318 Memory

Qiuqiu took a deep breath, and suddenly what she was looking for jumped in front of her, making her feel overwhelmed for a moment.

Is she really ready?

This mural should record her experience as well as the deeds of those predecessors, right?

She lowered her head and looked away.

Suddenly, there was a ...... This feeling of panic is not called homesickness?

Qiuqiu raised her head again.

Well, she's mentally prepared.

No matter what she saw on the stone wall, she felt like she could accept itβ€”

Wait, why can't you see anything?

Qiuqiu leaned forward, and his face was almost attached to the stone wall, but the stone wall in front of him was still blank and smooth.

What about what she had just seen?

There was obviously a portrayal on it just now, why did she lower her head and make a mental preparation, all these things were gone?

It can't be that she was wrong, right?

No, no, it's certainly not a mistake.

The person who carved these pictures should have been taller than her. When writing and painting on a vertical surface, it is natural for people to choose a height that is parallel to their gaze.

But now, no matter how high or low, there is indeed a blank space on the stone wall.

Where did the picture go?

Qiuqiu reached out and touched it without giving up.

Nothing.

What happened? Who swapped out what was in front of her?

The wind whistled past him, and something hit his eyes.

Qiuqiu instinctively stretched out her hand to block it.

The wind made her unable to stand still, and she took a big step back, her back against the stone wall.

The stone wall was cold, and the chill poured in from the back, like a rapid current that instantly flowed through the whole body, and Qiuqiu felt that his feet were soft, as if there was an undercurrent. Two feet, half a person, and finally the whole person was swept into it. She felt like a stone sluggish, sinking all the time. It was sinking all the time, and I couldn't move.

Qiuqiu couldn't see anything clearly.

Countless chaotic voices seemed to be calling out to her urgently, Qiuqiu instinctively wanted to respond, but she couldn't make a sound, and her throat seemed to be blocked.

Many mottled lights and shadows fluttered on the face, and the countless tastes of sweet, sour, bitter, sorrow, joy and joy were all mixed together, and the autumn and autumn seemed to have tasted each of them. But I can't taste every taste.

The voices gradually settled, and the wind stopped.

Qiuqiu stood in the dark air, surrounded by countless brilliant lights and shadows.

Are the fog-like images peeled off the stone walls?

No......

No.

Qiuqiu stretched out her hand. Lightly touched a soft shadow.

This is not a picture on a stone wall.

This is...... A memory that belongs to her.

She knew it, she could feel it.

Shi'er walked towards her from not far away.

He walked through the chaos of light and shadow to her side.

"Picking up ......"

Qiuqiu looked at the person standing in front of her, and her heart was mixed.

In these turbulent pasts, almost every piece has his presence. He held all her memories firmly, even if they were broken pieces.

"These ...... Where did it all come from? ”

Qiuqiu had an uncertain panic in her heart.

These memories, which should have belonged to her, are scattered in this place.

"I don't know." Shi'er whispered: "The Ninth Peak is in charge of the inheritance of the Nine Peaks, and every person in the Nine Peaks will leave their traces here. ”

Elder Zhou's voice came from afar: "The peak master is right. The pieces were all brought together by this place. Their past joys and sorrows and past events are sealed on this wall. The memories suddenly broke free, because you were looking for them, and they were looking for you. ”

Qiuqiu stood in place in a daze, looking at the lights, shadows and sounds one by one, one by one, unable to say a word.

"Qiuzhang Peak, the past you want to get back is here."

The past she wants to get back is here?

Qiuqiu looked hesitantly.

She wanted to get it back, but now that it was in her hands, she suddenly hesitated.

What kind of person was she in the past?

Is she the same person now and her in the past?

Were these memories really what she wanted?

…… Her mind was in turmoil, and countless thoughts came to her mind.

What exactly is she afraid of?

Elder Zhou did not show up, nor did he speak again.

Shi'er just stood quietly behind her and didn't urge her.

Qiuqiu turned her head to look at him.

He wants her to get back to the past, right?

Definitely, yes.

Because of these pasts, there is his presence in every segment.

This is her and his shared past.

What kind of person does he want her?

Is she the one now? Still is...... Or is it a person in his imagination, in his memory?

The doubts and uneasiness in Qiuqiu's heart slowly became clearer.

What is she afraid of?

She asked herself, what was she afraid of?

What she was afraid of was ...... Losing oneself.

Accept the memories of the past, the feelings of the past, the likes and dislikes of the past......

Is she still the same person she is?

Will she be changed and twisted into another person? Could she have forgotten the present instead?

She......

Qiuqiu took a deep breath.

It was eerily quiet, so quiet that she could hear her own heartbeat.

Pounding, pounding.

Jumping so fast, jumping so restlessly.

Qiuqiu didn't make a decision for a long time, and Shi'er didn't urge her at all.

He just stood quietly beside her.

No matter what decision she makes, he understands.

Whether she regains her memories or not, she is the person he loves the most.

The past they share is full of sorrow and joy.

But in the long years of losing her, he had long since stopped looking at anything else.

As long as he finds her, as long as he sees her, he has fulfilled his wish.

Qiuqiu's hesitant gaze and lonely figure made him feel particularly unbearable.

She is in a dilemma.

Everything in front of her was what she was looking for, but when it really came, she didn't know how to face it. How to accept.

He understands all of this, and he understands everything.

No matter what she chooses, he will not change anything for her.

"Pickup."

He answered, "I'm here." ”

Qiuqiu turned her head.

"Have you ever had a time like this?"

Don't know what to choose?

He thought about it seriously. Nodding his head, he said, "Yes." ”

He's had times like that, too.

That was when they returned to the Central Plains from Jiufeng. At that time, the forces of the Demon Domain were infiltrating everywhere, and the situation was extremely dangerous. He was before he left. Elder Ou made a divination for them.

He could die.

He is not afraid of death, but he is reluctant to accompany Qiuqiu to die with him.

He hesitated all the way, and then he made a decision.

He found a reason to let Qiuqiu return to Jiufeng.

If there is any calamity, he is willing to bear it with his whole body, and he will die without regret. But he didn't want her to encounter those dangerous disasters, and he didn't want her to suffer pain and sorrow. He wanted her to live well. If something happens to him, he hopes that she will forget him and walk her life path carefree.

But things don't always develop according to people's plans in advance, and Qiuqiu comes back too quickly. Let his calculations fall through. She entered the Sealed Land with him, stood with him, faced everything side by side, and did not take half a step back.

He was determined to protect him with his life and everything he had.

But the end result. But it was Qiuqiu who used her life and everything she had to protect him.

Elder Ou's hexagram was not wrong, but the last person to leave was not him.

He thought he had made the right decision, but the end result was unexpected.

Qiuqiu whispered, "I don't know...... Will I become a different person? ”

"You've always been you."

"yes." Qiuqiu turned her head: "I want to know how we met in the past." How they fell in love. I want to feel the mood and joy of that time...... Even if you can tell me everything, for me, it's still a story, someone else's experience, and I can't apply it to myself. ”

She still longed to find it herself, to remember it herself.

Not only the experience, but also the feelings and emotions.

Qiuqiu took a step forward.

The lights and shadows that had been hanging quietly were suddenly disturbed and moved.

They fluttered all over the sky, as if swept by a gale, tossed high into the air, and began to fall downward.

It's like a heavy snowfall.

Qiuqiu raised her face, countless fragments of light and shadow, and those broken and fragmented voices, red joy, pale sorrow, gray loss, black fear......

Countless colors were mixed together, countless voices converged into one, Qiuqiu's tears burst out of her eyes at some point, and she stood there with tears streaming down her face, her body trembling as if it was unbearable.

Shi'er only has her in her eyes, and it's all her.

He saw every movement, every subtle sound, every reaction of her.

Qiuqiu's body shook, as if from a distant place, and as if a sigh came from the depths of her body.

She fell limply backwards.

Shi'er reached out and caught her, like catching a snowflake falling from her heart.

She's so light, so soft.

Shi'er held her face, Qiuqiu's eyes were half-closed, there was no blood on her cheeks, and her lips had lost their ruddy color like petals in the cold wind, and they were still trembling slightly.

"Qiuqiu?"

Qiuqiu didn't open her eyes.

Shi'er hugged her tightly and carefully.

At this moment, he also felt panic and uneasiness.

He has no bottom in his heart.

There won't be any accidents in Qiuqiu, right?

This way of retrieving her memories really won't give her any trauma?

If she struggles with this, Shi'er would rather she never touch it for the rest of her life.

"Qiuqiu? Qiuqiu? ”

Qiuqiu's eyes slowly opened.

Her gaze was as clear as a spring, quiet and pure.

"Qiuqiu?"

She heard his voice, but she didn't seem to hear it.

Her hand pointed forward, "Look." ”RO

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