When the sun sets
Although this incident aroused the anger in Ye Jiajin's heart, it was just a very ordinary thing that really pulled it out and really overwhelmed him. When school was out in the morning, Ye Jiajin walked through the staircase, and before he reached the staircase, he saw standing in front of the corner of the stairs, her face was facing Ye Jiajin, her indifferent face directly made Ye Jiajin's smile freeze on his face, his heart was directly ignited at that moment, and he couldn't even say hello, even if he walked to the side, the expression on Yu Ling's face did not change in the slightest, and the cold eyes were enough to make the scorching sun of August become terrifying.
Although Ye Jiajin had long been accustomed to the coldness given to him by Yu Ling, he felt that his strength was vulnerable, those seemingly solid city walls began to collapse, and there was not a single speck of dust at the moment of collapse that did not make Ye Jiajin hate, since he met Yu Ling, his happiness was temporarily hidden. If Shui Miao had comforted him in the past, his sadness would have been much less, and now he was the only one left, Shui Miao went to find Wen Jing every once in a while, he was like a commander without a military division, he could only deal with this endless trouble alone, he only remembered the benefits of Shui Miao at this time, but how could there always be a staff officer in love? Maybe love was just a two-person engagement in the beginning.
After returning to the classroom at noon, Ye Jiajin directly skipped last night's incident, and his heart was fried. He wrote a letter directly to Yu Ling, Ye Jiajin rarely has self-confidence, and this moment will not be an exception, where will he have self-confidence? He was even more angry when he said "it's over" in his heart, and he wrote very unceremoniously at the beginning of the letter.
"You like Shui Miao, I like you, you always think I'm indifferent, you always smile at others, I like a statue person, no response and no temperature."
Yu Ling replied to Ye Jiajin's sarcasm not to be outdone, which was more like wanting to clear up the misunderstanding.
"I don't know where you came to this conclusion - I like him, I don't like you and it has nothing to do with it, you still care about my joys and sorrows?"
Ye Jiajin's brain circuit is always novel, he didn't answer Yu Ling's question, he wrote in his reply how he liked her.
"If I say that my anger is that I can't love it, the emotion comes suddenly, I have no self-control over this matter at all, and for a long time I have been longing and fearing love. I've been reflecting and thinking outside the city, and the happiest thing during the day is to be able to see you, and to be able to listen to you is the most joyful thing. I have taken to heart what you have told me, and I am not a child who has not grown up;
I've been writing such a letter for a long time, and there should be no future after this letter, and I knew a long time ago that I didn't have to say it, and that it would be best to know about you in the dark, and to be a friend. But I knew I was going to write something like this, and I had to say it. If nothing else, we may never be able to say a word again.
I have never had this experience, from the surging mood to the current calm, from the calm to find more details, so as to be more convinced of one thing, yes, I like you. I can't wait for everyone in the world to know about this, because liking someone like you is a thing that I should be proud of, and I am immersed in you. There is such a wonderful person, there is such a blessing, I must like you, just as I love my own life, I cannot cut off my own head, because there is the root of the movement of thought, the light of reason, which can give up limbs when necessary. You are like the softest light, igniting the bad luck in life, you are the supreme goodness to dispel the haze, so that I will not feel good all the time.
In a way, I'm selfish, a despicable person who doesn't hesitate to give others pain for the sake of his own pleasure, and on the other hand, I'm also hesitant, I can't bear to give you such pain. Just let me be selfish once, I'm about to collapse, I don't know what to say about such a thing? Do you mean I like a girl? If it were fine in normal times, why should I be in the flames? Soon you will not lack suitors, and this matter will have no advantage to me, and it will be humble, and it will be burned to ashes in this fire. My contradictions, the brainstorming, I felt like I was going to collapse. This is my troubles alone, and I say that it is the troubles of two people. This is a friend just happens to be a taboo, and it is best not to cross the thunder pool.
What I know is that you are now focused on studying, and as far as I am concerned, I can't give you the slightest good aspect of your life, which is more bad than good for love itself, and reason tells me that I should shut up and not humiliate myself, but emotion makes me want to say it out loud, and if I don't open my mouth, I may really miss you. If you give it to me, you'll probably have a better time, right? I'm not so sure, so I'll give it. I really can't be selfless, since I'm a hypocritical person, let's do something hypocritical! Using pleasure as an excuse will also be a little more reassuring. To tell or not to say, I am often distressed, thinking for days, and I can't sleep peacefully at night, but at night the rationality and emotion are like old friends who have been tacitly understanding for many years, sitting opposite, without speaking, I know that they are waiting for me to make a statement. In the early hours of this morning, I decided that I didn't want to imprison this feeling anymore, these inspirations, these thoughts, everything started because of you. I shouldn't be greedy, what a good thing it is to hide everything in the wind, people go to love, people go to tea and cool, I still don't have such feelings. All I have to do, and all I can do, is tell you everything. You don't have to do anything, it's enough to know what I mean for you, you should be like this to me, not to mention that your appearance has given me a good blessing in life.
I involve your passion in such a thing, I am unclean at heart, I want this kind of life where I can watch you, even if I know that it is impossible to be together, I still want to say. I shouldn't hesitate, I'm not good, I don't have much, I should say it, because the thoughts you and I want to talk about are getting stronger and stronger. Love is not selfish, your flawlessness, Yu Ling, I have never seen you before, and it was so late when I met you.
When Ye Jiajin was waiting for Yu Ling to reply, Ye Jiajin received another message.
Compared with Wen Jing, who participated in the competition, it was Ye Jiajin who received the news first. When Wen Jing was preparing the work, she was careful that the color would be darker in some places, and the color would be lighter in some places, and this tense and fulfilling life poured more emotion and energy into her daily life than she usually used to complete tasks or draw things at random, she began to recall over and over again, she was afraid that the inaccuracy of a detail could not restore the real scene, and she even sometimes went to the playground to describe it in her mind over and over again.