If life is a clear blue sky, then it is inevitable to add a few clouds on a sunny day and a few drops of rain on a rainy day.

When it is sunny, I will forget the ordinary rainy night, and when it is raining next time, I will think about it, some emotional, some sighing.

When the rain washes away the traces left on the ground, they forget the path they have traveled.

The goodbye may be goodbye.

When she figured out this, it was irretrievable, her footprints had disappeared to the end of the cape, and only the thoughts accumulated in time were at least still in her heart.

It was already the winter vacation of the second year of high school, Li Youbin never left his mobile phone, lived with his mobile phone, did everything, read novels, chatted on WeChat, and was most enthusiastic about games.

Many people said that he wasted his time, but he never thought so.

He heard a friend talk about her when he was in the dark with Bruce Lee, and asked for her WeChat account by the way.

After adding her, I didn't know how to speak, so I simply said that I was searching nearby to find her.

They started chatting with each other, and sometimes it took days for a response to a message.

After three or five days, they got acquainted with each other, had many common topics, and chatted more often, and he knew that her idol was TFBOYS, so most of the content of the chat was about the boys.

Li Youbin has never been very interested in this combination, and he doesn't know much about it, which is probably a common problem for many boys, so most of the time she is talking and he is listening.

He liked the way she spoke, liked her cheerful personality, liked ...... In short, I can find 10,000 reasons to like her, and I naturally come together with her like that, I think humorous boys are likable, and she didn't refuse too much.

I vaguely remember her words at the time: "Fool, I like you too."

On the third night after Chinese New Year's Eve, it was the first time they met, and she was not tall, about one meter and six, just enough to reach Li Youbin's chest.

When we met, we didn't say too much, we looked at each other and smiled, and we just stood together.

After that meeting, there was no chance to meet again, Li Youbin, who was studying in a foreign country, returned to the long-lost campus, and since then the contact between them has been based on phone calls and WeChat, he has never told her, he has always hidden another girl in his heart, and she has never told him that there is another him in her heart.

Once or twice a week, they spend an hour or two on the phone in banter and love talk, sometimes dozing and talking on their phones late at night, leading to going to school the next day with panda eyes.

They also know that such a relationship will not last long, and Li Youbin has never wanted to make it last.

They broke up in the end.

She said a lot of excuses and reasons, and he had only one word: yes.

Some feelings are destined to be fruitless, so they should be extinguished before they burn, and they can still leave some good memories with each other.

She asked him, "Am I being selfish?"

He replied, "Everyone is selfish. ”

That's right, everyone is selfish, she is, and so is Li Youbin, until now she didn't know that when he was talking sweetly to her, he was the face of another girl in front of him, speaking of which, he was more selfish than her.

She said, "You can still be friends after a breakup, can't you?" ”

"Of course, it's nice to get to know you again," he said. ”

In the small half of his life, he has been in contact with many couples, and they will have a sentence of "you can be friends after breaking up", but how many people can really treat each other as ordinary friends? Goodbye only adds to the embarrassment.

This is a story that happened during Li Youbin's winter vacation in his sophomore year of high school, and the heroine in the story is called Alain, the girl that Bruce Lee picked up.

When he was with this girl, he was already secretly liking Cheng Shuhan, not because he was too attentive or anything, he actually didn't have much feelings for this girl, probably because he was too bored during the holidays.

I talked to this girl for almost three months, and I really didn't have any emotional foundation, and when I finally broke up, it was very bland, so bland that it was as if nothing had happened.

Although I didn't feel anything when we separated, it was still a little awkward to meet again.

The understanding of each other has reached a new level.

Li Youbin has changed a lot in recent years, some scum, and it is taller, that is inevitable, the biggest change is still from the face, which has faded from the youth of the year, is more mature, and more handsome.

Alain also adds a very different flavor.

Skinny jeans, leather jacket, black hat.

There is a big gap from the previous dressing style, but it is also reasonable, after all, she was a minor girl a few years ago, and now she is a big girl.

She also wears makeup, her skin used to be quite dark, and there was still some plateau red on her cheeks, but now she is gone, white and clean, because she has applied BB cream and made foundation, and her eye makeup is a little neutral smoky makeup, but it also has a different flavor with leather clothes.

When they met again, this girl still made his eyes shine, and he changed a lot, almost didn't recognize it, and he was also skeptical, thinking that it was her, but he was not so sure.

It wasn't until he saw Bruce Lee's sly smile that he was sure that this was the girl.

It's even more embarrassing to confirm the identity of the other party, at this time he doesn't know how to talk, ex-boyfriend? It doesn't seem like that's the case. Missing a bit of flavor.

Just pretended not to recognize it.

Li Youbin didn't speak, and she didn't speak.

In fact, from their performances, you can see at a glance that they all know each other.

Li Youbin's pretended to be calm Bruce Lee saw it in his eyes, but he didn't debunk it, and the parties didn't plan to reminisce about the past, and it was really inappropriate for him to judge as a bystander.

Silence is terrifying, like a sudden freeze in the air.

Fortunately, at this time, the team that happened to be playing on the field scored a goal, and Li Youbin took the opportunity to discuss the goal with Li Baoming a few times, so as to resolve the embarrassment.

"This ball is good, this guy looks thin and small, and his explosiveness is quite strong."

"I know this person, he was from the former Qingbao Middle School team, so he should be very familiar with Xiaolong."

Li Youbin didn't know what Alan was thinking at the time, he might have felt embarrassed, he might have thought it funny, and it was very funny and naïve to forcibly pretend not to know, like a child who had done something wrong to escape the problem.

There are some problems that you don't want to face and have to run away from.

This brings up a very subtle picture.

Alan stood behind Li Youbin, Li Youbin turned his head inadvertently from time to time, his eyes always skipped over the girl and looked at the house in the distance, but the afterglow always stayed on her face.

Fate is a very coincidental thing, and it can even make everything that was played out in the past all over again.

It's like there's some kind of reincarnation in the underworld, where the same thing happens to the same person in a different way and the same or different people over and over again.