In Shan Lunan's memory, his brother is an amazing figure.

"Brother Lu Nan, it would be nice if you were half as smart as Brother Linfeng."

This is the fourth child of the Shan Ze family, what Shan Bo Yan said on Shan Lunan's birthday.

There was a thick contempt in her words, even if she was severely criticized by Shan Linfeng for this matter later, this matter still left an indelible mark in Shan Lunan's heart.

Shan Lunan still remembers that it was the eighth day of the first month of January, and it had just snowed heavily last night.

In order to welcome his birthday, before dawn, Shan Lunan got up early - today, he is ten years old, and he has to do a big thing.

The plan for this big event had come to him suddenly the night before, and for this reason he was so excited that he didn't sleep all night, just to wait for today.

Shan Lunan counted more leaks, got up to change his clothes and shoes at the end of the day, and after hastily dressing up, he went out of the room.

At this time, the Shan Mansion was covered with snow everywhere, and there was no end in sight to the white patch. Shan Lunan walked on the sparsely populated gravel road, feeling as if he was in the middle of the clouds, everything around him was very quiet and clear, and he could even hear the sound of snow rolling under his feet.

"Second Young Master, why did you come out?" Wu Lu just walked out of the door, and couldn't help but stretch in front of the room, but he never thought that he would actually see Shan Lunan.

At that time, Shan Lian had not yet separated from Shan Ze, until Shan Ze was promoted to a third-rank official position and married four wives, and then Shan Yuntui was also born, and Shan Mansion really couldn't fit so many people, so Shan Ze took the initiative to split up.

And at this time, Shan Lian also had to agree to the matter.

So, Shan Ze's family moved out of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and before that, they had been in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

"I want to go to the back kitchen, can you take me?" Shan Lunan looked at this girl who seemed to be about the same age as herself, and said a little crampedly: "I don't know the way, my eldest brother brought me here before." ”

"Yes, but are you alone?" Although Wulu has only been in the Prime Minister's Mansion for two days, she is still very well-behaved, and she can't take Shan Lunan's request lightly, so she couldn't help but ask more: "What does the second young master want to do in the back kitchen?" ”

"You just take me there, why do you ask so much?" Shan Lunan looked at Wulu's questions one after another, waved his hand at Wulu with some impatience, turned around and prepared to leave, "Forget it, I'll still ask someone else." ”

"Hey! Second young master, where are you looking for someone to go to now except for the dung man? Wulu slapped his forehead, followed Shan Lunan with a headache, and saw the boy in front of him who was about the same height as himself, Wulu knew that he couldn't resist him, so he could only obediently shut his mouth and silently lead the way in front of him.

Shan Lunan followed behind this thin figure, looking at Wulu's high pigtails, her yellow-brown hair was dull and even a little dry, and couldn't help but ask, "Isn't your food very good?" How do you look so thin? ”

"Ah...... I was brought to Shan Mansion by my wife as a refugee, and I am seven years old this year, so I look relatively young. But I've been in Shan Fu for two days, and it's much better than before! Wulu didn't expect Shan Lunan to talk to her, and he still cared about her body:

It seems that this second young master is quite kind except for being a little anxious.

Thinking of this, Wulu turned around and smiled faintly: "Wulu, thank you Second Young Master for your concern." ”

"You're turnip?" Shan Lunan remembered that when the eldest aunt came back from her parents' house a few days ago, she brought a seven-year-old girl, saying that it was a seven-year-old birthday gift for Ruqing.

Thinking that the smiling girl in front of him was just regarded as a gift, Shan Lunan's eyes couldn't bear to pass by, and after being silent for a while, he finally spoke: "Do you want to leave the house?" ”

"Out of the house?" Wulu tilted his head when he heard this, and asked innocently: "There is food and accommodation in the house, why should I go out?" ”

"Get out...... Go out freely. Shan Lunan held back for a long time and finally held back the word, although he didn't quite know what the word meant, anyway, he couldn't help but say it.

"Freedom?" Wulu frowned, pretending to touch his chin deeply, but said something that made Shan Lunan couldn't help but think: "Freedom is important...... Or is it important to eat? ”

"Hmm......" Shan Lunan also fell into deep thought, but he couldn't understand what Wulu was struggling with, "Why can't I eat when I go out?" ”

"Second Young Master, you haven't been hungry yet." Wulu lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, for fear of colliding with Shan Lunan, but he couldn't help but say it.

"Huh? Why are you hungry? Shan Lunan scratched his head for some reason, and his clear eyes were full of doubts: "Someone brings me food every day......"

"Wuhu is a hungry person, unlike you." Wulu shook his head helplessly, and finally understood that he and Shan Lunan were people of two worlds, even if they were just children who were three years old.

"Can you tell me what it's like to be hungry? Worse than not being free? Shan Lunan still doesn't understand why Wulu is so afraid of not having food to eat, obviously having food to eat but not being free makes people feel tortured, rice is such a thing, hard work will always eat.

"Probably ...... Let's eat each other. Wuhu said a little abruptly, a little dazed.

In fact, whenever she dreams back at midnight, she always thinks: If Mrs. Shan hadn't brought her back, would she, who had no father and mother, become food for the hungry......

This kind of frightened day, she really doesn't want to spend a day.

"What did you say?!" When Shan Lunan heard Wulu's words, he was so shocked that his whole body jumped:

Cannibalism?! And is there no humanity anymore?! Even people eat it!

"It's simply dehumanizing!" Shan Lunan scolded indignantly, so frightened that Wulu instantly came back to his senses, and quickly covered his mouth: "Second Young Master...... Everyone's not up yet. ”

"Hmm......" Shan Lunan felt a small hand tightly pressed against his mouth, and the rough cocoon on the palm of his hand actually made him feel a little distressed at this moment:

The little girl in front of you...... I'm a few years younger than myself!

How much suffering did you endure to become what you are now, and you can't even eat a mouthful of food?

Wulu looked at the pity overflowing in Shan Lunan's eyes, and forgot to stop for a while. However, Shan Lunan's wriggling mouth lightly touched the palm of the green hand, and the softness of that moment made her suddenly feel a little hot-

So, Wulu suddenly let go of his hand, hid his hand behind him, lowered his head and felt that his cheeks were like fire, and said, "Second young master...... Sorry for the offense. ”

Shan Lunan looked at the green and red ears, and said with some amusement: "It's okay...... Do you know what I'm just talking about? ”

"I don't know." Wulu's head shook like a rattle, and Shan Lunan couldn't help but chuckle when he looked at it: "Haha, it's okay if you don't know, you'll know later." ”

"Oh......" Wuhu nodded in confusion, and as she spoke, they had already reached the door of the back kitchen.

"Second young master, the back kitchen has arrived......"

Wu Lu stood respectfully in front of the kitchen door, and that look was something Shan Lunan would never forget.

However, what he can't forget even more is that his plan that day was not completed in the end, but he only gained a lot of disappointment and incomprehension.

"Brother Green Nan, Brother Green South." Shan Ruqing saw that Shan Lunan was suddenly stunned, and he screamed a few times but didn't respond, so he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and shake it in front of his eyes: "Brother Lunan!" Come back to your senses! ”

"Huh?" Shan Lunan suddenly withdrew from his memories, and as soon as he raised his head, he met Shan Ruqing's somewhat puzzled eyes, and after he subconsciously avoided it, he looked at Wulu:

I don't know...... Will she resent that she had to say goodbye in the first place?

I'm afraid of resentment, so I've been hiding from myself now.

"I'm fine, Qing'er don't worry." Shan Lunan finally retracted his gaze and said with a wry smile: "What did Qing'er call me?" ”

"Huh? I just pricked my horse for a moment, is it okay to do next? Shan Ruqing was a little puzzled, but she was playing a small drum in her heart:

I don't know what homework Shan Lunan will assign to himself......

Isn't it as perverted as a single wind......

"Oh......" Shan Lunan was not interested in teaching anymore, and after thinking about it, he asked, "Did the eldest brother give you homework?" ”

"Arranged ......" Shan Ruqing's heart was completely raised:

Shan Lunan really has to assign homework!

What could it be?

Do you want to walk for three hours?

That's light!

"Hmm, Qing'er, do you meditate?" Shan Lunan pondered for a long time, and finally asked.

"Huh? Will it......" Shan Ruqing said in a daze, but felt a little inexplicable in her heart:

Meditate? Isn't this what Wang Yiqiu often asks her to do?

Feelings, he didn't train himself as a student, but as a bodyguard?

"That's good, meditating to purify the mind, this is the skill of Buddhism, but you have to lay a good foundation for martial arts practice now, so this meditation is necessary every day."

Shan Lunan said seriously, and in the eyes of the original surging emotions, there was only a calm left at the moment:

He has been in the side for so many years, and he has figured out a lot of things, and he also understands that although his father and Shan Linfeng don't care about him on the surface, they are actually well-intentioned.

It's just that I was too young at the time to understand their intentions.

Therefore, he will not pursue the past again, but every time he recalls it, it is still like drinking bitter tea, which is unbearable.

Let the past pass.

It's easy to say, but it's really hard to do!

"Oh......" Shan Ruqing nodded understandingly, and continued to ask, "Then how do I meditate?" Are there any special requirements? ”

"First of all, you have to be quiet. Close your eyes, find a quiet place, and meditate. Then, adjust the frequency of your breathing, exhale and inhale with your dantian, and finally, gradually merge yourself with nature and calm your mind. ”

Shan Lunan said word by word, seeing that the chicken on the plate was almost gone, he could only pick up the last piece and hand it to Jubao's mouth: "I'm done eating, I'll come to see you next time." ”

"Do you have to recite any mantra for meditation?" Shan Ruqing saw Shan Lunan stand up, and hurriedly stood up together, but he felt a little dizzy, and he was helpless, so he was supported by Shan Lunan: "Your body is too weak, you don't need a mantra to practice internal strength, take care of your body, and exercise more by the way." ”

"Okay." Shan Ruqing nodded a little embarrassedly, but she was a little ashamed in her heart:

The least thing she loves in her life is sports, and she only likes to stay at home and read books and play games......

Oh...... No wonder Wang Yiqiu let himself practice Tai Chi

When Shan Ruqing thought of this, her eyes were hot:

The two days of study always made her think of Wang Yiqiu, but she didn't know how her master was now, whether it was ...... Is it doing well?

"It's up to you to meditate, preferably no less than twice a day for no less than an hour." Shan Lunan did not notice that Shan Ruqing's expression was inappropriate, but kept his eyes on Wulu, and the shadows in his eyes became deeper and deeper.

"Hmm." Shan Ruqing lowered her head and replied sullenly, but she was frightened by Shan Lunan's words: "By the way, I kept smelling a smell of blood just now......

"Huh?"

Shan Ruqing raised her head when she heard this, a little overwhelmed, and her heart was even more flustered:

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