, always! ”

"Woo woo woo ......" Xin'er threw herself into his arms and finally cried sadly. There is too much bitterness in her heart, too many grievances. However, it is still impossible to speak. She didn't know what to do except cry? It's just that after she cried, she suddenly pushed Long Xuanyu away, pulled her legs and ran outside!

"Xin'er, Xin'er!" He hurriedly got up and chased after him, but the faster he chased, the faster she ran. It seems that he is really determined to leave him behind!

Looking at her running figure, his heart was painful and wounded! He didn't dare to chase too fast, he was afraid that if she ran desperately, she would tear the wound on her body that had just healed again.

He stopped his pursuit and shouted at her back, "Lan'er! I know you're Lan'er! You've already disappeared from my life once, so why did you leave me so cruelly? Isn't your reappearance in my life just a continuation of our unfinished relationship? ”

Xin'er's galloping footsteps stopped, what did he say? He said he knew she was Lan'er, did he finally believe her words?

"Whether you are Lan'er or Xin'er, I love you! During that period of time when the soul was out of body, I finally understood that what you said was true, you are Lan'er! However, I want to say that when I met Lan'er, my love for Lan'er was simple and beautiful when I was young; When you meet Xin'er again, your love for Xin'er is a promise for this life! ”

He approached her step by step, walked to her side, and reached out to hold her, "Xin'er, I know that you love me, and your love for me is no less than my love for you!" Why did the little princess fall in love with me when she was five years old, after ten years, she still came to me resolutely. Because, she is Lan'er, and her love originates from Lan'er in her previous life! In fact, we are holding hands at the same time, and we must go on for the rest of our lives! ”

Xin'er raised her eyes to look at Long Xuanyu, and tears kept sliding down in the breeze. He finally believed her words, he finally believed that she was Lan'er! Actually, it doesn't matter if she is Lan'er or not, the important thing is that she really loves him!

He had never said so much to her, and every word was a confession to her! His brows furrowed, and his deep eyes were full of sadness! He must be accusing her, why should he leave him, why should he leave!

"Yu, if your Lan'er has changed, Lan'er and Xin'er are not the ones you recognize, do you still love her? Perhaps, she not only looks strange, but also ......"

"Xin'er!" He interrupted her, "No matter what you look like, you are my sweetheart!" I used to not believe what you said, I didn't believe that you were Lan'er, but I didn't believe that there is a soul in the world! When my soul leaves my body, when I wander around you, I believe everything you say! How can a five-year-old girl know how to love, ten years later, she will come back resolutely, not because she is a five-year-old little princess, because she is Lan'er, isn't it? ”

A bitter smile appeared on Xin'er's tearful face: "But what can you believe now?" Everything has changed! I'm no longer the Lan'er of my previous life, and I'm no longer the original Xin'er, I'm ......"

"Yes, you always will be! Your name can be changed, and so can your identity. Even looks old, but you are the only woman I love! He took out the sachet from his neck, and a charming smile appeared on his sad face, "The imperial incense in this is only complete when it is together, and only when it is together, they are a full moon!" They can't lose each other, just like the two of us! ”

"But if half of them are already complete and pure, even if they were together, they wouldn't be a perfect full moon!"

"Silly girl!" He threw his arms around her shoulders and looked at her with deep eyes, "My Xin'er is the most innocent and lovely, and the most perfect. No matter what happens, you are the most perfect in my heart, do you know? ”

She pushed him away, still stubbornly shaking her head: "No, it's impossible, it's impossible!" ”

"Xin'er, what's wrong with you?" He stepped forward to hold her again. But she hurriedly took a step back to prevent him from approaching.

"Yu, Long Haotian occupies your body, I just blindly immersed in his kindness to me, I didn't even find out that he is not you! I actually ...... with him" She actually lived that sweet and happy life with Long Haotian, and moreover, it was so long. She couldn't forgive herself, she couldn't forgive herself for betraying Long Xuanyu!

Long Xuanyu's deep eyes darkened significantly, and then he smiled bitterly: "Actually, I know everything, I was always by your side at that time, and I still have my own consciousness!" Xin'er, you don't have to blame yourself, and you don't have the slightest betrayal of me! Actually, in your eyes, he is me, and the love you think about in your heart is still me, isn't it? And, the lost child, he is also my child! Because that body is me! ”

He said that she had never betrayed him, either inside or physically. She is still pure and perfect to him! In fact, in this case, she once said to Long Haotian, but when facing Long Xuanyu, she never passed the level in her heart!

Xin'er looked at Long Xuanyu in a daze, and said softly, "Really? ”

Long Xuanyu nodded: "Really! ”

Xin'er's pink lips twitched slightly, wanting to show a smile, but she couldn't! She looked at Long Xuanyu, gently stroked her cheek with her hand, and tore off the thin human skin mask on her face! On the left side of his face, the ugly scar of purple red suddenly appeared, instantly burning Long Xuanyu's eyes.

"Xin'er!" Looking at the scar on Xin'er's face, Long Xuanyu was still stunned. But more often than not, it is pain and self-blame.

"Yu, do you see? I'm not the same Xin'er anymore, I'm ......"

"Heh, hehe......" Before she finished speaking, Long Xuanyu laughed out loud as if she was relaxed and funny, "Xin'er, is you avoiding me because of this?" If that's the case, you're being ruthless! ”

Looking at his chuckling, Xin'er was instantly stunned. Her hand caressed her cheek and she couldn't help but say, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Long Xuanyu stretched out his hand and gently pulled her over. Slender fingers caressed the scar on her face. Suddenly, he said, "I think you look good and beautiful?" ”

Beautiful? She didn't understand Long Xuanyu's words at all, could it be that the scars on her face were gone?

One swept away, with some urgency towards a pool in the distance. She leaned down and looked at herself on the water. The purple-red scar on his face, which was half the size of a palm, is still there, and it hasn't disappeared at all! At this moment, Long Xuan Yu also came behind her. On the surface of the water, at the same time, Long Xuanyu's head full of silver threads was reflected.

He gently hugged her from behind, and said in a gentle voice in her ear: "Xin'er, do you think we are a good match!" You don't want me to see the scars on your face, just as I don't want you to see my gray hair! In fact, God is optimistic about us and recognizes us as a couple. So, we're always the best match, aren't we? ”

"Heh......" Xin'er finally laughed, but the tears slipped down again, just above the two of them on the water. She said softly, "Yu, don't you really mind? ”

"Does Xin'er mind how I look now?" Ask softly. (To be continued.) )