Extra 2: Shen Ying (3)

; This discomfort has been with me for several days, and it was not until that night when I saw her in a wet suit and curvy being held in Yuan Qing's arms that I understood where this discomfort came from.

At first, I thought it was just an accident, and even though I was angry, I didn't take it seriously.

At that time, the Annan Houfu had already fallen, and the daughter of the dignified Houfu had no choice but to be a concubine by mistake. It is obviously difficult for a woman who has no maiden family and no dowry to gain a foothold in the Jiang family's deep mansion compound.

Although, behind her stood the old ancestor. But I am not afraid. With my family background and the fact that I gave birth to three children for the Jiang family, there are few people in this world who can shake my status!

Soon, I found out that I was wrong, this woman, scheming, ability, and means are not under me at all, even if she has nothing, she can easily knock me down.

Because, at a young age, she knew the rules of the game between men and women, and then showed her pink face, tears and tears, and firmly grasped the hearts of men.

That's when I realized that everything was premeditated.

That seemingly innocent and gentle little girl, with a sharp knife hidden behind her back, walked towards me, the grandmother of Jiangfu. What she wants is not gourmet clothes, not calling slaves and maids, but the position of the grandmother of Jiangfu.

I panicked, I was confused, and my heart was even full of vinegar

She is smarter than me, younger than me, weaker than me, and even better than me. She even had to kneel there gently, and her thin body was straight, so that she could win the sympathy of the people.

And this man next to me. I have been married to a man for nearly ten years, and for the first time, I am like a man who has tasted love for the first time, and I plunged into her densely woven love. The soul shakes.

There are two things in this world that cannot be stopped, one is that it will rain; One is that a man wants to take a concubine. is the so-called erotic sex, who doesn't want to spoil a wife and a beautiful concubine, hug left and right, and enjoy the blessings of all people.

Every time my aunt knelt on the ground and offered me tea, in fact, the truest thought in my heart was to slam the tea cup on the ground. Then with a fork of the hand, he scolded the person away.

However. Even if I am unwilling and unwilling in my heart, I can only take the tea cup steadily and take a sip. I swallowed all the bitterness into my stomach, and I had to have a steady, atmospheric smile on my face, even in the dead of night, when I was alone in the cold bed, I cried a lot.

How many men are infatuated in the world? There are so many people who are unkind!

……

In this way, I and her can be seen in the eyes of others. I have the upper hand in everything. Only I know best in my heart that I am losing and retreating.

In addition, there is an old lady above my head, who helps and suppresses her openly and secretly. It makes me physically and mentally exhausted.

At this time, I realized what kind of life the second aunt had lived under the old lady's nose all these years. On such a day, if it were me, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to survive a day.

I was struggling with the Jiang family. Lonely nights. I stared at the embroidered tent on my head and waited until dawn. I even thought desperately. If you can't survive it, become a deserter.

Reality has never allowed a mother to be a deserter, and the Shen family has been a loser for a hundred years, and it has never been an abandoned woman. My grandfather said that I just became a member of the Jiang family, and I am still his granddaughter. Afraid of what?

Afraid of what?

What am I afraid of?

There seemed to be a flash of fire in my mind, and I instantly understood that all my resentment, unwillingness, and despair were never because of the position of Grandma Jiangfu, but the man who once held me in the palm of his hand, but now he held the woman next to him in the palm of his hand.

It turns out that the ten-year career of husband and wife has long integrated this man who was once not in my eyes into my blood inch by inch, and then it is closely related.

What really penetrated me was the woman who always smiled lightly. She stood there prettyly, her big black and white eyes seemed to be able to see your heart.

Since then, I, Shen Ying, have been reborn.

I am glad that in the long battle between the second aunt and the old lady, I stood on the side of the second aunt, although there was a little calculation and self-preservation in the middle.

In this world, there is a kind of person who remembers every little kindness you have to her, and then reciprocates it for you when you need it most. At that time, I did not expect that the reward she gave me would be so great that I wanted to kneel at her feet and be willing to be a slave.

Because, she saved the Shen family, the Shen family of the century-old eunuch.

……

Aunt Xiao Zhou unexpectedly fell out of favor, because she made a clever calculation to the fourth sister.

The fourth sister didn't waste any effort, only frowned at her man, and the man who was as deep as a mountain trampled Aunt Zhou into the dirt in a few words. Then, the fourth sister grabbed a meaningful smile, raised her jade hand lightly, and cut off all the ways of life for Aunt Xiao Zhou.

To this day, Aunt Xiao Zhou has not gotten up from the mud. Despite her struggles again and again, again and again.

I sighed softly, with a calm tone, and said slowly: "Aunt Xiao Zhou didn't sleep well yesterday?" The cyan under the eyes should also be covered with powder and then come out to see people, if outsiders see it, they will think that in this Jiang Mansion, the aunt's life is sad. ”

Xiao Zhou raised his eyes in fear, tears welled up in his eyes, and said softly: "Go back to grandma, I made clothes for my uncle yesterday, I forgot the time, I slept late, I will pay attention next time." ”

"Making clothes?" I sneered.

"Those rusty girls in the house raise them for a few taels of silver a month, is it possible that they are all decorations?" Aunt Ming said unceremoniously.

Xiao Zhou gritted his teeth and didn't speak, tears fell down one by one, and he was pitiful.

I smiled, and smiled lightly.

"If Aunt Xiao Zhou has a long night, it is better to make a few new clothes for the child in Aunt Shi's belly, which can be regarded as your heart as an aunt."

These words were like a sharp knife that directly stabbed Xiao Zhou's heart.

Since Uncle Da learned who she was, the number of times he has been to her room over the years can be counted on ten fingers. Over the years, she has been alone in the wind and rain every night. Although the food and clothing are beautiful, life is still sad.

She took a deep breath and wiped the corners of her eyes with a slight tremble. Nono said, "Yes."

I know that she wiped her tears, in fact, to block the resentment in her eyes in time. The former daughter of the dignified marquis has fallen to such a point, and the tears should really flow.

Woman, even if you hate it in your heart. The resentment in my heart, the bitterness in my heart has filled my internal organs. I still have to pretend to be calm and light-hearted, and I want to make a compromise. It's really pitiful.

Actually, I used to be nothing.

For some reason, I suddenly felt like everything was boring. He waved his hand and motioned for them to go back to the house.

When it was over, I suddenly shouted: "Aunt Xiao Zhou, since the uncle's clothes are ready, they are empty, bring them to me to see." ”

Xiao Zhou's eyes suddenly burst out with light.

……

I still remember that the fourth sister once said to me: The world is thin, people are evil, and women have their own bodies.

If I hadn't experienced the catastrophe of the Shen family. A sinister and calculating woman like Xiao Zhou, no matter what, I can't tolerate it. Not to mention being kind to her.

Until later......

"Grandma, Aunt Du said that she didn't eat and was crying." The little girl ran in and replied.

I suddenly retracted my thoughts, my eyes were sharp, and I got up and said, "I have to make trouble every day, and I don't stop." It's really life-threatening! ”

Aunt Ming went and came back and helped me by the arm. He said softly: "The slave maid will accompany the grandmother on a trip." Or then to the master, the wife, and I don't know what to do. She is only willing to listen to her grandmother's words. ”

I sighed faintly and said, "This Aunt Du is really ......"

Before I could finish speaking, Aunt Ming had already helped me out of the house.

……

Aunt Du is a cautious person, she is in the Jiang family, she follows behind her wife like a transparent person, carefully figuring out her wife's thoughts, and never exceeds her words and deeds. If you don't pay attention to her, you won't feel her presence at all.

My familiarity with Aunt Du began when we took a boat to Beijing together.

This mediocre aunt, because she heard that her daughter was a concubine, cried and begged the old lady. The old lady saw her pity and thought of her beloved daughter, so she was allowed to enter Beijing.

It takes more than half a month to take a boat from Suzhou to Beijing. It was these days on the same boat that I discovered that this seemingly desireless Aunt Du also had some scheming. However, her affection for the second lady is unquestionable.

……

Aunt Du's courtyard is in the northwest corner, and you have to pass through a long corridor, and at the end of the corridor is Aunt Du's residence.

It stands to reason that Aunt Du is the old man's woman, and she should move into Guiyuntang with her wife. However, in recent years, Aunt Du has been hit hard by the second sister, and somehow she always talks nonsense. Coupled with old age and decay, the old man became disgusted, which made him move to this secluded courtyard.

A poor man, too.

I sighed softly and paused slightly.

Aunt Ming noticed my abnormality and said softly: "If the eldest grandmother really doesn't want to go, let the slave maid go and take a look first." ”

"It's all in front of your heels, why bother, let's go!" I shook my head.

Aunt Ming sighed: "This Aunt Du is really pitiful, if it weren't for the second miss...... Where will this be? ”

My heart hurts, and I just feel sour.

The three words Jiang Xinyu are now taboo in the Jiang family's big house, and the old lady is extremely reluctant to mention this daughter. When I got up this morning to say goodbye, I mentioned sending New Year's goods to Beijing, but my wife didn't mention her in her words at all.

Although I am in charge of the Jiang family's inner house, there are still some things that need to be seen on my wife's face, and if she doesn't mention it, I can't ask.

What's more, it's about the second sister.

"I don't know if the second sister is okay in the nunnery?"

Aunt Ming saw that my face was not very good-looking, and hurriedly said: "Grandma, with a light breeze, the second lady's life will not be too lonely." ”

"A light breeze?"

I repeated the maid's name over and over in my heart.

"Thanks to this girl!"

…… (To be continued)

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The book review of the book friend n263872be1kkldz made Baozi's eyes shine.

Human nature is diverse.

When Baozi was a child, he watched Journey to the West, and he didn't like Tang Seng in it very much. This product has no ability, except for reciting Amitabha Buddha, which is to call "Wukong, Wukong!" "I can't even tell the difference between a human and a demon.

But everyone said he was a good guy!

Looking at the Water Margin, everyone said that Song Jiang was a good person, and Baozi felt that he was a big conspirator, so bad that he was so bad that this person was actually the head of Liangshan.

So: human nature – that's quite complicated!

Nonsense, forgive me, book friends! (Miss Jiang Si.) /0/602/)--

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