Chapter 87: I'm still the same person I used to be
Suddenly, I felt that this Chanel bag was a little dazzling, and even though there was not much sun shining outside, I still felt that my eyes were pierced.
I still can't help but think of a Chanel bag that Tan Yiyang gave me before.
At that time, I was still in college, and there was only one limited edition in the entire Shanghai market, and the only one was ordered by him.
That day, I was just routinely taken back to the villa by Lao Zhou, and he gave me this surprise just before I did it with Tan Yiyang, because it was my birthday.
He told me lightly that he passed by the Chanel when he was out on an errand, and happened to see this one that he thought suited my temperament, and knew that it was ordered away, so he snatched it from someone else's hand at a high price.
At that time, I only cared about feeling that the world of rich people is really domineering, and there is nothing that cannot be done with money.
When I received this surprise that day, I laughed from ear to ear, and that night I was smiling to please him and try my best to satisfy him.
It's just that the bag didn't escape the bad luck of being sold at all, and in order to help my dad pay off his debts, he finally had to reluctantly sell it to the auction house, and I still feel a little distressed when I think about that bag.
As the car moved forward, my mind was pulled back to reality.
Thinking that the two of them walked out of the store side by side, the woman's intuition told me that this bag would not belong to any other woman except for Ye Shan.
I rubbed my brow tiredly and closed my eyes too lazy to think about these unpleasant things.
I really don't understand this man, since he died and lived in his first love, and now he can't let go of it, why don't you let me go.
Probably in Tan Yiyang's heart, he just felt that other people's emotions were not worth much.
When I returned to the apartment, it was already noon, I went into the room with him one after another, I didn't pay attention to him, but went straight back to the room and lay on the bed to prepare for a lunch break.
After a long while, just when I thought he was gone, he suddenly walked in.
I didn't open my eyes, but I heard his footsteps getting closer, and then I felt the place next to me sink in, and he sat down next to me.
He shook my hand when he heard a buzzing vibration from his phone.
Tan Yiyang didn't delay for a moment, and immediately walked out with his mobile phone.
I snapped my eyes open when I heard him pick up the phone and whisper "Sanshan" as he walked out of the room.
Did he really make everyone so gracious?
I was calling me "Eun" in the car one second ago, but now I am shouting "Shanshan" on the phone, which is really ironic.
But my curiosity was stimulated at once, and I got up directly and vaguely listened to the content of his call through the crack in the door: "Okay, you eat something at home first, I'll go over in a while, I won't leave you alone." ”
I couldn't help but see him standing in front of the window frowning, pinching his forehead constantly, and then continued to respond: "Don't think about it, I'm still the same person I used to be, and I've never changed." ”
After saying this, he seemed to smile bitterly, and his slender fingers tore off the tie at will, and unbuttoned the collar.
He just held up the phone and listened to it without saying anything more, and after a while, Tan Yiyang's expression was as usual, and he said calmly into the phone: "Well, I still love you too." “
After saying this, he hung up the phone, and stood motionless in front of the window with one hand in his bag, although his figure looked tall and straight, but when he turned around, I seemed to see a kind of loneliness or helplessness in the expression on his face.
Whether he loves or doesn't love, judging from his attitude towards Ye Shan these days, it seems that he has no feelings, but his expression at this moment seems to have something unspeakable.
Looking at him, my hand touching the door was a little stiff, and I couldn't help but shake my head and turn back to lie down on the bed.
It's just that my movements are not as fast as Tan Yiyang's, and when he opened the door and entered the house, I sat on the bed before I had time to lie down, and my hands were covering the wound.
Originally, the wound at the base of his thigh had been covered in this summer weather, and he thought that he would definitely leave after answering the phone, and he could take the opportunity to take off his skirt to change the wound, but it seemed that he still had to wait.
When I looked at Tan Yiyang, I couldn't help but lick my lips subconsciously and walked over: "Mr. Tan hasn't left yet?" I thought you were gone. ”
But he always frowned and walked directly to me: "The wound hurts? How do you hold it? ”
I smiled as usual with a special fake: "No, I just want to change the medicine, Mr. Tan, you don't have to pretend to accompany me here, you can be busy with you if you have something, it's not the first time I've been injured, you have known me for so long and you know that the injury I suffered when I was chased by debt collectors to repay the money was much deeper than this thigh, haven't you all come over?" So you go, three months will pass quickly anyway, and you should let me adapt to life without you by myself. ”
With his temperament, I thought that I would leave with a cold face when I spoke in such a tone.
As a result, not only did he not leave, nor did he have a cold face, but he still frowned and calmly sat on the edge of the bed with the medicine from the table at the door and my shoulder.
"Lie down, I'll change it for you, and I'll ask the doctor to change it somewhere else."
I also knew how to stop in moderation, and although the smile on my face froze for a moment, I immediately lay down on the bed and spread my legs.
But no matter how you look at it, I feel that this posture is embarrassing, but I saw that Tan Yiyang's eyes suddenly sank, and he had been standing there looking at my posture for a long time.
I didn't know what to say, so I sat up, pouted and said to myself: "It's really better for me to come by myself, this obscure place is not suitable for men to operate, in case Mr. Tan gets lustful, my weak little body can't bear the torture for the time being." ”
"Shut up and lie down." He pursed his lips as he sat down next to me and helped me wipe my wound with alcohol with a cotton swab.
When I was first injured, every time I changed the dressing for debridement, although the doctor was extremely gentle, the moment the alcohol cotton ball touched the skin, it was extremely painful, and I gritted my teeth countless times and endured it.
However, the injured place will eventually leave a scar, and the originally smooth skin now makes people feel congested.
Xu saw that my expression was a little ugly, Tan Yiyang tried to lighten his movements as much as possible, and blew a few wounds from time to time.
He helped me wipe the potion, and as soon as he took out the gauze, his phone buzzed again, and he just picked it up and looked at it, then turned off the phone, and concentrated on wrapping the gauze for me.
Now I couldn't help it, and asked him incredibly: "Mr. Tan, if you hang up the phone like this, she will be very sad about yours, and you can't bear to make her sad?" ”
At this time, he was tearing the tape, and when he heard me say this, he only paused for a moment, and then continued to respond: "I can't bear to think that this is not something you should worry about, just be yourself and take care of your injuries." ”
I couldn't help but snort coldly in my heart, I didn't feel very comfortable, I obviously cared about him, but now I made me feel like I was nosy.
I looked at Tan Yiyang and sneered: "Mr. Tan, I want to be myself, if you can let go as soon as possible, I can do my best quickly, otherwise I can only be your lover now, where can I have myself?" ”
It seemed to infuriate him completely, and he dropped everything in his hand and pinched my chin to force me to look at him, and his eyes seemed to be full of contempt.
"Ryne, you can't wait to fly away from me, can you? Why are you so willing when you need to repay your debts, and now someone wants to marry you? Didn't you say that you would even repay me with your whole life as a cow and a horse? Let me remind you one last time, seven years have passed, don't let the last three months be unpleasant, understand? ”
With that, he let go of my jaw slightly, and his words made me shut my mouth completely.
Suddenly, it seemed like something was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word when he questioned him.
Yes, I was cornered by debt, the little girl's mind, I wanted to make a promise, but I never thought that the gap in reality would say something like that, if it was now, in addition to making money to pay off debts with peace of mind, I would never say that kind of repayment.
I couldn't respond to him, and Tan Yiyang looked a little aggressive: "Speak." ”
"Okay, I understand." I bowed my head as I said this, and my attitude was noticeably colder.
"Lift your head up." Tan Yiyang said with a commanding tone, pinching my chin hard, forcing me to raise my head.
Eventually, I stubbornly lifted my head and smiled when I met his gaze.
To be honest, this laugh is really unprovoked, inexplicably mixed with a trace of sadness.
But something happened that caught me off guard, Tan Yiyang actually lowered his head at this moment and suddenly caught my lips, and kissed me so deeply.
I knew that after he had Ye Shan by his side, he began to resist his affection inexplicably, and I always thought that this kiss on my lips was also warming another woman at the same time?
Although I struggled a little, Tan Yiyang didn't give me a chance to resist him at all, and forced me into a corner of the bed and trapped me.
But this resistance is only a momentary behavior, jealousy is growing in madness, and the next moment, I don't care about anything, so I directly take the initiative to wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back to his rhythm.
The ambiguity between the two seems to be on the verge of breaking out.
And between my mouths, I seemed to be desperately trying to grasp the memories and feelings that belonged to me and him.
So I climbed him harder, and even the gap between the two of them was gone, and they were stuck together.
I wanted to remember his kiss, his breath, and this thought became more and more crazy, and finally forced me to completely let go of myself and become deeply entangled with him.