Persistent for love, hehe.

I'm really going to find a step for myself, and that's probably the only excuse I can find for being cheap.

Tan Luoxi let go of me and leaned against the head of the bed, staring directly at the ceiling, and when the tears flowed, she covered her eyes and was silent for a while before she spoke: "Li En, sometimes I think that if I hadn't tried my best to sleep with Huo Jin, these things would not have happened later, and maybe my relationship with him would not be as red as the enemy's now." ”

I don't know why she blames herself, I didn't dare say anything, all I could do was listen quietly.

Tan Luoxi continued: "I am unwilling to watch him marry someone else, I have only loved him as a man in my life, and the decision to divorce was only because I found out that he was ambiguous with those Ono models, so I was anxious for a while, I felt insulted, so I went to the extreme, but in retrospect, it seems that I didn't catch the real hammer of his derailment, and now I think about it at that time, the decision to divorce was too abrupt, I regret it, every day I am extremely tormented in my heart, thinking that I can save all this, Just when you accompanied you to the hospital, I left to get him drunk and sent myself to bed, just holding the child who could conceive him to ease the relationship between me and him, so I didn't do any safety measures, and even took the initiative to lie to him that I took medicine afterwards. ”

Only then did I know that she really left in the hospital to find Huo Jin, if I could stop it at that time, would these things not happen now?

Although I can't agree with Tan Luoxi's approach, my love for someone is something I can't erase.

I could feel the hatred in her eyes, for a long time I thought she was the kind of woman who dared to love and hate, but now it seems that she only has a melancholy appearance, but she is much more melancholy on the inside.

Probably she is more glassy than me, otherwise how could she make such an uncalm decision when encountering something.

Tan Luoxi's mood at the moment has eased slightly, but it still looks much more bitter.

She stroked her lower abdomen, closed her eyes with a kind of remorse, and said to me slowly: "He is a liar, he cheated on me in your apartment that day, he said that he would take me to the hospital for examination, if he was sure that he was pregnant, he would stay, he said that he would grow up with the child, what a lame lie, but at that time I chose to believe him without hesitation and followed him to the hospital." ”

At this time, her tears had flowed uncontrollably, and it looked very distressing.

I had no choice but to hold her hand and tell her in a slightly heavy voice: "Don't say it again, don't think about it anymore, memories are like a sharp knife that completely digs open the bottom of your heart, and then you will be extremely painful." ”

But Tan Luoxi continued to speak as if he hadn't heard my words at all: "When I was suppressed by his people and forced to be injected with anesthetic, I completely saw through this man, he didn't love me anymore, and he didn't even care about me and his bloodline. But I couldn't do anything, the anesthetic penetrated my whole body, I had no strength, I was unconscious, I could only watch the doctor use instruments to reach into my body and take out the child, at that moment I told myself, Huo Jin, this man, I hate him all my life, from now on I have nothing to do with him, but I will definitely get my share of hurt and wronged back on him. ”

When Tan Luoxi said the last sentence, his eyes opened and stared at the ceiling above resentfully, without even blinking, and the expression on his face even revealed a kind of ruthlessness that I couldn't understand.

Now I finally figured out the whole thing, and when she suddenly said the last sentence, it made my heart panic.

I'm afraid that she will do something and end up ruining herself.

Pulling her and forcibly taking the child out, this pair of love-oriented Tan Luoxi. It was a very heavy blow.

I wanted to persuade her, but after all, I had never experienced such an unforgettable pain, although I had also experienced a miscarriage, after all, it was my own reason, but Tan Luoxi was not.

I guess it was like a spiritual fortress for her, and the moment the child was removed, the whole world collapsed.

Only after experiencing grief will you understand many things, when you can't bear to slap someone in the face, maybe the other party can't bear to jump on you with a shot, Huo Jin loaded the gun openly in front of Tan Luoxi, and this bullet completely shattered her heart.

I picked up a tissue and gently wiped her tears, but even so, tears still oozed from the corners of her eyes.

She was silent for a long time, and I didn't know what to say to comfort, so no one spoke again, and when I inadvertently swept to the door, I saw Tan Yiyang and Huo Jin standing outside the door and looking at us.

I think Tan Yiyang must feel sorry for Tan Luoxi in his heart, as soon as he wanted to get up and open the door to let him in, my hand was grabbed by Tan Luoxi: "Li En, don't let my brother come in and see me like this, don't look at him always looks cold, he looks like a person without warmth, but I know that he loves me the most, he doesn't allow others to bully me since I was a child, I know that he must hate Huo Jin more than me, since he knew Huo Jin when he was a child, he has regarded him as a good partner and friend, and now I know that I was stabbed by my friend, Just think about it, you can know how distressed he is, so I ask you to take him away. ”

I had no choice but to nod and agree to her, if I couldn't do such a request, maybe Tan Luoxi would be even more helpless.

When I walked out of the ward, there was only Huo Jin left in the corridor, and Tan Yiyang was nowhere to be seen.

Huo Jin first walked over and asked me about Tan Luoxi's state at the moment with a look of pain.

After listening to the causes and consequences of these things, forgive me for not being able to face Huo Jin calmly at all, so I could only look at him with a cold face: "What can I do, isn't Tan Luoxi's current appearance a masterpiece by Huo Dashao's own hands?" It's the result you want, and you're still pretending to care about her here, so why bother? ”

Although Huo Jin looked at me hesitantly, he didn't refute me after all, but looked at Tan Luoxi through the glass and turned to leave.

Is this an escape? Maybe, maybe just feel disdainful to talk to me.

Suddenly I felt that a man like this was a hundred times worse than Tan Yiyang, at least in the years that I had been with him, he didn't want to have an accident, so he would force himself to wear a condom or send someone to stare at me to take medicine afterwards.

At least Tan Yiyang will tell me plainly that he doesn't want me to conceive his child, and he will clearly tell me that even if I am pregnant, I will be ruthlessly beaten by him, although what he said was very hurtful at the time, but at least it didn't give me the heaviest blow afterwards.

After Huo Jin left completely, I started to look for Tan Yiyang, but I couldn't find it after looking for a few rounds, and finally had to call him.

Just when I took out my mobile phone and wanted to dial, I saw that the door of the stairwell was hidden, and through the crack in the door, I saw Tan Yiyang's figure, he was leaning against the railing with his back to me, and the whole stairwell was full of smoke.

When I tiptoed through the door and entered, I was confronted with the choking smell of smoke.

Ever since I met him, I've seen him smoke a handful of times.

I stood quietly behind him for a long time, and in a short time he smoked three cigarettes in a row.

When he was about to take out the fourth cigarette from the cigarette case, I hugged his waist directly from behind and whispered, "I smoked a lot, don't smoke anymore, it's not good for your health." ”

He didn't say anything, just snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and threw it towards the trash can in the corner.

I know that he feels sorry for Tan Luoxi, but I also feel sorry for him when he looks like this.

Tan Yiyang turned around and buried his chin in my hair, probably because he smoked too much, so his voice was a little hoarse: "How is Luoxi, she cares about her face very much, I'll see her when she feels better." ”

I told him everything about Tan Luoxi's condition, but it only covered up a lot of her resentment, and many times I wanted to resolve all my resentment, and that's all I could do.

Later, Tan Yiyang told me that in fact, he blamed himself very much, if he hadn't introduced Huo Jin to Tan Luoxi at the beginning, everything in the future would not have happened.

So he felt that he didn't protect Tan Luoxi well, and he was worried that she would do something stupid.

I feel that this matter is like a thorn in Tan Yiyang's heart, Rao is worried, but I never thought that Tan Luoxi really did something shocking, but not now, but someday in the future.

It wasn't until that time that I thought back to today's scene that I felt that Tan Yiyang's worry was right, because he knew his sister so well, but many things couldn't be stopped, because it was too late.

At that time, my state of mind and identity were different from today.

……

It's just that after this day, Tan Luoxi's whole person has become very taciturn, and he no longer has the big grash temperament he had before.

But she is not very cooperative with the doctor, always inexplicably pulling out the infusion tube during the infusion, and pricking herself with the infusion needle at every turn.

The medical staff here were worried about her, so they put away all their sharp weapons.

I didn't have a job, and the news was not too quiet, so I stayed in the hospital to take care of Tan Luoxi.

The date of discharge was determined with the hospital, and when he walked back in the direction of the ward, he saw Huo Jin at the door of the ward.

He just leaned in front of the window at the end of the hallway, looking through the glass on the door and watching the room motionless.

Does this grinding still have feelings for Tan Luoxi? So why do you do something that hurts each other?

Does he love or not? I didn't know much about this person in the first place, but now I looked at the scene in front of me and was even more confused.

Huo Jin stood there for a long time, and I also stood not far away for a long time, and he discovered my presence when he turned to leave.

He came over very calmly, I didn't intend to pay attention to him, but when I passed by, he suddenly turned around and stopped me, and I couldn't help but look at him in amazement.