It's a beautiful night tonight

The moon has already come out, a few scattered stars dodge in this dark night sky and burrow into the clouds, the sky is silent, occasionally a gust of wind gently blows through the new green of the school, the school is still a lively scene, this night is the same as usual. There are scattered people on the street, people who have worked all day have already arrived home, everyone who is busy in the school about reading, doing problems, and listening to lectures, Shui Miao on the side drank water once, the classmates at the front table turned over the English dictionary twice, and the curtains were blown by the breeze three times, but Ye Jiajin at this time didn't know what to say for a while, but he also understood what he wanted to say, he leaned against the wall and looked at a few lights in the classroom, he touched the curtains and textbooks again and again, the touch on his fingertips made him feel that all this was real as much as possible, and there was something in his heart swinging aroundand make his heart as ethereal as possible.

After the next night's self-study, the people who live outside on weekdays have begun to put away their books and go home, and some of the people who live in the dormitory are still reading books in the classroom, including Yu Ling. It's just that tonight's Yu Ling put away her textbooks early as soon as the self-study bell ended, she knew that she wanted to have a good talk with Ye Jiajin, which also made Ye Jiajin very moved, he was afraid that the scene in junior high school would be staged again, and the head teacher only knew that he forcibly kissed a girl.

When the day students in the classroom were about to go, Yu Ling got up and went out through the back door, she didn't call Ye Jiajin, Ye Jiajin was about to study at night, his eyes never moved from Yu Ling's body, he also went out a few seconds after Yu Ling walked out of the door, at this time Shui Miao had already left, he didn't greet Ye Jiajin as usual. Ye Jiajin knew the pressure on Yu Ling's heart, and he knew the harm he had caused to Wen Jing, but he didn't have a better way to solve all this, he wanted to ask Shui Miao what he should do? But when he saw Shui Miao's eyes that could kill him, he knew that he had hurt a lot of people.

Ye Jiajin followed Yu Ling downstairs, Yu Ling walked slowly, Ye Jiajin naturally followed slowly, and when he was about to get to the playground, Yu Ling stopped in front and waited for Ye Jiajin. When Ye Jiajin walked in front of her, she did not continue to stop in place, but took Ye Jiajin in a circle at school, which was also the first time that Ye Jiajin had stayed alone with Yu Ling for so long.

"Why did you come here, Ye Jiajin?" Ye Jiajin didn't expect Yu Ling to ask about not the fact that he liked her first, "Let's take the college entrance examination, we have to go out and have a look after all, but this way is relatively better to go out," Yu Ling didn't refute Ye Jiajin's more official answer, "Since you know that you want to go out, is what you are doing now appropriate?" I said that I would exchange letters with you, this is just an exchange of study and life, which does not contain the love between men and women," Yu Ling looked coldly at Ye Jiajin, who was a little shorter than her, and said, Ye Jiajin used to think that boys were shorter than girls, which was really embarrassing, and when this happened to him, he found that he always had a thousand reasons to convince himself, and the standards for love really changed from time to time.

"I'm sorry I didn't expect this incident to cause you so much trouble," Ye Jiajin hurriedly apologized to Yu Ling when she hadn't mentioned this matter yet, "It's not me who you should apologize for, but Wen Jing, I don't know what happened to you, but I want to deceive her people's emotions, it's not good to use other people's emotions after all, and the scars you left may stay there forever," Yu Ling didn't accept Ye Jiajin's apology, she needed Ye Jiajin's apology, but it wasn't an apology that the person concerned didn't even know where she was wrong.

Yu Ling stopped when he walked to the door of the music room, the door of the music room was locked at this time, but there were very few people who passed by at night. "You say you like me? I ask you, what do you like about me? Do you know what liking is? This series of questions stopped Ye Jiajin, what do you like about Yu Ling? At that time, he didn't know, the only thing he knew was that he wanted to see Yu Ling every day in the classroom, and the corners of his mouth were smiling when he thought of Yu Ling. At this time, Ye Jiajin began to reflect on himself, Yu Ling didn't speak, just took him around the school, on the way they met Wang Cheng and Qiao Song, Wang Cheng gave Ye Jiajin a bottle of water, Qiao Song was rarely silent, he was Ye Jiajin's roommate and Yu Ling's good friend, he witnessed everything in the classroom, he knew that the two of them needed some space. Ye Jiajin's hand that had nowhere to put it could finally hold the water bottle tightly, and he didn't unscrew the cap of the bottle and take a sip.

In the end, he and Yu Ling sat on the steps under the tree, he thought all the way, when he was a child, his intimate relationship with Wen Jing reunited after parting, and there were some changes, especially since junior high school, his relationship with Wen Jing was unconsciously far away from the two of them, until they met again in the third year of high school, at this time Wen Jing was already slim, and he was also the most dazzling focus in the crowd, and he was still the cowardly and timid Ye Jiajin who was disliked many years ago, Wen Jing has always been close and partial, and the sudden favor made him difficult to let go, When he had a conflict with Shui Miao, he chose to use this simple emotion.

For love, Ye Jiajin only saw some stories in the book and got some conclusions, and he didn't know if his feelings for Yu Ling were love. This kind of emotion happened when he was approaching the college entrance examination, he wanted to let go, but he didn't want to let go, he knew that once he let go, he would never meet Yu Ling again, sometimes he really wanted to put down the book and didn't want to think about the heavy questions anymore, so he was immersed in the gentle world of Yu Ling of his fantasy, he knew that he had been poisoned, he was already in a deep quagmire, he didn't dare to confess, but in Shui Miao's confession, his mind was gone. It was snowing that day, and the first night's snow covered the sidewalks, but the roads were much cleaner. As soon as the sky was bright, when Ye Jiajin went downstairs and walked on the road, Ye Jiajin saw a person playing in the snow there, looking at the familiar back, just when he was about to call out her name, the face suddenly appeared, and he took back the name he was about to shout, and he still recognized it through the mask. He was lucky enough to see the overflowing side of Yu Ling's girl's heart, and his heart was soft at that moment.

"I did take advantage of Wen Jing's kindness, I also know that it is not like, for you, I have never dared to say, I am not sure if I like it, although I long to see you every day, but I am more afraid of being rejected by you when I say it," Ye Jiajin didn't want to hide from Yu Ling, he told Yu Ling the ins and outs of the whole thing, Yu Ling didn't speak after listening, she didn't know what to say, even if she was very rational, but she didn't know how to comment on feelings, she was also someone who had never been in love.

"Yu Ling, have you heard of Gao Junyu? I don't think I can do a love poem like Mr. Gao Junyu, you may not know them. I want to tell you these romantic things, because I am also a sour person, and the love I want to give you is not inferior to their romance," Ye Jiajin told Yu Ling the story of Gao Junyu and Shi Pingmei.

"Thank you, I'm only thinking about the college entrance examination now, and I really don't have time to waste my mind on this kind of thing."

"I know, it's just that I'm already curbing this throbbing emotion, I don't know what to do, and I may not know what liking is, but I believe I like you enough."

"I don't like you," Yu Ling didn't have any intention of persuading the Ye family to figure it out, and after she directly shook off a word, she didn't bother with the Ye family and left directly.

Even if you drink water with a little sweetness, when you drink it, it is still bitter in your heart.

"I don't know why I like you now, maybe I'm not sure about the future, but I believe I like you, this lonely courage is enough to support me to go on," Ye Jiajin shouted in his heart.

After the lights went out, Ye Jiajin didn't fall asleep quickly, he thought of the past when he told Shui Miao that he liked Yu Ling, and Shui Miao always encouraged him. When he went upstairs was a bare tree trunk outside, very vigorous, without the spirit of a leaf. When the Ye family walked to the corridor that was not too long, it was still dark inside, and he saw two potted plants side by side, and inside was petite greenery. Outside the window are trees that have not been carved by time, and they are so bright and bright.

Ye Jiajin doesn't know how other people define love, there is a saying of "love at first sight", whether it is the trajectory of life that has been doomed, or the ending. "Love over time," is because he has a heart that does not admit defeat and spares no effort to strike, although he is full of yearning, he is afraid that Yu Ling is like a sculpture without temperature and no response.

Shui Miao encouraged Ye Jiajin, only hoping that Ye Jiajin, who was born Mu Na and did not understand love, would have a slight change. The Ye family hasn't had time to think about the stakes behind this recently, he is still a person who has not been in love; Some are just in awe of love, and in addition to awe, there is some longing, just like a person who hears others say that apples are delicious and sweet, but they don't know what kind of taste it is. He himself looked forward to the barrenness of his heart being reclaimed, and a sweet spring would emerge from the desert overgrown with weeds in the wreckage of the broken wall. Even if he has no experience, he has to rely on this expectation to give birth to the courage to be dry, and he hopes that this test will wear out his attitude towards love Ye Gong Haolong.

But Ye Jiajin didn't have the courage of Shui Miao, he couldn't go too far in the dark, and he didn't dare to go too far into the unknown. When he got home and wasn't allowed to go out, after he was isolated when he was in junior high school.

Lying on the bed and not sleeping was not only Ye Jiajin, Shui Miao also did not sleep, he called Wen Jing several times since school, but the phone was turned off, and the messages sent naturally did not reply.

Their footsteps are the other side, and their whole lives are measured. The next time they met, there would be no poetry, no heart, no wine, no eyes, and she would look up at me, and he would smile and wave his hand back.