Chapter 43: Born Waste (17)
Grandma is already very old, how can she let her aunt send her back and watch her grandmother decay again? Even if grandma no longer loves her, the grace of nurturing will always be repaid.
In fact, she grew up and understood something.
She is the oil bottle in the eyes of her parents and the oil bottle in the eyes of her aunt. Later, she became a drag oil bottle in the eyes of her grandmother. Grandma loved her, but she didn't want to die. My aunt was willing to support her grandmother, but she didn't want to support her with her. So, the aunt asked the grandmother to make a choice between her and the aunt. Grandma chose her aunt, and she doesn't blame her. My aunt didn't want to raise her, and she didn't blame her.
My aunt had no obligation to support her, and she also found her biological parents, and she had done her duty.
It's just that she still misses her grandmother.
Occasionally I think of that teddy bear, and I think of those times in the country.
At that time, she was very happy, although happiness was based on poverty.
When the teddy bear got dirty, she washed it.
When it broke, she sewed it.
It's just that by now, the teddy bear can't be sewn well. But she didn't want to throw it away, so she put it in her suitcase. It was her most precious memory, and it was the only thing her grandmother left her to see.
After graduating, she worked.
She would occasionally go to the vegetable market where her grandmother went and watch her from afar.
will also quietly follow her when her grandmother comes home, for fear that something will happen to her halfway. Maybe my aunt noticed it, and my grandmother hasn't come out to buy vegetables since. Qin Xiaoyan laughed a little, she never thought about taking anything away, did she?
She is a waste in everyone's eyes, and no one wants to have anything to do with her.
Once upon a time, there was a grandmother who loved her, but later, no one was gone.
The day she walked into the virtual lover store, she was actually exhausted. She has lost hope in the world, in life. She even thought about finding a place where no one was there and dying quietly.
She wants to be loved, protected, and accompanied.
She can't see her grandmother, she can't keep the teddy bear, she's so incompetent.
"Xiaoyan? Wake up Xiaoyan. "Who's calling her? Qin Xiaoyan's consciousness returned, she woke up from her dream and opened her eyes.
What caught his eyes was Liu Yunquan's worried expression.
He, worried about her?
Oh yes, he loves her.
This person will stay with him until the end of his life.
The proprietress said that he would give her everything he had.
Willows, clouds, springs...... She leaned against his chest and whispered.
Grandma, you don't love me, you don't want me, you think I'm a waste, and I won't see you again. It's just that I really want to tell you that Yanyan is very happy now. This man named Liu Yunquan, he will always love me and accompany me, and will never leave me.
I think I'm sad, more difficult than you don't love me.
However, I didn't feel a trace of sadness.
My feelings were taken away.
"Get up and eat, Xiaoyan. I'll have to go to work later. Liu Yunquan said softly.
Qin Xiaoyan nodded and got up.
After she finished breakfast with Liu Yunquan, she gave him a hug and went to work.
Liu Yunquan looked at her departing back, his eyes showing worry.
He was a little worried about her because she was in a bad mood in the morning.
Don't?! Suddenly, something flashed through his mind, and Liu Yunquan grabbed it.
He thought, he knew why Xiao Yan was sad.
Although the ending of that time was not good, there were always some things that were precious to her.