I'm from the modern era.

Indeed, I was lucky enough.

But when I learned about my situation, I suddenly felt as if I was not very lucky, there was a bunch of messes waiting for me to deal with, and the most important thing was that I actually ...... provoked a person who couldn't get rid of him.

I don't know what the origin of this man is, it's clear that he has been chained and sealed, and he still has such great power. The devil sent God, and I made a request, and although he didn't want to, he agreed.

He wants to be my bodyguard.

I'm too weak, a casual cultivator can pinch me to death.

With him in charge, I can finally cultivate with confidence. As I thought, after slapping them in the face, I fell into a new round of slapping in the face. It was as if they were tireless, provoking me, and being taught a lesson after they provoked me.

Hua Yuyao never seemed to interfere with my decisions, which made me feel very comfortable. But there was one thing, he seemed to like to tease me.

When he saw that I was angry, he would stop with satisfaction and look at me with a smile. But I can clearly see that he is a very indifferent person, and this indifference seems to have been tempered by the environment.

I never asked him about it, but he would often come back with the smell of blood, and as the days went by, I knew that someone was eyeing him and trying to get rid of him.

I don't know when I had the idea of wanting to stand on the same angle with him, maybe when he saved me repeatedly but never tried to reciprocate, or when he was repeatedly injured and I couldn't do anything.

I finally got to know him and a little bit about his past. Those moments of sadness, with heart-rending pain and anger. I suddenly hated myself for being weak now, and even if I met those people now, I still couldn't help.

I began to practice desperately, and in the process, I unexpectedly made friends. I thought that I would save a lot of trouble by showing indifference, but I didn't expect that there would be more and more trouble.

Those people are looking at me like they're crazy, like they're looking at their enemies.

I don't feel like I've done anything wrong, even if it's torture.

I have never taken the initiative to hurt people, nor have I ever taken the initiative to kill people, if they hadn't forced each other, how could I have gone to trouble them?

But no one thinks about it, they think of me as a wicked person, they crusade against me, they abuse me.

Maybe if it weren't for my friends, I would have felt a little sad.

In my past and present lives, I have never had any feelings, but gradually, it seems that things have changed. The man who had been pestering me, the man who looked like a demon, was emotional.

I felt it, but I was confused.

Do I like him? I do not know.

But is it nasty? I don't seem to be nasty.

It's like he often holds hands, hugs, and kisses, and I don't resent it at all, and even once, I took the initiative.

I could feel his joy and I could feel my own heartbeat.

This should be like, right?

He once expressed his heart to me, saying that he would wait for me, and at that time I thought that he might not be able to wait, but I didn't expect the slap in the face to come so quickly.

I've never been a bit of a grinder, so I confessed to him directly. That's right, I like him, and I'm willing to practice with him in the coming days and try to catch up with him.

After being together, it doesn't seem to be any different, but it seems to be ...... There are also differences.

I used to think that I was unsociable and abnormal, so I didn't care about other people's opinions and feelings, but I had friends and people I liked, and I didn't realize that I was slowly changing.

I have more and more people around me, and these people are very good, they are willing to tolerate my shortcomings, they are willing to accept my misfit and indifference, and even willing to accept the successive troubles.

I once asked them, saying that if they didn't want to, they could actually leave at any time, and they didn't need to follow me from birth to death, and encounter all kinds of hunting and suffering. But they never seem to waver.

I saw the so-called sister who betrayed Hua Yuyao, and in the eyes of that girl, there were countless sorrows and pains, but also full of anger and resentment, and she wanted to kill me because she felt that I had taken her place.

I think it's a little ridiculous.

In our spare time, Xiao Yat-sup and I will stay together, either practicing, or chatting and eating, as long as the two of us stay together, we will be very comfortable.

I was emotional, and I didn't refuse him.

That night, the heat and the strange feelings were intertwined, and I knew that in this life, maybe I really sank.

Regret it?

Never.

I'm not good at expressing my feelings, but I think he already knows.

My belly grew bigger day by day, and until this little life was born, I had a sense of unreality and unreality. This is...... Our children are little beings who appear because of our existence.

My heart softened inexplicably.

I like him.

As the days passed, I finally found where my parents were.

Anyway, bloodline is really a wonderful thing. It is clear that I was an orphan in my previous life, without parents, and I know that I can live well alone. But when I knew that I had biological parents, and even if they weren't dead yet, my heart inexplicably began to beat wildly.

I want to find them, at all costs.

I would dream a lot about my parents, who were two gentle people.

Eventually, I found it, but my condition made me angry. I had murderous thoughts.

Their bodies were so ruined that they were almost in tatters, and if it weren't for Sakura, they might really not be able to return to the sky. I thought that our family could live happily together, but I didn't expect the treacherous emperor to threaten me with such a thing.

I still got hit.

At that moment, I even wanted to destroy the world!

I want everyone to be buried for my father!

Wailing was everywhere, corpses were strewn all over the ground, and rivers of blood flowed. It was one of my darkest memories. I was mad and wanted to kill everyone, and I was even paranoid that as long as they were all dead, my father and mother would definitely come back to life.

Eventually, I stopped.

He said there would definitely be a way.

I believed him, so I stopped.

I never showed that I missed my parents and blamed myself, but every time I tossed and turned, I was secretly sad.

I have a good group of friends. They never complained about me, and they never complained. Over the years, they have also grown rapidly and caught up with me.

I don't think I'm good at all, I don't care about people at all, I'm not considerate, and sometimes I even annoy people. But they never seemed to dislike it. Including Hua Yuyao, he seems to have endless patience with me.

In the dead of night, when I shivered and woke up from my dream, it was he who was by my side, gently hugging me, telling me not to be afraid, he was there.

I am very happy.

With their help, I was able to see my parents again and live in peace.

Looking back over the years, I've been through a lot.

I watched as Vivian fell into a coma trying to save me.

I've also experienced Bai Ling almost dying to protect me.

These experiences are deeply engraved in my heart.

It seems that everything is destined in the dark, and I have lived a lonely life in my last life, although I never want to admit it.

At the beginning of this life, I also had a hard time,

But fortunately, thanks to them, I can go on firmly.

Fate is a very wonderful thing, from the moment I met Hua Yuyao, I seemed to be destined to have a connection with him. This connection lasted a lifetime.

I once secretly made a wish, hoping that in the next life, we can see each other again, and when the time comes, I will be replaced to protect him.

I hope that I can become very strong in my next life, just like Hua Yuyao in this life. In the next life, let me protect them.

The lovely and kind An An, the lively dancing smoke, the free and easy rain that can be seen thoroughly, and the ...... All my friends.

And, Hakura and Sakura, who once risked their lives to protect me. Lemon shy.

I'm willing to trade all my luck for enough strength to protect them. I hope that in the next life, they will not have to suffer so much torture and pain, and they will not have to be bullied so much.

After all, I was the one who caused them.

So in the next life, let me protect them.

I've never told them, actually...... I really like them.

Every single one of them.

I am grateful for meeting them, for their tolerance, and for the strength they have brought me.

I used to secretly envy others, but now, I finally have my own friends and happiness.

God is still fair after all, and the pain of the past will always be doubly happy and sweet in the future.

I hope that we can always be so happy in the future, as they often said - holding the hand of the son and growing old together.

I want to grow old with him, to see our children happy, and to see our offspring happy.

I, who once firmly rejected them with indifference, can have such a day, which is really mysterious.

Going around and around, it's still you.

Thank you for your tolerance and pampering, so that I can continue to grow into my best appearance.

Thank you for your companionship and patience for so many years, and for letting me go alone.

It was the greatest blessing to meet you at my best age.

I'm glad I didn't waste this good luck, so now, with my gratitude and love, I give it to you without reservation.

I may be stupid, naïve, and stupid, but I have a genuine heart that no one else has.

I am willing to give you my sincerity in exchange for your life.

Everyone has the right to be happy, not only me, but also my friends and ...... You guys.