Chapter 189: You Can't Live Up to Him

This paragraph came out of Tan Yiyang's mouth, although his voice was only a little trembling, but the sentence "That will kill me" made me listen to it too heartbreaking.

In my memory, Tan Yiyang was a person who couldn't talk about love, and even when they got back together later, his expression was just staring at me with affectionate eyes.

But when he said, "That's going to kill me," I burst into tears.

I think this is what he has said so far that makes me sound and moved.

Two years.

I can't imagine what it must be like for a man to look at a lifeless woman in bed for two years.

But I knew that if it were me, I would definitely not be able to bear the pain.

I wanted to reach out and touch this man's face, but I couldn't lift it up at all, so I said weakly: "Husband, let me touch your face." ”

Tan Yiyang understood me, he immediately squeezed my hand and put it on his cheek, and the feeling of warmth suddenly hit him.

He stared at me quietly, his eyes full of obscurity, and said that men don't flick when they have tears, but in the short time I woke up, this was the second time he had shed tears.

This time, Tan Yiyang seemed to be unable to suppress the tears at all, holding my hand tightly on one side, but not always caressing my face on the other side, I could even feel the tremor from him.

After looking at each other for a long time, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and He Anning brought a number of people in white coats to examine me from head to toe.

I was very cooperative throughout the whole process, and during this process, Tan Yiyang kept looking at me, and his eyes never left for a moment.

In order not to worry him, every once in a while I would squeeze out a shallow smile to him just to not let him worry.

During the examination, He Anning was particularly careful to put his ear to me and said: "In the past two years, your body function has recovered very well, but you haven't moved for a long time, and the muscle stiffness will have a period of recovery time, don't worry, don't be afraid, you were the most serious at the beginning, and it took three emergency surgeries to rescue you, we once thought that you were going to lie in bed like this for the rest of your life, thank God you woke up, you didn't know that Lao Tan was about to torture himself crazy in the past two years." ”

I can imagine his madness, his panic in the last moment, lingering in my mind.

"I know you feel sorry for Lao Tan, but your body has just begun to recover, in short, when you wake up, Lao Tan won't blame himself too much, he just fell into an obsession all day long, thinking that if you hadn't let you run over to him alone, you wouldn't have had an accident."

He Anning whispered while helping me to do the examination, she in my memory has always been a good hand at careful observation, so I am distressed and worried about how she can not see it, naturally she can see it clearly.

So I nodded, giving her a response.

Maybe I just woke up, or maybe it was the after-effects of the accident two years ago, I was weak and weak at the moment, and after this big check-up, I was really exhausted, and I was a little drowsy before I finished the check-up.

I don't know how long the tiredness made me sleep.

I still remember when I just woke up, I saw that my arm was so thin that I almost couldn't recognize myself, and I heard that I had relied on nutrient solution and esophagus to maintain my vital signs in the past two years, and I really felt that I was lucky enough to come back from a circle of ghosts.

Although there was no danger, this time the lethargy suddenly made me feel scared and frightened, just when I fell asleep before, I was suddenly awakened by a nightmare, when I opened my eyes, I was covered in sweat, and even the pillow was soaked with sweat.

Seeing the curtains rustling in the wind, and the night lights on in the ward, but empty, made me even more frightened.

Although it was a little difficult for my body to move, I still tried my best to support myself to sit up, and at this moment Tan Yiyang suddenly pushed the door in, and at that moment he looked even more panicked than me.

I explained to him that he was having a nightmare, but he insisted on calling the doctor to come and see me.

To be honest, maybe he made a fuss like this, but I understand that he is too worried about me to be so nervous, and I understand his intentions, so naturally I will not stop him.

It's just that the doctor may be the one who suffers, as long as I feel a little uncomfortable later, Tan Yiyang will call them solemnly, until He Anning told him bitterly that I was really fine, and he was relieved to let the doctor leave.

Since I woke up, I was actually very curious about the reason for my accident, and no one would take the initiative to tell me, He Anning didn't say it, Mao Ranran didn't say it, Gao Han Luhang didn't say it, and even Tan Yiyang kept silent about it.

I once asked tentatively, but that time Tan Yiyang's expression was really not good, his face was pale and even his expression was too cold, I guessed that it might be too cruel to insist that he recall the moment when I had an accident, so I endured it.

But the more people around me deliberately didn't want to mention it, the more curious I became.

For me in particular, my curiosity has only increased compared to before I fell into a coma.

If I insisted on saying that it was an accident, I would definitely not believe it, so why did such a large piece of glass hit me impartially?

But I couldn't think of who I had offended, but at this time there was a name lingering in my heart for a long time.

After I woke up, Tan Yiyang gave me a new mobile phone, and I directly used it to search for various news from the Internet, but almost all the news about me only stayed at the news that Tan Yiyang and I obtained certificates from the Civil Affairs Bureau.

And for the two years I was in a coma, there was no information to check.

A few days passed slowly, and through daily muscle rehabilitation, my body was much better than before, but I still always felt groggy and drowsy.

One day, Tan Yiyang was not by my side, but was coerced and lured by me to go to work.

Now that I know that he already has a job, after all, he has to support his family, especially with an oil bottle like me, so I can't waste my job no matter what.

It was also after I woke up that I realized that his current position was still... Mr. Tan works in the center of the times.

It turned out that the times became a technology company in order to transform, and to put it bluntly, it was engaged in Internet technology intelligence.

It is said that the real estate in Shanghai has entered a new round of saturation stage, in order to make breakthroughs in other aspects, the times to engage in scientific and technological intelligent research and development.

In addition to the reason why they had a good personal relationship before, there is another reason that Yuming has transformed into scientific and technological intelligence research and development a long time ago, and has achieved small results, and has been targeted by many customers and wants to cooperate with him.

However, since Yuming was given to Evergreen, the development of technology companies has stagnated, after all, Evergreen is good at the real estate industry, not the technology industry.

Therefore, it is a matter of course to invite Tan Yiyang in order to compete in the era, so he became the president of this new technology company.

After I knew that, I couldn't let him only stay with me every day and waste his work, so in the protest that I had to pretend to fast, he dressed up and went to work.

Not long after he went to work, I felt a sense of sleepiness again, and I felt like a nurse was coming to give me an infusion, and I opened my eyes almost immediately.

I always feel that others can't speak, and there is always someone who can reveal something to me.

So I looked at the nurse, and just after saying a few words, she probably guessed what I was going to ask, changed the bottle for me, and immediately rushed out of the door.

It's been like this several times, and I'm a little discouraged, but fortunately, the little nurse who pulled out the fluid for me was relatively cheerful, and after helping me deal with the needle in my hand, she said straightforwardly: "Mrs. Tan, I have seen a movie you played before, I like you very much, I still think it is a pity when you were hospitalized, but I have experienced the bloody scene when you were sent in, it is simply thrilling, anyway, rumors are everywhere, there are all kinds of things, but I am glad that you woke up, although I have slept for two years, I didn't expect you to recover so well now. ”

When she said this, the little nurse looked sorry.

"What was I like when I was delivered?" I just asked unintentionally, but I didn't expect this little nurse to be super talkative, like a self-acquaintance, chatting with me sentence by sentence.

She was different from other nurses, and she almost told me what she knew in one breath.

"You, the flesh and blood were blurry when I sent it, to be honest, I was a nurse for at least three years two years ago, I was in the emergency department at that time, and when you were lifted off the ambulance, I was trembling with fear, I had never seen such a bloody scene, even Mr. Tan, who was almost crazy next to you, was covered in blood, let alone you."

The nurse shook her shoulders as she spoke, as if she had palpitations, and couldn't help patting her chest, and then pushed a small cart to do an electrocardiogram for me.

"The hospital is acting in order to save you, but the whole hospital is moving, Dean He has given a death order, and if you can't save it, all the directors will resign and go home. You were covered in glass shards, and we cleaned you up little by little with tweezers, and your head was naturally the hardest hit, and you still had deep scars on your forehead and ears. I haven't gone down for two years, and I guess it's going to be hard in the future, but your husband won't dislike you, he seems to have a deep affection for you, and he has been eating and living in the hospital for two years. Although you have had a lot of scandals in the past and know a lot of men, you can't let him down, oh? ”

After hearing this, I looked at the nurse in a daze, I didn't expect her to be so straightforward, but no matter how I heard it, it was a little ironic, so sarcastic that she could use my previous scandal to ridicule me.