Chapter 5, Sad Autumn
There was nothing to say for a while, and the two quietly tasted wine.
Pei Zhihan held the wine glass, glanced at the direction where Su Zhixi had left, and carefully pondered why he was unusually good at her today.
It is said that it is rare for her not to take the initiative to pester herself today, and he should be thankful.
Didn't he avoid her in the past?
Su Zhixi is notorious, and he is all kinds of stalkers, classmates in the academy, sons of the same age, and people who don't know each other are used to making jokes about her admiration for him.
At first, he was embarrassed, and he hinted to Su Zhixi a few times in private. She is very stubborn, and the gossip outside not only did not make her restrained, but became more unscrupulous.
A month ago, he was even more shameless and pulled him to say, "Anyway, everyone outside knows my thoughts, so it's better for me to ask my father and make a marriage for us as soon as possible." Brother Zihan's handsomeness also saves me from having long dreams at night. ”
Such unbearable words, she said it so justifiably.
Since then, he has treated her like a beast of prey, and has stayed away.
Seeing her arguing with people today, I thought I was going to see her embarrassed again, but I didn't want to, the elegance of her posture and the incisiveness of her insight were impressive.
Zhou Qi, who was also a classmate, listened to her remarks, and pushed him in amazement, and asked incredulously, "This second miss of the Su family, but the second miss of the Su family who became crazy for you?" I really underestimated her before. ”
Probably so, she liked him, and he subconsciously had the idea that it wasn't a bad thing.
So when Lin Xuanheng proposed to get to know Su Zhixi, he didn't resist, and brought him over half-pushed.
thought that Su Zhixi would be ecstatic when she saw him, but what Pei Zhihan didn't expect was her deliberately cold and detached attitude towards him.
He drank the wine in the glass thoughtfully, and thought to himself: Is it really that he was too ruthless to her in the past, which made her sad?
Pei Zhihan here is self-reflecting, and Yu Yinyue over there is jumping up and down like crazy.
"Sister Su, did you see it, I said that you fell, and Pei Gongzi is so attentive. To be honest, I've been inquiring about him for so long, but I've never heard of him asking Han Fei to send something to a girl. You're the first one. ”
Su Zhixi looked at Yu Yinyue's heartless smile, listening to her unscrupulous words, she was also emotional.
In getting along with people, the ideal state should be, you are good, and I am not bad.
If you blindly pursue and compromise, you will get sympathy, not respect.
This point was seen in Pei Zhihan in her previous life, and she also saw it in Li Cheng.
Lowly people are always pitiful and pathetic.
Su Zhixi led Yu Yinyue to walk slowly, under the shade of the trees in midsummer, the cool breeze was the most sobering. After just a moment's effort, Su Zhixi felt that his mind was much clearer.
She stopped at a pavilion, her eyes looked aimlessly into the distance, and said in a soft and calm voice, "Sister Yu, I just fell from a high place, and suddenly figured out something. ”
"In this life, we should live for ourselves. Not for the family, not for the honor, not for others, should live seriously for themselves, so as not to come in vain. ”
Su Zhixi didn't know how much Yu Yinyue could listen to her words.
After all, if someone suddenly pointed out her life in her previous life, she might not be able to understand the true meaning.
But Yu Yinyue is a simple person and has no city government, she knows that her ability is limited, and she can't protect her. I had to take this opportunity to tell her what I had learned from living for a lifetime.
It is not in vain that the two met, and Sister Yu treats her sincerely.
She tilted her head sideways and smiled softly, trying to lighten the mood.
"During that time in a coma, I thought I was going to die, and I was annoyed that in the past thirteen years, I had spent too much time and energy on unworthy people and unworthy things."
"I haven't seen the scenery in the garden as well as I did today, nor have I felt the sunshine in the scorching sun, I haven't said a few intimate words to you, and I haven't had a good meal with my aunt and brother."
Su Zhixi stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on her cheeks, choked up and said, "So, I was quite afraid of death at that moment." ”
Yu Yinyue stayed in place.
She never thought that Sister Su, who had a cold brother, would suddenly say such things to her.
She opened her mouth and thought about it for a long time before she said, "Sister, aren't you good, don't say anything about death, it's unlucky." ”
Su Zhixi smiled at what she said, and after a few long breaths, she said, "Yes, now I live a good life, don't say these bad words." ”
No matter how deep it is, she doesn't have to say it again. Yu Yinyue's heart is as fine as dust, and she must be able to understand the deep meaning of her words.
If not, Su Zhixi thought, it would probably be her life.
The two of them chatted back and forth, and a maid in plain linen clothes hurried to them, panting and saying respectfully, "The two young ladies are here, and the slave maid is easy to find." ”
Yu Yinyue touched her stomach, blinked and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"All the sons and ladies are in the Orchid Pavilion, so there are only two of them."
The maid didn't say the reason directly, but Su Zhixi and Yu Yinyue both guessed what the reason was.
Su Zhixi saw Yu Yinyue's gradually pale face, and sent the maid away softly, "Got it, you go first, we'll come right away." ”
The maidservant hesitated for a moment, and then said, "My young lady is afraid that the two of you don't know the way to the Orchid Pavilion, so she specially asked me to come over and bring the two young ladies over." Miss Su, don't be embarrassed, slave, let's go with me. ”
I heard it, because I was afraid that they would run away secretly.
Su Zhixi sneered, her eyes swept lightly over her, and she said unhurriedly, "There is only one way to go to the Orchid Pavilion here, we are not idiots, and we can't even walk the road, so I want you to lead it." ”
When the maid heard this, she trembled, and stammered, "The slave and maid don't dare, the slave and maid are just ordered." ”
"On orders? Then you can also make it clear whose order you dared to come and humiliate your master like this, and if you can't say it, I will have you sold your slave. ”
"It's true that Miss misunderstood." The maidservant saluted and said, "The master was afraid that the young lady would not know the way, so he ordered me to come over, and since the young lady knew it, I went back to the main house, and the young lady will arrive later." ”
After saying that, he turned around and left quickly.
Dogs are powerful, and even 'dogs' dare to do this to them, let alone people.
Su Zhixi remembered that Yu Yinyue was not having a good time in her previous life.
She has a cowardly personality and many children in her family, and she has neither outstanding looks nor exquisite talents, and she is not very popular at home.
Probably so, he was able to endure the differences and become friends with Su Zhixi.