Approaching February, the people who went out to work hard have already come back to home, the people who went out to work hard in the field have also come back one after another, the county seat, the town is not lively, this is the highest consumption of the year, there are several temporary with a large color shed cloth next to the street that was not very prosperous, the cistern built up of cement bricks, it is full of carp, the people who need to buy themselves use the net pocket to look at the fish they want to buy in the fish group, after the catch the vendor is responsible for weighing and collecting money, the vegetables in the store that sell vegetables are also much richer than usual, The firecracker shop also displays all kinds of fireworks and firecrackers, and the new clothes of the clothing store have long been ready to be changed for the children in Tianyin Town, and the clothes are new in the new year, the red envelopes are new, and the pigs were killed not long ago, and the whole person is also new.

At this time, you are walking on the street, one car and two cars, in the crowded section, people sometimes have to be faster than the car, and the car is loaded with vegetables, meat, fireworks, and alcohol, which is much more labor-saving and convenient than in the early years, when it was used to purchase New Year's goods for the New Year. After returning home, there are more red and white things in the town, and the full moon of moving the house is full, and at this time, there are naturally a lot of people, neighbors, relatives and friends, and even come by car, just to share the joy or take care of the aftermath.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, a day that should be happy, when everyone is preparing for the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, when everyone is happy for the short reunion of the family, only the family does not have this joy. Ye Jiajin's cousin arrived at his house, at this time Ye Jiajin learned that his uncle was gone, and the phone had already informed several uncles that it was at twelve o'clock at noon on Chinese New Year's Eve, when his cousin's lunch was ready to call him to eat, his cousin called the doctor, and the doctor said "It will be fine in the afternoon", this sentence "It will be fine in the afternoon" turned out to be yin and yang, and the relationship between father and son ended like this.

This was often heard in the complaints of his cousin in the future, and Ye Jiajin wavered for his ideals for the first time in his heart. His cousin's house is only 100 meters away from his house, but these 100 meters are heavy for his cousin, and especially heavy for the Ye family.

This middle-aged man in his fifties, with black and white hair, is old and slow-moving, he has been accompanied by alcohol for half of his life, and the deepest impression on Ye Jiajin is that he cooks for Ye Jiajin, Ye Jiajin has to take an exam when he is in elementary school, and his uncle cooks braised beef noodles for him, this taste he will never forget, but he has never had the opportunity to eat it again, and he himself takes a sip of wine, and after drinking more than half a bottle, he lies on the bed and sleeps all day, when Ye Jiajin is still young, He often asked Ye Jiajin to go to a small shop to buy wine for him, and his doting on the naughty Ye Jiajin was more like giving Ye Jiajin the love he hadn't given to his son for many years.

At that time, when Ye Jiajin passed by his uncle's house, his uncle would shout to him every time he saw Ye Jiajin and give him a little pocket money, Ye Jiajin was always shy about his relatives, and he didn't dare to say a word loudly, only in front of his uncle, he dared to say a few words out loud, which was probably related to the fact that his uncle often hugged him when Ye Jiajin was young.

The uncle had been depressed for twenty years after his wife's suicide, and he ignored his cousin when he was in school, and the cousin of the Ye family was away from home, and he would always scold his son for frequent phone calls asking for money, but he would send money after he sobered up. At that time, his uncle-in-law worked in the Forestry Bureau, living on a pension. Ye Jiajin recalled the past, often after his uncle came to his house, he would talk about his son after drinking, and the old tears were full but there was nothing he could do, which in the future Ye Jiajin remembered that after a person lost his wife at the most high-spirited age, he began to give up on himself, he didn't care about his son, and the son was also a little dissatisfied with his father's self-abandonment, but the conflict between father and son was not eased before leaving, no one thought that after drinking for many years, his liver had already been broken, and the hidden illness should not let others worry. How much pain should such a person have to bear at night, so he needs to soak in alcohol every day.

At that time, the Ye family was close, and they were also a little afraid that their uncle would be drunk, but it took many years to understand the helplessness and loneliness.

Ye Jiajin didn't have the slightest impression of his cousin's mother, and after many years, he heard his mother say that his mother and aunt were very close, and that was a woman who was desperate for life to choose suicide when her child was still in elementary school? The fate of husband and wife has come to an end, the couple should be in deep love, but they are separated by heaven and man, the departure of his wife, the guilt of his son, he can only be depressed in alcohol day by day.

Ye Jiajin's cousin saw that Ye Jiajin was close to the grave without a single tear, and shouted at Ye Jiajin, "You are not a little sad when your uncle-in-law dies?" After hearing his cousin's words, Ye Jiajin still didn't shed a single tear, and his heart was full of sadness but he couldn't squeeze out any tears.

My uncle's grave had been built under the arrangement of my uncles, and it was supposed to be a happy day, and with the help of my relatives, I entertained all the guests who came to pay their respects, as well as those who came to help. When the Ye family had just returned home from their uncle's grave, they received a quiet message, which was a song she sang. At this time, the Ye family was sad but surprised by Wen Jing's sudden message, on the other hand, he really wanted to hear her singing immediately. He could only walk as quickly as possible to a place where he could breathe, climbed to the second floor, a window was open, he breathed the air outside, looked at the ground and was not bustling with cars and people, and turned on the song that was sent. Ye Jiajin was suddenly a little grateful for this small relaxation, which allowed him to get a moment of rest when he was in a heavy mood.

The feeling of fatigue that suddenly seemed overwhelmed often appeared, and I don't know when it started, Ye Jiajin often saw a person squatting in the corner. Probably when I was young, I was often alone, and I often saw some ethereal things, and I was stimulated by the death of my uncle. This may be the sensual hometown of the Ye family's personality, sensitive and delicate sadness. In the future, when he begins to miss the old people and old things, they will be very calm; It was then that he realized that not everyone wanted to recall the past, that the outline of that time had not changed, and that the impression had only stopped there. Ye Jiajin suddenly didn't want to care about the things that didn't matter to them, they gave light or warmth to his not bright life. "In the past, people would always be uncomfortable walking, but now they are open-minded; Maybe I will leave first without waiting for the other party to speak, although I am very grateful for appearing to everyone in my life, but I know that leaving is the final end, not waiting for it to sting my youth who is not there. ”

In the evening, Ye Jiajin received a message from Wen Jing, "What's wrong with you?" Wen Jing hurriedly said "Happy New Year" and hung up the phone call from Shui Miao.

"A relative has passed away," Ye told Wen Jing. Wen Jing saw the message sent by Ye Jiajin, and immediately dialed the phone, at this time, Wen Jing had neither the joy of receiving the New Year's money nor the sadness of her parents putting pressure on her to go to school, she just wanted to call Ye Jiajin as soon as possible, she was afraid that Ye Jiajin's sadness would be more than a second at night.

After the phone was connected, Wen Jing didn't know what to say, and the Ye family spoke first, "My soul that has been wandering doesn't know where to go, it is dormant in the daytime, and it has no direction like a wandering spirit in the night. Only when you hear your song will you get a moment of peace and peace of mind. ”

"Ye Jiajin, don't be too sad."

If it is because of his parents that Ye Jiajin knows Wen Jing, he has not seen him a few times. When they met for the second time, they left each other's contact information, and often contacted each other in private, and for a while, the Ye family began to hide from Wen Jing because of low self-esteem. She often called and messaged him, and when she was besieged by similar questions, they gave the Ye family almost arrogant confidence and spoiling, and they did not escape like the Ye family fell into the water. When the Ye family couldn't see the light in the near future, when he was inexplicably pressed on his chest and was about to suffocate, Wen Jing's voice was like a rope that suddenly appeared in the thick darkness, so that I could hold on to it in my hand and no longer have a sense of frustration.

During this time, he talked to Wen Jing the most about the topic of love, an innocent but contradictory girl is the feeling he still has for her in the future, the source of this feeling is all kinds of things with him in the future, when Wen Jing asked him about his impression of himself, Ye Jiajin began to feel that his thin narrative could not describe her current image in her life. She tolerates her friends with a very doting grin, even if there are some excessive jokes between friends, she will resolve them in the form of jokes with a more tolerant attitude. Ye Jiajin sometimes wants to know how tolerant she is, but he doesn't want to touch it. The reason why he wanted to know was more interested in the quiet attitude to life, many things were invisible to him thirty kilometers away, she told Ye Jiaxin that what he could know was the biggest, how far he could fly if she put the line, and would she fly again if he put the line?

For Ye Jiajin, her appearance made him no longer feel the cold flight all the time in this cold winter, and he would want to land. Wanting to listen to her songs is a daily anticipation, even if the single is on a loop for a long time. He no longer lost his interest in life like a terminally ill patient, and there was a faint warmth in the depths of his heart. Even if everyone disdained this little temperature, it was like a drizzle of rain that moistened his long-dried life.

Ye Jiajin knows that each other is not the kind of person who is particularly comforting, and sometimes what he says is not liked by many people. Far away in the county, she will not know whether they are happy or sad in each other's lives, and they will not know their respective habits. The changes in life are often unexpected by us, when the Ye family recently heard Wen Jing's gradually sad voice but stopped talking.

"Wen Jing, you must not be lonely."

Before, I was lonely, floating on my own. But I have a large expanse of the sky and the earth that can make me lonely, although their colors are sometimes different. The rest of my loneliness will be shattered like a broken thread of a paper kite, Ye Jiajin is now starting to be a little firm, which after Ye Jiajin received Yu Ling's New Year's greetings, after she and Ye Jiajin made an hour's phone call, what Ye Jiajin didn't expect was Shui Miao's arrival.

The Ye family only told Wen Jing alone, his uncle was gone, he was surprised by Shui Miao's sudden arrival, he knew that his cold winter was about to pass.