The Ye family wore very thick clothes so that they would not catch a cold easily. So much so that Shui Miao had the illusion of being in the Mohe, the weather was cold, the dripping water turned into ice, the thin mist wet the stone carvings on the square, and the ground was also wet. There are occasional frosts, but ice slag is very rare, and the cold wind that invades the bones hits from time to time. The temperature dropped, in December, Ye Jiajin wearing two down jackets, others didn't dare to look at Ye Jiajin, or didn't want to see it. Shui Miao said, "If you stay away from me, you will make me feel cold."

"I changed my clothes." This thing is usually the same as "I'm hungry, let's eat", Ye Jiajin read it in a vigorous tone with great momentum and feeling, as if the whole world should know. Shui Miao responded to him in a fast-throated tone. Trying to lift a breath gives people a very weak feeling, no emotion, no warmth to make a tone word: "Oh." Then he stopped struggling, which made Ye Jiajin think of "On the lonely and long way home, he had one foot deeper and one foot shallow, and the fights behind him and the people gathered in front of him to watch had nothing to do with him." "Didn't you eat breakfast? It's so weak. ”

"I really haven't eaten breakfast, I went to bed too late and got up too early," Shui Miao said with a deep anger at this time, "Here you go," Ye Jiajin took out the bread he had bought last night from under the table pocket, and Shui Miao directly tore open the seal and bit it.

I dreamed of Yu Ling last night. Shui Miao just finished eating bread and shook her head and said in surprise: "The things in the dream are all illusory, contrary to reality. Think about it day and dream night night. Ye Jiajin muttered in his heart, "Do you miss too much?" I began to miss her, and I had no memories of her, but she suddenly appeared in my dreams, caught off guard. In the Ye family's dreams, the warm back of Yu Ling's pink dress and white top strolling in the alleyway echoed, and he also looked forward to the day when he could walk in the alleyway, holding an umbrella, and walking in a pink dress, she was as sad and confused as a dream. He didn't tell Shui Miao about the situation in the dream, for the Ye family, this was his first dream about Yu Ling.

"What's the dream? This should be the domain of biologists and psychologists, and perhaps theology. After thinking for a while, Ye Jiajin couldn't help but feel happy about the answer he had come up with, and his worries suddenly subsided a lot.

"Shui Miao, I always say, maybe in the end, I still have a bamboo basket to draw water." It's just that they are a whole, and the memory that the whole gave Ye Jiajin, he didn't subconsciously think of those fragments that never appeared in his life, but suddenly remembered that the Yu Ling in the dream was not the product of his thoughts.

An idea came to Ye Jiajin's heart, "I want to go to prison and experience the cage of imprisoning freedom," the corners of Shui Miao's mouth raised a sly smile, Ye Jiajin looked cold, thinking that he had taken the wrong medicine, just as he was about to reach out and touch his forehead, Shui Miao said to him, "Aren't you in prison now?" Frightened, Ye Jiajin convulsed, and the water cup in his hand fell to the ground with a "snap".

Shui Miao was obviously not surprised by the Ye family's various bizarre behaviors.

Many times, a thought would pop up in Ye Jiajin's brain: I want to go to Shanghai, I want to wander, or more whimsical ideas. For example: I'm going to prison. Everyone, he thought, would think he was insane. Although these people around me use a pen to record the content of the teacher's daily board on the blackboard, they will also read some extracurricular books or do questions very seriously. Although the school keeps emphasizing: "The college entrance examination is not the only way out, but it is the best way out for you". But Ye Jiajin kept his back to them, and walked into the distance alone.

Ye Jiajin felt that he had become an outlier, and he said to Shui Miao sadly, "I must have been a bird in a cage in my last life, and I have been imprisoned since I was caught, and finally I died. So in my life, I have a great desire to be free. When it came to longing for freedom, Ye Jiajin's tone was as categorical as if he had sworn in front of his parents: "I really don't smoke."

"I wanted a travel bag, a pen, a notebook, and started my wandering journey. When you run out of money, you find a part-time job or a part-time job, and then go to the next place. Shui Miao comforted Ye Jiajin's impulsive thoughts, "Your mind jumps too much, and many people won't understand." ”

"But when you are longing for freedom, it is best to learn how to soar in the sky first," Shui Miao didn't want to blindly comfort, and after comforting, he didn't forget to remind him, he knew that his thoughts were different, and the more he stifled them, the more extreme he would be.

"I often wonder if it's right or wrong for me to come here. I still haven't found the answer, and I've always tried to convince myself with something, but the result is not obvious. It's like I'm drinking Sprite, and this bottle is running out, and I have to buy another one. Shui Miao saw the happiness on his face, and knew that he was no longer entangled in the interpretation of the dream, "Why don't you drink Coke?" Ye Jiajin told him that it was gone, so he could only change it. Life is the same, like Coke or Sprite? There is no single answer, and you can also choose coffee.

A few months ago, Ye Jiajin said to Shui Miao: "I don't have a state." Maybe it's better to use the condition. When Shui Miao took the textbook and moved over to share the table with Ye Jiajin, he knew that Ye Jiajin's mentality had changed dramatically. "Home is near, you have to adjust your mentality, you have to keep a very calm heart, when the mentality is unstable, you read more books, and your heart will be much calmer." Ye Jiajin felt that this method was not clever, but he thought that he could not let his heart be like a clear spring at the moment, not excited or sad. "You can imagine a liquid that is very dense, so thick that you can't imagine it, throw a stone, and it quickly disappears on the surface of the liquid, without waves, without ripples. One second it was a parabolic stone in the air, and the next moment it disappeared from sight, as if it had never happened? ”

Shui Miao replied to the assumption that Ye Jiajin had been brewing for a long time, "No," these two words shattered Ye Jiajin's various assumptions, and Ye Jiajin was stunned in place. Just like Ye Jiajin punched a whole set of punches in front of Shui Miao, Shui Miao punched Ye Jiajin in the head, and the topic was ended by Shui Miao.

"What do you think about the future?" Shui Miao smiled awkwardly and threw out a topic, Ye Jiajin's mood was better because of Shui Miao's "can't" at this time.

The future can be envisioned, but the outcome is uncontrollable, just like I can go far away if I don't want to. The Ye family thought for a moment and said, "The future is far away, and I am afraid that I will die before I touch it." There used to be people waiting for me, but now I'm just one person. Shui Miao didn't say anything, he told Ye Jiajin: "It's okay to be alone, so loneliness is your own, sadness and happiness are also your own," Shui Miao patted Ye Jiajin's shoulder, and prepared to go to class.

In the past, Ye Jiajin often walked alone, accustomed to being alone in the moonlight, staring at the outline of the entire city after coming out of the bathroom alone, depressed mood, gloomy sky, dust everywhere, the visibility of the whole city was very low, and he couldn't see the iconic words on the tallest building, he was already familiar with loneliness, like a friend who had not been separated for a long time.

At the end of the physics class in the morning, a sharp and sudden sound broke the calm of the classroom, and also choked the hand of the physics teacher who was writing on the blackboard, he turned around and walked down quickly, the white chalk in his hand had not been put down, Shui Miao's mobile phone suddenly rang.