Zixi couldn't bear it, but she still nodded.

Chu Chen smiled again, pale and lonely: "Then why did you give birth to me in one fell swoop and let me live for eighteen more years?" ”

"What she wants is the power of your father."

Zixi's tone was calm: "But you should know that military power is not so easy to obtain. ”

They have been a close couple for 18 years, they love each other and are the most trustworthy people in the world.

In the eyes of outsiders, the Qingjun Wang couple only had one son, Chu Chen—they did have only one son.

This is a real family of three.

Although the military power cannot be inherited, the title of the county king's mansion can be inherited, and it is ...... A lot of things are not as simple as they seem.

If something happens to the King of Qingjun and Chu Chen is also in danger, it is impossible for outsiders to suspect the princess of the county.

Even if according to the rules of the imperial court, the military power should be taken back by the emperor, but since the princess of the county has made this plan, she must have a way to make the military power under her control.

In the silence, Chu Chen also figured out this layer in his heart.

To make a play is to do enough.

Since the mother is married to the father, she must have a child for him, and if there is nothing to do, the emperor and the queen mother will have a logical excuse for the father to take a concubine.

Once the concubine gives birth to a child, and the child has enough ability, then in the end, the title and military power will belong to the child, and this is something that the princess will never allow.

Therefore, the child must be born, by herself, but she must also die.

In her plans, there was never such a child.

But you can't die too early, King Qingjun is still young, and he can have another child.

They can't die too late, otherwise it is very easy for things to happen - if the eighteen-year relationship between mother and son turns out, it will inevitably affect their plans.

Therefore, at the moment before the county princess's memory woke up, Chu Chen was poisoned and died, and this timing was just right, and the county princess would have no room for regret - naturally, this was also her own calculation in advance.

It's she herself who doesn't leave room for herself to regret.

So, that's what it means to be an outcast.

From before she was born, the princess of the county regarded this child who would appear in the future as an outcast.

All her love for her son, just like her deep love for King Qingjun, is because of the illusion produced after the memory is blocked.

…… Actually, that's not true.

may be said to be sincere, at least in the past eighteen years, her love for her son and deep affection for her husband have come from the bottom of her heart.

It's just that once the memory is awakened, all love will cease to exist like a dream, and only ambition and calculation will be left - even love and family affection are perfectly calculated.

Chu Chen slowly leaned on the couch, his eyes were stunned.

"Eighteen years of blocking memories ......" The corners of her mouth curled, and she couldn't help but laugh sarcastically, "Eighteen years of long and precious years have been wasted, and she is really willing to do so." ”

Lost eighteen years of life, just for the military power in the hands of his father?

No, much more than military power.

"Yu Wanxi......" Chu Chen closed his eyes, waved away the chaotic thoughts in his head, and tried to sober himself up, "What is the purpose of Yu Wanxi's entry into the palace?" ”

"Xiling Jiangshan." Zixi said calmly, "But the result is a little different from their plan. After three years in the palace, Yu Wanxi failed to successfully conceive the emperor's prince heir, which was completely beyond their expectations. ”