Chapter 158: Must Leave
I faced the news of Zhan Yunting's wedding very calmly, otherwise what could I do?
However, I didn't expect what to bring to me behind this news? It's the spit that can drown me.
In the evening, Zhuang Zhuang was sent back by someone arranged by Zhan Yunting, maybe he saw that I had woken up! I don't know if he was deliberately avoiding me.
I feel really ironic, even if I hid, it should be me who hid out, and it shouldn't be him, after all, this is his home, because of me, he won't go home, isn't it ironic.
But where else can I go? He has to live in a rented house, I really don't understand that he Zhan Yunting is really my nemesis, he wants to take everything for himself, even if it is a broken house.
But if he's like this, will I be steady in the Dragon Garden? He may have never put himself in his shoes!
I played with Zhuang Zhuang for a long time this night, after all, I slept for 20 hours and my mental state was much better.
I was playing with Zhuang Zhuang and chatting, and his mind was full of Zhan Yunting, so I was surprised for the first time, even to the point of panic, when did Zhuang Zhuang be so attached to Zhan Yunting, I was surprised.
The impact of these ten months is simply too great, when did he start, 'Daddy said' 'Daddy told me' 'Daddy let me'...... I was a little annoyed.
What about my mother? What about the mother who gave birth to him at the cost of losing everything?
"Zhuangzhuang, what if your mother goes on a business trip?" I watched as he began to test my son's heart.
"Me and Dad! Don't cry, wait for mom to come back! He sat on the carpet and lowered his head to play with toys, and replied to me, his little mouth was pink and tender, and he said, "Dad will bathe Zhuang Zhuang, sleep with Zhuang Zhuang, and play with Zhuang Zhuang!" ”
"Do you miss your mother?"
"No, mom worked hard! The baby doesn't want to be a mother, and the mother can rest assured! He didn't even look at me, and said with certainty, "Dad accompanies the baby, and the baby won't miss Mom!" ”
My tears flowed down my eyes, knowing that this was the child's words to comfort me, but it still made me very sad, and he actually told me with certainty that he didn't want to.
But Zhan Yunting is on a business trip, he thinks about it, and keeps arguing in my ear every day, asking for his father.
This little conscienceless is really a white-eyed wolf, it seems that he can ignore everything if he has Zhan Yunting.
I took a breath and wiped my eyes, "Shall the baby leave here with his mother and go to live in his mother's house?" ”
He raised his eyes and looked at me, "It's not good, I'm going to live at home, don't go to my mother's house, Dad said, Mom's house is also Dad's house!" ”
"I mean, I'm going to live with my mom!" I deliberately explained to him, "It's just the two of us!" ”
He looked at me with a very serious little expression, "What about Dad?" Daddy will miss the baby! Babies miss dad too! Don't live with your mother, live with your father! Then he grabbed the toy and started playing.
I didn't continue to ask, the answer was already clear, he couldn't leave the clouds.
Looking at the strong and happy play in front of me, the line of defense in my heart finally collapsed, although he was small, but he clearly expressed his wishes, he can leave me, but not from the clouds.
I choked up, and I buried my head in the crook of my arm.
My son will not choose me, that's a fact.
Ten months, only ten months, everything changed.
My heart twitched, I risked my life, risked death to give birth to the child, he really snatched it, he could ignore his mother.
It's a really sad thing.
This night, I was not with Zhuangzhuang, I went back to my room, turned off all the lights, I wanted to sleep, but I still stared until dawn.
I have set up countless solo exhibitions in my mind, and it is possible for Yun Ting to marry Zhao Bingqian and come back, but none of them will be a good result.
I panicked, and left Zhuang Zhuang to be humiliated by him, impossible.
In the end, I hugged the quilt and held my head until dawn.
After a busy morning, I sent Zhuang Zhuang away, I didn't go to the company, anyway, I always have to be transferred, I called Yang Hui, of course, I didn't say anything about the transfer, I just chatted with her for a while, saying that I fell and injured myself!
She asked about the situation with great concern, and I briefly told her that she would go to work tomorrow.
Then I went directly to Wenxiu's house, but I didn't expect that Wen's mother was in Wenxiu's place, busy preparing dumpling filling.
When Wenxiu saw me, she asked in surprise, "Didn't you say you came at noon?" Why did this come so early? ”
"What? Think I'm too early? I deliberately asked rhetorically.
Wen's mother washed her hands and sat down, pulled me to look at it again, "Why is this so thin?" ”
"I've been having a bad night's sleep lately!" I answered truthfully.
"Don't think so much, take one step at a time, there will always be a time when the willows will be bright, remember, otherwise Ji Tailai!" Wen's mother said to me patiently.
"But...... Zhuang Zhuang, this little conscienceless ......" I choked up and couldn't go on.
Wen's mother saw me crying and reached out to wipe my tears, "What does it have to do with Zhuangzhuang?" ”
"How...... No, this little rabbit cub is all about Zhan Yunting, leaving me, not going to develop Yunting! I sobbed, "This kid really let him snatch it, and one day he'll forget about me!" ”
I said very sadly, "Mom, you say, was it easy for me to give birth to him?" But now he is all about Zhan Yunting. It's dad in my mouth all day long! ”
"Xiaoyue, the child doesn't lie, this shows a problem, it shows that Tingshao is really good to him, otherwise he wouldn't be like this, but you don't have to worry, he is the meat that fell off your body when you were pregnant in October, and no one can replace this."
"I didn't see it, his mouth was full of his father, what kind of father did you say he was? One day he will have his own children, if he really marries Zhao Bingqian, then he will definitely not have a good life, that woman is very vicious, and she can do anything! ”
I looked at Wen's mother, a little desperate.
"Then what are you going to do?" Mother Wen looked at me and asked.
"The day he gets married, that's when I'm gone! I'm sure I'm not going to stay in the Dragon Garden. "I'm adamant." I will never stay in the Royal Dragon Garden to eat the eye food, and besides, that Zhao Bingqian will definitely not tolerate us! I was ready for it. ”
Actually, after saying this, I seem to have found my way, and it is clearer that I must leave the Dragon Garden.
Wen's mother was silent for a long time, and sighed, "Hey! It's just that it's hard to be strong! I thought that if you can stay in the Dragon Garden, sacrifice one of you, and become strong, even if you are complete. ”
I understand what Wen's mother means, she has always given me the right to give my child a good future.
"What's that? That's not his life, and the Dragon Garden is not the place he should be! Gentlemen don't fight with their lives! I said it very calmly, lying in the old lady's arms, pillowed on her legs, and seemed to be much more sure.
She put her hand on my head and stroked it gently.
"After all, living by Ting Shao's side, few people can have such an opportunity, and it is very good for the child's development and future, but now it seems that if Ting Shao really marries that vicious woman, he really can't stay there."
I know that the last time Zhao Bingqian hurt me, they deeply imprinted their memories.
To be honest, even I still feel palpitations.
"That woman is too vicious, ruthless, relying on her father's power, she can do anything wrong, who can prevent her? Don't end up making a fuss, you don't know how to die. ”
Wen's mother looked down at me, "You said that your child, if you can stand still, it can be regarded as a long-term plan, no matter what, after all, you have left a man and a half woman for Ting Shao, even if he is for the sake of the child, then the mother and son will not be wrong, but...... Hi! ”
She sighed, and I knew what was in her heart.
"Mom, it's okay if you don't stay, there's nothing to worry about. I can go anywhere with Zhuangzhuang, and I have nothing to do with him! I said discouragedly, "Actually, I don't want to borrow anyone's light and enjoy the favor of others." He is him, I am me! Other people's identity, status, and money have nothing to do with me, and I don't have any nostalgia at all! Even if you are given a mountain of gold, but you are not happy, it is worthless! ”
Mother Wen looked at me and stopped talking.