Chapter 232: I Just Want to Be Myself

Fu Hengyuan couldn't wait for Mu Chuchu to come back when he entered the house, but he didn't expect to wait for the property to come over and let him move the car.

When Fu Hengyuan followed the property to Mu Chuchu's car, he was really drunk when he saw Mu Chuchu's parking location.

"I'm sorry Fu Shao, we really can't park on the ground in this community, please drive the car to the parking space in the underground garage, or I'll help you drive over, okay here, I'll send you the car keys?" The property manager still knows Fu Hengyuan's identity, in fact, all the rich people live in this community, but their identities and identities are not the same.

Fu Hengyuan rubbed the corners of his forehead, he was really too lazy to move the car anymore, so he handed the car key to the property manager, the car key was spare, he was not in a hurry, so he said: "You don't need to send me a key on a special trip, whether you see me or Miss Mu when you go back, just give them to them." ”

"Okay." The property manager drove over.

Fu Hengyuan thought for a while, no, this Mu Chuchu threw the car here, why did he go?

Is Gu Shen Ye at home?

Thinking about it, Fu Hengyuan went directly into the foyer, and when he turned a corner and was about to take the elevator upstairs, a sudden figure in the corner startled him!

"Gu Shenye!"

He smoked again.

Fu Hengyuan was startled, and then walked over, "Why are you standing here?" ”

Gu Shenye's fingertips were holding cigarettes, his eyelashes drooped slightly, and his face was gloomy, so that people couldn't see what kind of mood he was in now!

Fu Hengyuan felt that Gu Shenye was very wrong now, he took two steps forward and stood in front of Gu Shenye's eyes, "What's wrong with you?" What about Mu Qianqian? ”

Gu Shenye finally raised his eyes, and he asked Fu Hengyuan rhetorically, "Didn't you see Mu Chuchu's car when you came in just now?" ”

“…… Why do you think I'm here? The property asked me to come and move the car, you are ...... now. Could it be that Mu Chuchu abducted Mu Qianqian again? Fu Hengyuan thought, no, it's only been a few days since I've been back, and I'm running again?!

Besides, shouldn't Mu Qianqian start school soon!

How can you still run away with Mu Chuchu!

"I didn't run, I just went for a walk in the community." Gu Shenye's words were somewhat weak.

Fu Hengyuan breathed a sigh of relief, "Didn't they just go for a walk, and you too, as if Mu Qianqian was going to be gone." Gotta go up, take a walk, and I'll be back in a moment. ”

"Hmm." Gu Shenye extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand, and was semi-unconscious, so he followed Fu Hengyuan all the way upstairs and went home.

Fu Hengyuan always felt that something was wrong with Gu Shenye, "What's wrong with you?" What happened? ”

Gu Shenye couldn't say it, did he want him to tell Fu Hengyuan that it was because of the look she looked at Mu Qianqian when she took Mu Qianqian out of the car?

But Gu Shenye also knew in his heart that Mu Chuchu pulled Mu Qianqian over for a walk, and he had to say something!

As for what to say, Gu Shenye didn't know, and it was because he didn't know that he was uneasy.

After entering the door, Gu Shenye looked at the time on his watch, and twenty minutes had passed.

The uneasiness in his heart was gradually magnifying.

Fu Heng went to Gu Shenye's house as if he was entering his own house, so he went to the kitchen to pour water for himself to drink.

Aunt Li saw that Gu Shenye and Fu Hengyuan had come back together, so she naturally asked, "Gu Shao, where is Miss Mu?" ”

Before Gu Shenye could squeak, Fu Hengyuan answered, "The two Miss Mu have gone for a walk!" ”

"Oh!" Aunt Li answered, and also went to pour a glass of water for Gu Shenye.

Fu Hengyuan asked, "Aunt Li, do you have anything to eat?" Hot pot is not very good, when you eat it full, after a while, you will be hungry again! ”

Aunt Li smiled, "I'll go to the refrigerator to take a look, I made braised prawns in oil tonight, and I don't know if Gu Shao and they won't come back to eat, so it's good for you to eat hot." ”

"It's done!" Fu Hengyuan is really not polite at all.

Gu Shenye suddenly turned his head and looked at Fu Hengyuan, "Let's drink some braised prawns in oil." ”

"Huh?" Fu Heng heard it from abruptly, and almost didn't react, "Now? Drink? What to drink? ”

"White." Gu Shenye had already taken the wine.

Although Fu Hengyuan felt that this wine was suddenly a little inexplicable, he still sat down with Gu Shenye.

Seeing this, Aunt Li didn't say much, but when she was braising the prawns in hot oil, she made two simple side dishes and brought them up.

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Mu Qianqian listened to Mu Chuchu's words word by word, and finally couldn't hold back her tears and fell.

"I know, I shouldn't like Gu Shenye." Mu Qianqian slowly raised her head, tears overflowing in her eyes, revealing her eyes like a broken crystal.

Mu Chuchu didn't make a sound, waiting for Mu Qianqian to continue.

"He's been nice to me." Mu Qianqian lowered his head again.

Mu Chuchu touched her hair, "I know he's good to you, but do you think you're in a normal relationship between men and women?" ”

Mu Qianqian shook her head, it was precisely because she knew that it was not, so she felt so uncomfortable, so she didn't know what to do with herself.

More than once, Mu Qianqian thought that if there were not so many family factors between her and Gu Shenye, just like ordinary men and women met like ordinary men and women, what would the relationship between them look like? What would she do to him?

Mu Chuchu said to Mu Qianqian: "Qianqian, you can say anything to me." ”

"Sister......" Mu Qianqian covered her face with her hands, her voice was full of choked up, "Do you know, I really want to be good to Gu Shenye." I want to rely on him for everything, and I want to ask him and listen to what he has to say. I want to come back from school on the weekend and learn to cook a meal for him with Aunt Li, I want to take care of his usual clothes, I want him to take me out to play on the weekend, I want to be like a normal boyfriend and girlfriend, I get tired of being with him when I'm happy, and I want to quarrel with him when I'm unhappy, I want to kiss the corner of his lips when he's good to me, and I want to hug him when I'm sad and let him give me warmth, but these ...... I can't even do it! I can't give him everything I have, I can't do what I have to be good to him, even if I think about it again, I can't do all I think about wholeheartedly, I don't care about anything and put my own good on him, every time I am good to him, I feel that it is torture! ”

Mu Chuchu asked softly, "Why?" ”

"Because Mom and Dad ......" Mu Qianqian's voice was broken, "As long as I want to be good to Gu Shen at night, I feel sorry for my deceased mother, sorry for my father who is still lying in the hospital, I will feel uncomfortable, I will think how sad he would be if Dad was sober and knew that his woman was actually with the enemy, and his heart was all on such a man's body...... Sister, I don't even know what's wrong with me now, I feel like I'm going to split, I don't have my own opinions, I want to ask you everything, I let myself listen to you, you know? It seems that after listening to your words, I have no guilt, I am less and less like myself, in this matter of Gu Shenye, I don't know whether what I did is right or wrong, I am not myself at all, I hate me like this......"

Mu Chuchu hugged Mu Qianqian sadly, "Qianqian, don't ...... like this"

"Like you said, you want me to go abroad, but I can't bear it, I can't bear to take care of Shen Ye. You want me to go to graduate school, and I know I should, but ......"

Mu Qianqian thought of the agreement she had agreed with Gu Shenye before, she didn't know, where was her future path, did she really mean to study? Can it really be like Mu Chuchu said, she doesn't have to care about anything, as if everything around her hasn't changed, she just needs to stay in the ivory tower of the school and deceive herself and only study?!

Mu Chuchu listened to Mu Qianqian's tears, her heart seemed to be twisted, "Qianqian, I'm sorry, I won't ask you for anything in the future, you can do whatever you want, okay?" Even if Dad is sober, he won't blame you, it's really shallow! He loves you so much, how could he bear to see you so sad......"

"It's not an excuse...... Mu Qianqian understands in her heart that human emotions are the most complicated, you can enjoy a feeling very much, but behind the enjoyment, there is also endless guilt torture, unless you really don't care about anything, only care about your own feelings, there is indeed this kind of person, but not her, Mu Qianqian thinks she can't do it.

"Shallow ......" Mu Chuchu took a deep breath, "You should be your own." ”

Mu Qianqian nodded, "I know, but I can't do it either." ”

Mu Chuchu pursed his lips, thought about it calmly, and said: "Shallow, in life, there are always eight out of ten. Nine unsatisfactory things, then we can also not think about the eight. Nine, just think about one or two, will this be much better? ”

"Self-deception?" Mu Qianqian smiled bitterly.

"No way, life is too bitter, you always have to find a little sweetness for yourself." Mu Chuchu said: "Shallow, I hope you have a happy and simple life." ”

Mu smiled lightly, "Sister, I also hope, but I know that the two of us can't be happy or simple now, and we are living a very tangled life now." ”

Mu Chuchu was stunned.

Mu Qianqian looked at Mu Chuchu, "Because, you will also like Fu Hengyuan a little, although you didn't show it a little bit, it seems that you are completely heartless to Fu Hengyuan, but what about your own heart?" Sister, I understand. ”

Mu Chuchu lowered his head, "I just want to be myself." ”

Do what she should do well as the daughter of the Mu family!

Mu Qianqian said, "Then am I right to think the same way?" ”