I really never thought about these problems before, but now I think about it, and some things are much more complicated than I imagined.

I have always felt that I am very confident, but after these things, I realized that I really didn't know where my confidence came from, and now that I think about it, I feel that such confidence is really sad and ridiculous.

It's just the confidence you give yourself, but it's not, it's just that you feel good about yourself.

Ye Jinghao thought back to the past, the bits and pieces she had done, and she really felt that she was very sorry for her, she had always given so much to herself, but what did she do for her, even people like her couldn't understand it.

Speaking of which, this is all their own problem, it is all their own fault, if they pay more attention to it, maybe these things will not happen and exist.

"I finally have a further development in my heart, and if she knows that you have such a feeling at this moment, she will definitely be very happy." He Yuhe and Ren Xiaoou have talked about these topics, and probably know that she wants to know her thoughts, what she wants is not what kind of gift the other party will give her, but I just hope that the other party can think of herself when she has time, know that she has paid for him, and occasionally be able to discover her existence, and it is not important to treat her as transparent air at all.

It's not important to say that it's air, but people can't live without air at all, but her boyfriend doesn't realize this problem at all, so she has been struggling with this.

The other party is the person he loves, but the other party doesn't know anything about himself, and he doesn't put himself in his heart, no matter who thinks of this, he should be very sad in his heart, if he is himself, he will feel very disappointed, after all, he has paid so much for the other party, but what did he get? What is the result? Nothing seems to be gained.

Obviously, he has paid so much for the other party, and even said that it is more important than his own life, but the other party doesn't care about his own contribution at all, doesn't take his own contribution in his eyes at all, and even takes it for granted.

For the sake of love, sometimes I may not feel anything when I give it, but many times I feel very sad, and even when I am lonely, I will think, what is he paying for like this, is he worth doing it himself? Because no matter what he does, he can't see his own efforts, so is it necessary for him to continue to do this in the future?

Later, my heart will be a little shaken, after all, the feeling that people give themselves is too unreal, and they can't grasp the other party's heart, I don't know how the other party thinks of themselves, and they feel that they are important or not, is it the kind of dispensable?

If that's the case, then what's the point of everything you've done? In this case, it is better for me to stop loving him and withdraw my feelings, knowing that such feelings will not bear fruit, so why should I continue to cling to it, this is not good for me at all.

At the beginning, you may still be persistent, but after a long time, there is really no reason to continue to persevere, and sooner or later you will give up.

Ren Xiaoou has always thought like this, feeling that he has paid so much for the other party, but the other party has not taken himself to heart at all.

I just talked to her once, and I guessed Ren Xiaoou's thoughts very thoroughly, maybe I also have such a mentality, I have paid so much for the other party, but the other party doesn't know everything he has paid for her, and even says that he doesn't feel it at all, sometimes he will have such thoughts, and will ask himself if it's worth it.

But one thing I know very well is that the relationship between myself and them is different, after all, I owed her before, so no matter how much I pay at this time, I may not be able to make up for the damage I did to her at the beginning.

It is precisely because of my own losses that I feel that no matter what I do, I should do it, and I will never complain that I have paid so much and have no return at all. And everything he does, just to make up for the wrong things he has done in the past.

The head teacher just loves each other and gives everything for each other, but he does everything for a purpose, just to make up for it, although he is really willing to do this, but what he has done before has always been a stalk in his heart and her heart.

If she knew what she had done before, would she feel that what she had done was just to make up for the previous rules, not because she really loved her, in fact, she was also worried that she would misunderstand herself.

Because of this, it is actually very easy in my heart, because I really love her, but I also want to make up for my previous mistakes, so I will give as much as I can. That's what she thinks in her heart, but she doesn't know how she understands it in her heart, and whether she will misunderstand what she means.

When He Yuhe thought of herself, she also felt very depressed in her heart, after all, one day these things will be known sooner or later, but she knows how she will think of herself in the future, and whether it will conflict with the things in front of her.

Ren Xiaoou doesn't feel uncomplaining or regretful no matter how much she pays for the person she loves, even if she pays everything for him, there is a little difference between herself and her.

Her love may be a little simpler, and her love is mixed with some guilt about the past. can only say that her love is not so simple, what will she think in the future?

"I can only say that I really don't know much about emotional things, you love her very much, but sometimes I don't know what to do, many times I do this invisibly, or hurt her, in fact, I don't want to do this, even if I don't want to do it inexplicably." Ye Jinghao also felt that his heart was contradictory at this moment, because he never wanted to do this, nor did he want to hurt her, but in the end, inexplicably, his own actions still hurt her, and he also reflected on this point, but he didn't think of a reasonable solution until now.

Obviously, she never thought about it, but the more she did this, the more she would invisibly hurt her.

"I talked to her before, in fact, her requirements are really not high, I just hope you can put her in your heart and pay more attention to her, she doesn't want you to give her any kind of gifts, these are not rare for her at all, all she wants is for you to be able to put him in your heart, to be able to clearly know that she is your girlfriend, and don't forget that I have her." He Yuhe thought for a while, if after all, he didn't know what the other party really thought, then tell him directly, after all, he had talked to him before, and he also knew what he was thinking.

In fact, the two of them are still quite a good match, maybe they want to fulfill them, I don't want them to continue to miss it, since there are some questions that I don't understand, then I can still kindly help them answer, and I will try to help if I can help myself.

How to say, Ren Xiaoou usually takes special care of his girlfriend, maybe he did this just to thank her, although she didn't let herself do this, but if she felt that she could help her, she was still willing to do it.

In other words, I am not the kind of person who is not grateful, in fact, I also know gratitude, but my own expression is different from other people.

Anyway, I said before that if I had the opportunity, I would definitely repay her. It's a great opportunity to help. Then I will try my best, as for the result, I don't know, it depends on the creation between the two of them. If the two of them really have fate, then they will be together. I have done this, but in the end there is still no result, so it can only be said that there is no fate between the two of them.

That's all I can do, and the rest can only look at the creation between the two of them, the fate between the two of them, and even see if the two of them cherish this relationship.

Anyway, I am quite optimistic about them, and what the result will be, it depends on how the two of them act.

In other words, it is really difficult to find a person who truly loves each other in a person's life, and since they have all been found, then don't miss it, because it is really impossible to find it again after missing it, and it is not so easy to find another one.

When I met it, I really didn't want to miss it, how I came over in the previous years, it seemed that I was ignorant, but I just remembered that there was a person in my heart, I wanted to find her and wanted to make it clear to her, and now I finally let myself find her, so I naturally won't miss it again.

God is still very good to himself, and after letting himself miss her for five years, he still let himself meet her again, so he will cherish this relationship more at this time than he did five years ago.

In other words, no matter what happens, this time I will not let go of her hand again. If I let go of her hand again this time, then it will really be impossible between myself and her in the future.

And it is impossible for him to suffer such a blow, so no matter what, he will not let her leave his side again, and he will not let the previous things repeat the mistakes of the past, these things have made him miserable for so long before, so how can he continue to do such stupid things in the future? It was a good lesson, so I knew what to do and how to cherish her. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.