After Shui Miao finished taking a bath, he changed into Ye Jiajin's clothes, and his clothes had just been washed and had not had time to dry outside. The moon was hidden in the depths of the treetops, the fish poked its head out of the water and dived down to the surface of the water and vomited, a cloud leaked in the shallow moonlight, the moon was not ready to go out of the treetops, just like Shui Miao was not ready to go home at this time.

When Shui Miao's mother returned home, she put down the pickaxe and shovel on her shoulder. There are child abductions and trafficking in the town from time to time or when the river rises in the summer, there will always be people drowning and drowning, she passed through one intersection after another in the town, and when she went home and didn't see Shui Miao, she called several times and didn't respond at all, she panicked and didn't even make dinner and locked the door and went out to look for Shui Miao, when she entered the only Internet café in the town and didn't see Shui Miao, her heart began to tremble, fear and fear hit her heart, she was afraid that Shui Miao would have an accident like this, and found Ling Chen, The shops in the surrounding area have long since closed.

The flashlight in Shui Miao's mother's hand turned dim from orange light to the point that she could only see a little light and didn't find her son, "She lost her child, fortunately this is not the first time," Shui Miao's mother thought of this, and the worry in her heart disappeared a little, and she still didn't forget to look around and dragged her tired body back home, "He should come back tomorrow, every time Shui Miao ran away from home before, he would come back the next day, and this time should be no exception." "We always like to sum up experience, even for things that may change at any time, we always trust our own experience, and we don't want to believe that this time is its tipping point, and we don't want to believe that experience is useless from now on. After Shui Miao's mother searched for no result, she could only comfort herself like this, at least she still had expectations and fantasies, this short-term fantasy was enough to give people beauty, compared to tearing the scab on the wound that had just healed, this was much gentler.

Shui Miao obviously didn't expect his mother to be looking for him on the street, and he didn't even eat dinner. We are always much gentler to others, but we are strict with our lovers, even forgiveness has become a luxury, we are often grateful for someone else's meal, but we often forget the parents who raised us when we were not yet able to speak, we are grateful to strangers, but we are so stingy with our parents that we can't even say a thank you, they have long since grown old, but we realize it later.

"Auntie, the noodles you made are so delicious, I have never eaten such delicious noodles," Shui Miao said to Ye Jiajin's mother who was drying his clothes after changing his clothes, "Child, your mother makes the best food, Auntie will not drive you away, but Auntie hopes you can understand." ”

"Look at this tree, do you think it's beautiful?" Ye Jiajin's mother pointed to the tree wrapped in wire, it was because of it that there was a clothesline.

"It's not pretty, you still have such a short tree and a strange tree."

"Son, don't look at him as short and old, for when he withers and dies, we won't have a chance to see him stretch his branches and leaves again, and we can't wait for the tree to wither before we suddenly say, "There is no tree here, just a dead stake." ”

At that time, Shui Miao and Ye Jiajin would not understand the truth of this, how could they understand the wisdom hidden in it? Shui Miao began to think: What is my relationship with my mother? Is it a nepotism, or a nurturing feeling after cutting the umbilical cord.

When Shui Miao fell into the relationship between Ten Yuan and his mother, her mother was not asleep, not in the dream, he was by his mother's side.

When he was in the fifth grade, Shui Miao was often at school at noon, and he was playing ping pong against the wall alone, and his mother naturally became a frequent visitor to the school. Pulling his ears and pulling him home, the table tennis racket pressed under the box preserves these memories more than memories. It was another way to reprimand back, his mother would always reach out and pat his back when Shui Miao was engrossed in catching the ball, and took away a pair of rackets, and there was a red and white machine.

"I knew you were at school, and you could eat ping pong?"

Shui Miao's physical education teacher likes Shui Miao, a child who can play a few rounds with him, during the break in physical education class, he will always call his name to play with Shui Miao, Shui Miao often takes a table tennis racket after class and shakes the ball, he discusses table tennis with his classmates and competes together, after his mother learned that he had the idea of wanting to join the sports team, he threw his racket on the ground, and the red rubber surface was also ripped off. It was the first time Shui Miao ran away from home, and he came back the next night, and he kept going around the house at night, but he didn't dare to go in, until all the lights in the house went out, and when he was so hungry that he couldn't do it, he fell asleep by the door, until the next day when his mother opened the door and saw him.

"Your dad is often not at home, just I take you, you don't study well for a day, and if you don't study hard, you will work as hard as we do after you don't study well."

"Your task is to study hard, and not to make things useless," gradually erased his youthful hobbies under the stick and these reasons, and all his likes were locked in big red boxes, and the keys were in his mother's hands.

He would be caught playing games by his mother and playing table tennis, and his life of repression was changed when he was in high school.

At that time, the situation of Shui Miao being arrested outside became a joke in the town, and the teacher would occasionally mention it, but he was never knocked down by these, dreams can be stifled, hobbies can be stifled, but his heart that is not afraid of the road ahead is stronger in the blows again and again, and when he can give up many times, he is like running away from home that day.

Shui Miao's deepest memory is that he didn't eat cake until sixth grade, and that was on his aunt's birthday. The poverty of the family, even other children will receive a cake in a small box on their birthday, and the first special treatment on his birthday is in the second year of junior high school, when she was having lunch, her mother put a chicken leg in her bowl, today is your birthday.

The next day, Shui Miao did not go home, but took the car to Jinzhen, but happened to meet his second mother when he got off the car.

"Shui Miao, why are you here?" At that time, Shui Miao didn't lie, and he was taken to his house by his second mother before he could say a word.

On the first day of leaving, Shui Miao thought that he could work fearlessly towards 12 yuan, but he woke up at 3 o'clock at night and couldn't sleep again.

Shui Miao, who was in junior high school, carefully shaved the soft hairs at the corners of his mouth with a razor, looking forward to the appearance of the beard climbing up his cheeks, when the beard really climbed up his cheeks, looking at the hard beard, he began to panic, and the imaginary surprise was not. When he was in junior high school, he had begun to forget about table tennis, and he didn't have anything to like anymore, until he met Wen Jing, and the things that had been dormant in his heart for a long time began to wake up.

The book says, "Everyone has compassion." There is also a softness in the human heart.

When I was young, I felt that the world was new and beautiful, because I didn't know the sinister intentions. Zengzi slaughtered pigs and Meng's mother moved three times to be the ideal situation of Chinese classical ideological education, "Your mother doesn't want you anymore," the toddler who is still toddler with nothing to do, the adult with a teasing tone, the crying and the joke are in stark contrast, the cute panda has been intimidated by all kinds of lies since childhood, "the wolf will take away the crying child", and so on, Shui Miao often returns color at this time, and the end of things is often other parents with their children to find Shui Miao's house.

When you are young, you don't know things, how can your unopened mind use the thinking mode of an adult? It was a summer day, and at night insects and ants would fly to the cold light, violently hit the lamp, and then pounce on the lamp, the animal's phototaxis was exposed at this moment, Shui Miao caught a green grasshopper, and mischievously put it on the back of the neck of the girl in the front row, and in the next second, the hysterical scream hit the eardrum, interrupting all thoughts, just like that, I had a conflict with the teacher, and afterwards, I heard someone talking at the staircase: Shui Miao, so bad, I actually talked back to the teacher. ”

After returning home, Shui Miao still had two yuan in his pants, his mother didn't ask Shui Miao why she ran away from home after receiving a call from Shui Miao's second mother, all this seemed to have never happened, but Shui Miao remembered the location of the Ye family near his house and the cement worker who gave him two yuan, and he also remembered those teachings in his heart, but he didn't have such a strong understanding at that time.

On Monday, the potted plant had been replaced with a new pot, which was paid by the head teacher, and Shui Miao and the head teacher knew about this pot change. The potted plants in the pot are like the rising sun, dispelling the darkness and loving the day, because the darkness has nowhere to hide, it is assimilated by the light, so what about life? The masterpiece of the Creator's life, love breeds life.

Shui Miao only sees his father two or three days a week, and his father is a long-distance truck driver.

The book says: Pisces people love fantasy, and Shui Miao sometimes chooses to believe in books, because she can find a reason to convince herself. After many years, sometimes in a certain moment, he found that he began to suffer from gains and losses, fearing that one day the loved ones would disappear with the passage of time, and the people he cherished would become more and more vague with the passage of time.

When the college entrance examination was less than 100 days away, Shui Miao began to think of her mother, as if it was the first time to go to a different place to study, because she was used to the nagging in her ears, and she was used to the hurried back on weekdays, her ears were much quieter, and there was a lot less in front of her, just like losing something very important.

It takes you through it to understand something. It would be more accurate to lose something before people grow. Shui Miao lost his table tennis racket, and his hobby when he was a child was gone, and Shui Miao can understand the phrase "pain is a must for growth". In fact, there is no loss and no experience, and there will be growth, one is psychological, and the other is physical. It is often said that pain is blissful and largely a form of self-soothing. There is a reason to break wealth and avoid disasters, and it is unknown whether there is a disaster, but losing money is a real thing. Always find some reason to comfort yourself, after all, you have to live, is there anything more basic than living? Change the way of life, live like a person, what is life like? This is dissatisfaction with the status quo, and there are two trends in dissatisfaction with the status quo, breaking the can or changing the status quo, the former is easy to spend the rest of his life without the determination to feel sorry for himself, and the latter can be inspirational and suffering, and the only taste is to lick his wounds in the dead of night by licking the wounds of the street lamps on the street through the window. Everyone has their own choice, and not choosing is also a choice. Since you have a choice, why not find someone who looks decent, and as for those things that follow, you can ignore them for the time being, leaving some room for reverie.

The choice was easier than the experience, and it was much shorter, not the limbs that were bound in bed after being injected with anticoagulants by slow bloodletting, nor the broken body that was slowly eroded by cancer cells. How to go down is already clear when choosing, and as for the way to go, this is different.

If the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, then become a towering tree. Buried in the courtyard is just the shade of one person. After growing up, I will be grateful for the experience, which should be the so-called happiness, and the lost corner of the harvest of mulberry elm.

"I'll be back tomorrow, I'm close to the Ye family," Shui Miao hung up the phone before his mother could finish speaking.