Chapter 41: It's really Old Tan and Me......
Tang Jingwen naturally agreed to my proposal, after all, it was not a loss for her.
In the end, Tang Jingwen couldn't help but ask me, "What are you trying to do?"
yes, what am I trying to do. Gambling on his innocence and reputation, what is the picture. I didn't answer her question, but I had a clear answer in my mind.
I've been lonely since I was sensible, and no one can give me warmth and comfort except my mother. In the last twenty years, so to speak. My spiritual pillar is only Xu Qing, and there is no one else.
Now that the only warmth in my life is gone, I have to do something.
"Maybe if I become a useful person, I can get her attention," I muttered to myself, a desolation deep inside.
I was called to the office by Wang Ying, and her expression was full of hesitation. For such a straightforward and kind woman like her to show such a look, it is probably difficult to talk about things.
I took the initiative and said, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"
Wang Ying took a few deep breaths, crossed his hands, and looked very embarrassed, "You have probably felt the atmosphere here these days when you came to the magazine. It stands to reason that we don't hire people easily, but we hired you. ”
Since I came back from Sanjin, I have been vaguely aware of this problem, and everyone in the magazine has a certain identity background. Needless to say, in addition to Chu Chengqian's real backstage, she is also a famous family.
As for Brother Chen, after listening to Jing Jing's mention, it was after the meritorious service. The others have learned a little bit about it, in short, except for me, a cloth white ding, the rest of the people have a bit of status.
"Is it Xiao Qingmo?" I asked with a calm expression.
Wang Ying saw that I was not hiding, so she simply said: "I have known Qingmo for more than ten years, and I have never seen her care for a person like this. He bothered to send you into the mountains and rivers just to give you a clean working environment and meet some friends who can talk. ”
Although I expected it, it was also a different taste to hear it with my own ears.
I couldn't help but lower my eyes, staring at a curved moon on my nails, swallowing the bitterness in my heart.
My childhood experience made me very guarded, and I didn't have any friends around me for so many years. When I met someone like Xu Wenhui at the beginning of my love, I was even more shocked in my heart, I easily didn't get close to people, and I was cold and indifferent to everything.
It was also Xiao Qingmo who saw the loneliness in my heart and personally pounced on such a road for me. I got to know such a good friend as Jingjing, and I felt the friendship between colleagues and friends.
But such a man who took care of me behind my back, I resolutely threw myself into the arms of others and did not leave him a trace of affection.
"I see what you mean." My face was a little pale at the moment, which made Wang Ying look at me with some concern.
She couldn't help but say again: "It stands to reason that Qingmo is not such a small man, but this time he is"
She didn't say everything about the rest of the story, and I knew it. But I have no right to blame Xiao Qingmo, he gave me all this. I hurt him so mercilessly, and he deserves to take it back.
When I went out, I took a nostalgic look at the little garden on the table. You can't take it with you, stay here, someone will take care of it. My life is precarious, and it is a dead end with me.
The resignation was quiet, and even when I went out, Brother Chen said that he would discuss something with me tomorrow.
Some cruel realities must be faced, and aside from all the ups and downs, the problem of eating is ruthlessly exposed in front of us.
I checked my bank card balance and sighed. When I lived with Xiao Qingmo, I almost didn't have to spend my own money. Now I want money for food, drink, and Lazar, and my bank card is empty.
In the week that followed, something big and small happened.
For example, Xiao Mingyuan's affair with his rumored lover continued to expand, and he finally publicly admitted that he had a girlfriend and would get engaged soon. His admission is undoubtedly an attitude.
I saw Xiao Mingyuan being interviewed by the media, it seems that he had just participated in some award ceremony and was wearing a formal suit. Energetic and charming, polka-dot suits rarely look so good in them by him.
The instant noodles of Laotan sauerkraut choked my tears, and I coughed violently a few times before I eased up.
Removed the tissue, suddenly remembered a joke, and laughed nervously.
Ode to Joy finale CP, Andy and Mr. Xiaobao, Fan Shengmei and Wang Baichuan, Qiu Yingying and Yin Qin, Qu Xiaoxuan and Dr. Zhao, Guan Guan and Yao Bin, Lao Tan and me
Staring at the old altar sauerkraut noodles in front of me, I laughed more and more, isn't it Lao Tan and me now.
An email came in, and I almost jumped for excitement when I read it. The information has been hanging on the Internet for a long time, and now someone has finally clicked it.
I carefully read the customer's requirements, and felt that I was still competent, so I immediately confirmed the location and time with the other party.
Teaching a child, I have a previous experience in an interest class that is completely fine.
That house is a little far away, I took the subway for nearly half an hour, all the way to Baidu Map. It's an old neighborhood, and the street lights are still broken a lot, and it took me a lot of time to touch them all the way.
302, this is it.
I knocked several times before someone came to open the door, a man in his thirties, with a small flat head and small eyes. Wearing big pants and a vest, with sandals on his feet, the whole person feels greasy.
I pressed the awkwardness in my heart, smiled and asked, "Are you Mr. Feng Feng?"
"Su Soft" He seemed to think about it, and immediately invited me in, "Teacher Su, come in." ”
I hesitated and went in.
The house was small and messy, as if there was no hostess.
"Isn't the child at home?" I looked around quietly, and my heart was already retreating.
Feng Feng poured me a glass of water and said to me with a smile: "The child has gone to play next door, so I'll call him over." ”
I took the water and said thank you, but I didn't drink it.
He sat down across from me and said with a sigh, "I got divorced earlier, and I'm tired of being a big man with children, and I'm so lawless that I spoil my children." No, he had to learn to paint, so I was so hasty to find Mr. Xiao Su. ”
"Children are lively by nature." I said decently.
Mr. Feng said that the child had to go to class during the day, and he was not at home when he had to go to work. I think it's reasonable for me to come over at eight o'clock every night, but I always feel that something is wrong.
After sitting for five or six minutes, I finally couldn't help it, "Mr. Feng, I'll come back another day." ”
Feng Feng narrowed his eyes, "Teacher Xiao Su went to the child's room to take a look, and bought him some painting tools, I don't know if it's suitable or not." ”
The string in my heart broke as soon as it rubbed, and I pretended to stand up and follow him. He was about to run out while he wasn't paying attention, but who knew that Feng Feng reacted very quickly, grabbed me and pushed me into the room on the right hand.
He touched the door with his backhand and locked the door, looking at me with a smile, "I didn't expect the goods to be so good this time." ”
His eyes lingered on my breasts, making me sick.
I patiently stood at a vantage point away from me, and asked pretending to be puzzled, "Mr. Feng, what do you mean?"
"Don't pretend to be pure, you little girls from other places, will you soon point to a man to marry to Beicheng" Feng Feng said very proudly: "Lao Tzu slept one or two, at first he was reluctant, and after he slept, I heard that I could give her a Beicheng hukou, and there were two suites in Beicheng, so I couldn't wait to kneel down and lick Lao Tzu." ”
I took a look at the sloppy and greasy man in front of me, who gave him the self-confidence that made him have such a deformed forehead and arrogance
"But you're quite interesting, don't be afraid" Feng Feng walked over to me and said disdainfully: "Or say that there are more men who sleep with you, you are used to it." ”
"That's a hard question to answer." I said with a smile.
Feng Feng took a sip, "There is no good woman who looks good." ”
When he said this, he approached me, grabbed my arm and pushed me to the bed, and his fat body was pressed down, and his foul mouth was about to kiss me.
I dodged my face, squeezed the things in my hands tightly, bent my knees against his vital point, and wrapped wires around his neck while he was in pain
As soon as I entered the door, I saw a plug-in board attached to the bed, and I took a few steps back and dropped the wire in my hand.
"Slut" Feng Feng struggled desperately, I gritted my teeth and didn't dare to let go, but I didn't dare to really kill him.
Scuffling, I grabbed the marble ashtray on the table and smashed it on the back of his head. Feng Feng's pupils dilated for a moment, and he fell down like that.
I let go of my hands from exhaustion, and my back was covered in sweat.
There was not a sound in the silent room, and the man didn't know if he was dead or alive.
I covered my face and forcefully pushed back the fear in my heart, not knowing why I was always being mistreated by fate.
After a while, I calmed down, and I dialed 110 to call the police. It is said that I was so cold and shocked that I was a murderer rather than a victim, so much so that I was suspicious of how I argued it later.
Half an hour later, I sat at the police station for interrogation, and Feng Feng was taken to the hospital.
"Whether it is self-defense or intentional injury, it is difficult to determine before Feng Feng wakes up." After the other party recorded what I said, he gave such a result.
If Feng Feng is alive, it's fine, but if he is really killed by me, then I definitely can't tell.
I lowered my eyes and didn't say anything, but a young female police officer next to me couldn't help but ask me, "You are not very old, why are you so calm in this kind of thing?"
I'm afraid that she wants to ask, how can she almost kill Feng Feng with calm self-control when she encounters such a thing. After all, whether it is from the mental level or the physical level, a woman can protect herself when she is violated is quite limited.
I smiled at her, "What do you think, I was raped, is that the most reasonable result?"
The female police officer was stabbed by me, and immediately said with an ugly face: "How about it, who knows what you girls are doing when you girls deliberately run to other people's houses late at night." If you can't make money, you may be killed."
"yes, then I really don't know that it was seven or eight o'clock in the evening, even if it was late at night." I leaned back and winked at the guy who had written it down for me, "What do you think, this handsome guy?" ”
As a result, the other party blushed and hurriedly said, "That's not counting." ”
The female police officer's face turned white with anger, "You go to the interrogation room first and wait for the smoke and eyes, I have seen a lot of women like you, and I will seduce people when I seize the opportunity."