Chapter 16: The Journey of Fear (5)

Now that I think back to some of the words and deeds that have been testified, I feel very suspicious.

There was a small seal to lose weight and go to the gym every day. However, she couldn't stand the soft grinding and hard bubbles of the certificate, and was taken to eat hot pot for five days.

Another time, Zhao Zhao went to participate in the club election, and the witness called the teacher in the dormitory to say that Zhao Zhao was cheating, so Zhao Zhao was disqualified from running for election that time.

Yuexia hated herself for going to the Holy Mother, and she hid the incident and didn't tell Zhaozhao in time.

Pingping is always sneaky, too, as she and Zhao are both English literature majors, and many of the classes are the same.

Zhao Zhao said before that in the first semester of her freshman year, there were a total of five courses, and she hung up four.

She went to ask the teachers, and every teacher said that it was because she never turned in her homework and papers. Zhao Zhao was still crying to me at the time, saying that she had obviously handed it over to Apple every time.

Zhaozhao's expression was easily incomprehensible, and the teachers did not intend to listen to her explanation. In this semester's computer class, there is no usual grade, and she only did less than half of the questions, and everyone has done mock questions. She must have hung up too.

The humanities major at Tianhai University is a first-class discipline with very high requirements for students. In addition, in the past few months, rumors have been circulating in the literature department that Zhao Zhao is not healthy. In this case, Zhao Zhao will be expelled from school.

I also wondered if Apple had ever tampered with Zhaozhao's assignments and papers, but when I saw that Apple was so good to me, I believed Apple.

At that time, she also comforted Zhaozhao, saying that her homework might have been taken away by other people with ulterior motives. I didn't take Zhaozhao's matter to heart anymore.

Looking at it now, it's obvious that Pingping framed it.

The remaining two roommates are not actually bad people, they are just poor people who are attached to Apple and Witness.

And the reason why Xiaota spread the rumor that I have a background is just to protect me. Some, like Witness and Apple, have very different personalities from me, and with their sinister personalities, they must hate me.

If they knew that my family background was average, they would treat me like they did to Zhaozhao. I'm afraid I'll be as miserable as Zhaozhao. No, I won't be like Zhaozhao, because I still have Xingyue and Xiaota, and they will always protect me. Poor Zhaozhao is only a true friend of mine, but I don't really care about her pain. And Fei Nuan, yes, Fei Nuan, that bastard, I'm going to call him and ask him why he broke up with Zhao Zhao!

"Toot toot toot...... Feed? Yuexia, what's the matter with you? The voice on the other end of the line was visibly impatient.

"Fei Nuan, if you recognize me as a cousin, you tell me, why did you break up with Zhaozhao?"

"Okay, I'll tell you. Zhao Zhao doesn't have any friends, and the girls don't like her very much. Generally speaking, a girl who doesn't have any friends must have a very poor character, and there are a lot of spare tires, I heard that she didn't go back to the dormitory for three days? I really didn't expect her life to be so inappropriate. ”

"Enough! Zhao Zhao is dead, when she is most desperate, when she is most helpless, you are not by her side! Also, why do you say she's indecent? Why do you say that she has a bad character and has a lot of spare tires? ”

"Because, Apple told me! And not only Apple, but also other girls told me that girls who don't have any friends must be like this. If she's really a good girl, why do girls stay away from her? ”

"You! Hopeless! Is what others say is what they say? Don't you have a little bit of logical thinking? I wish you and Apple grow old and stop harming everyone else! Yuexia was so angry that her face turned blue, and she didn't want to say another word to Fei Nuan, so she hung up the phone directly.

To be honest, Yuexia doesn't believe that Zhaozhao is a girl with an indecent life. Even if she doesn't know how to live in a dormitory, it doesn't mean that she is indecent. The gossip about her must have been deliberately spread by someone.

Yuexia wants to know about Zhaozhao's mobile phone first.

Yuexia rang the counselor's office.

"Yuexia, I still want to go to you. Alas, when something like this happens, I'm scared. The counselor comforted Yuexia.

"Teacher, I just want to get Zhaozhao's things back now."

"Oh, and on the top floor of the library, we found her bag. You can't take these things, though, and wait for her family to take them. ”

"Teacher, Zhao Zhao asked me to take the charger, can I get it back?"

"Huh? There is no charger in her school bag. ”

Yuexia's first burst of dizziness, it turned out that Zhao Zhao didn't reply to the text message at that time, it was really because there was no way to charge the phone. I did misunderstand her.

Later, she obviously went back to the dormitory, why couldn't she care more about her? It must have been some roommate who stole her charger, her charger is special and hard to borrow, poor Zhaozhao.

"Teacher, I may be mistaken." Yuexia left the office, she didn't want to tell her teacher that Zhao Zhao didn't live in the dormitory for three nights. Zhao Zhao is not a local, no one knows where she lives, and if Yuexia says it, it will make the counselor suspicious of Zhao Zhao as well. Yuexia firmly believes that even if Zhao Zhao really did something inappropriate, her essence is pure and kind.

So, where will Zhao Zhao live?

Yuexia carefully recalled the scene when she met Zhaozhao. Seeing Zhao Zhao this morning, her hair looked a little oily, and she deliberately went back to the bedroom to take a shower, obviously she hadn't taken a shower for a few days. And she meant to take a bath. It means that it is impossible for her to stay in a hotel outside.

So where might she sleep? If I couldn't live in a dormitory or a hotel, where would I sleep?

"Ahh By the way, you can sleep in the lobby of the dormitory! Yuexia exclaimed

However, if Zhao Zhao slept downstairs in our dormitory, there would be classmates who knew him who would find out. Since no one knew about it, it meant that she was sleeping downstairs in another girls' dormitory.

Asked all the female dormitory buildings.

The aunt in the dormitory building on the east side looked at Zhaozhao's photo: "It's this girl, she has been sleeping downstairs for the past few days, and I was embarrassed to ask the reason, so I only gave her a blanket." Alas, they all have their own difficulties. ”

got the answer, Yuexia's heart was even more uncomfortable.

Back in the dormitory, when the others were not there, Yuexia shrunk in the quilt and cried: "Zhaozhao, those people, what did they do to make you so afraid?" Would you rather live in the hall than sleep in a bed? Your gossip must have been spread by them. Fly warm, that bastard! I'd rather trust them than you. ”

recalled that when he first arrived in the dormitory, Zhao Zhao was so lively and cute. Indeed, she is as simple as herself, she is straightforward in everything she does, she doesn't understand the sinister heart of people, she can't protect herself, and it's easy to fall into a trap.

At the end of the day, she was different from the people around her, and I was moving away from her, so she must be scared.

That day, when she saw Fei Nuan and Apple together again, she must have understood everything and was devastated.

On weekdays, when I'm not around, Witness and Apple must be very bad for her.

She took a shower before jumping off the building and must have wanted to leave cleanly.

Subconsciously, she wants to live well. People who want to live and are not used to being alone will have no way to support themselves once they feel completely isolated and have no room to fight back.

The real fear is not the fear of everything around us, but the feeling of despair and powerlessness to struggle when you want a bright future and see the darkness in front of you.

Yuexia woke up again, tears in the corners of her eyes. She found herself lying in the princess's room, covered with a warm eiderdown quilt.

When I walked out of the room, I saw a warm stove, and in front of me were Curry and the old woman, who ...... I'm playing a two-player game, and I'm afraid of hiding in a corner and drawing circles.

"Teacher Yue, you're awake. You've slept for three days. Curry said, but he didn't put down the game console in his hand.

"What? Did I really sleep for three days? ”

"Moon Summer...... You...... Do you understand what fear is? "Fear of God is still turned away from them.

"It turns out that there is fear everywhere in life, as long as it is different from everyone else or your desires are threatened, you will be afraid. The strong will be afraid, and the weak will be afraid. Good people are afraid, and bad people are afraid. The degree of fear can be deep or shallow, and it is also related to one's own personality. However, as soon as someone finds that they are unable to change the status quo and that there is no way back, they completely lose the motivation to live their lives. This person may seek death, and he may live his life in a mess. Fear is not the fear of one thing, but the desire to have hope, but the gap between hope and hope. It's like in a herd, a bison is seriously injured by a lion bite and becomes a burden to the herd, at first the other bulls will save it, but once the lion's attack is too strong, the other bulls will use their horns to push the injured cow to the lion in order to protect themselves, and give up on it completely. At this time, the injured cow is the most feared. ”

"Anything else?"

Also, we can't arbitrarily trust the evaluations of others, but look at a person from both objective and subjective perspectives. Don't hurt the people around you because of gossip. Because, many people clearly see through, but for their own benefit, they believe things that should not be believed. For example, many people know that Zhao Zhao is a good student, but they isolate her together and even humiliate her with words, just so that they don't get bullied. There are even some people who can't understand anything, not only can they only see the interests with their eyes, but also the balance in their hearts is tilted with the interests. For example, some people see that others say that Zhaozhao is not good, and they also say it together. In fact, their interests are maximized in isolating Zhaozhao, so they regard isolating Zhaozhao as a moral thing, which is something that those people are not aware of, and it is a terrible thing. ”

The god of fear nodded, "Very ...... Very good, Yuexia, you ...... You really get the idea. ”

"Fear, why did you open your eyes again?" Yuexia tilted her little head and leaned forward to look at her frightened eyes.

"Oops, nasty, don't get so close to me! I have Eyes Closure Syndrome. ”

“……”

"Okay, next, it's sad. I...... I'm going back, and I'm going to come out for a sad god, people...... People also want to play games, too. ”

"O gods, can you give me a few days of respite? I'm really tired these days, as if I've lived for a century. Yuexia collapsed to the ground.

"Okay, that'll put you at ease." The old woman said while playing a game, "Do you want to know what happened to your cousin and Apple?" ”

"Yes!" Yuexia suddenly came to her senses, "Let me see what happened to them now!" ”

"Well, I won't let you down!" With a wave of his long sleeves, a big screen appeared in front of him, unfolding the story of Fei Nuan and Apple Apple.