When An Yi led the troops out of the capital, I could only sit silently in the palace, looking at the quiet courtyard, and silently praying in my heart.

Hopefully, Ammon will be able to save her life and live for the rest of her life.

Yu Xin followed to see him off, today I am still alone in the inner courtyard of this deep palace, Mama Yang went back to King An's Mansion to take care of the two little dolls, Han Yunduo and Han Feifei have more things, and the things that Mama Yang took care of before are now shared by the two of them.

Every morning, when they are the busiest, everything needs to be checked, and when they can't spare to accompany me, I don't let people follow, leaving two little maids who are watching me from afar, and the rest are all sent to do things.

They weren't there, they were still near me all the way, he was my bodyguard, always standing where I could see.

We haven't spoken for a long time, and those complicated lusts have gradually fallen silent, and now when I look at him again, I don't have the same heart as before, and I only have peace of mind.

Maybe from the beginning, we were purposefully approached and utilized, right?

I thought about Mina's words before she died, but I didn't believe them all, and I didn't deny them all.

It is groundless, and now that I think about it carefully, there are indeed many strange places and doubts.

Along the way, it took on the form of a human, eavesdropping on the elders' speeches, meeting the soldiers in armor for the first time, his killings and words, and the seashells he gave me before he got married.

When the killing began, I saw Ah Da very Ah Niang struggling, he fled with me, I refused in decadence, there was no hope of survival, he turned around and brought back the head.

Those various pasts, the emotion at that time, the ignorance at the time, now I really think about it, if there is really any conspiracy in this, and I have played a certain role with the elders all the way, then the collapse of my whole person will be no less than that night.

Why, all the way to the capital of Xianlin, we didn't encounter any danger along the way, why can the elders protect me like this, stay in the suburbs, and ask my husband to teach me etiquette and knowledge, not to mention, and even have dealings with dignitaries?

In the past, I believed whatever the elders said, and they said that it was because the Immortal Lin Wang clan had a common hatred, so they kept imitating and learning from human beings, and entered the circle of the upper nobles.

They said that there was a purpose for me to learn this, to take revenge, and to destroy the Wang clan of Xianlin.

It's been a year since I entered the palace, and I've never had any action to get involved in, and I don't have any information that I need to know.

I live here every day, living the life of the county lord and the princess with peace of mind, as if it weren't for the existence of the road, I would almost forget the previous years, whenever I couldn't persevere, what gave me motivation?

What am I here for?

Revenge, how to get revenge? Find someone to report!

How to save the people? I don't even know where they are.

From the house in the suburbs, to the mansion of King An, and now to the deep palace annex, I am like a canary, changing one exquisite birdcage after another, but I have never returned to the blue sky.

If it weren't for Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, the two of them, who occasionally mentioned the rumors they heard to me, I'm afraid that I would have become a fool who doesn't know anything and doesn't know anything, right?

What am I for? Come here, is it to be a princess, to live with a group of turtles, two foxes, and two cats?

It's not a three-year-old child, it's the same as playing at home.

Also, last time along the way, remind me to pay attention to Miao Qing and Han Yunduo, Han Feifei, and even the Niu Niu who doesn't like to appear in front of me very much.

It said that the Tiger Demon Clan, the Fox Demon Clan, and the Cat Demon Clan are all not credible, and he wants me to be careful, and I want to pay attention to it, and I must inform him if they have any abnormal movements and strange things they say.

Every two days, they really come to me all the way, if not for anything else, but to ask me what I said with them, and if I found anything.

He is by my side, all the time, even if Han Yunduo and Han Feifei are demons, at such a close distance, he can hear it, what did I tell them, why do I have to ask?

Doubts are doubts, every time I tell him, after doing this for a long time, I will pay special attention to what they say, their expressions in every word, and the small actions when doing things, are all clear.

It's a pity that no matter how clearly I see it, I still don't see anything, and there is nothing abnormal about each of them!

If you really want to care, then you can only say Miao Qing, I don't know why, since he put on human skin, I always feel that he has changed, as if he has become another person, and he has completely lost his original temperament.

But this kind of change, I like and rely on, it seems that because of him, my feelings for the whole way are gradually disappearing, but for him is increasing day by day.

Sometimes, when I react to such a change, I find it difficult to accept it, thinking about what happened to me, how could I be like this, I like this thing, and I can change so quickly?

Sometimes, I stubbornly feel that I am not wrong, who I like has always been my own business, not to mention, I don't even want to lie to me all the way, every day, I don't give a good face, I don't like him anymore, it's natural.

This kind of entanglement, after a long time, I have persuaded myself, or I am tired of it, and I don't want to waste time thinking about it, and I will think less often.

Slowly, Yuxin took over my heart.

I am a complex person, I have nothing to do every day, and all I can do when I stay in this deep palace inner courtyard is to think nonsense.

From time to time, I think back to the good old days, and I am full of emotion.

Thinking of the great changes that night, I will be sad and unable to sleep for days.

Sometimes it's the accounting, what do the elders want to plan against me?

Sometimes, I also think about every person I met after entering the imperial city, and every word they said to me, is there anything I haven't noticed?

There are many such problems, sometimes they can be relieved quickly, and sometimes, a problem can bother me for two or three days, but there is still no result, and in the end I can only give up and put it aside.

The days are like this, day by day, this evening, Yuxin has not come back, but there is another prince in the courtyard, I heard their report, I was also stunned:

"Are you sure he's coming for me?"

"Exactly!"

The serious and serious answer of the eunuch made me even more confused.

Yuling came here to find me?

Why did he come to me?

Since I invited Yuxin to dinner that day, we haven't seen him again, and on the day I got married to Yuxin, he didn't come to congratulate him, and went to visit Mina in the queen's palace, and he didn't show up.

Why is it that today he has come to see me by name?