Chapter 214: Husband who has a crush on his sister-in-law (14)
"What bad intentions do I have? I just wanted to reassure my grandmother that I promised her to work hard for our relationship one last time, so I lied to you that we were very affectionate......" An Nan argued with angry eyes.
But at this time, the preconceived Ju Wuze didn't listen to her at all, thinking that everything she said was sophistry: "Do you think I'm a three-year-old child? You hate this family business more than me, and you wish you could break it off with me right away, how can you make a show in order to reconcile with me? If you lie to your grandmother, don't try to lie to me. ”
An Nan laughed angrily and said: "Then according to what you said, I can't wait to reconcile with you immediately, so why am I willing to stay and play a loving couple with you, and I don't hesitate to do it for so long?" ”
Ju Wuze replied indifferently: "Who knows what you think in your heart?" Probably taking advantage of my amnesia to trick me so that I can avenge my previous grudge with you. ”
"I'm really disappointed when you say that." An Nan suddenly calmed down and said softly,
"You've negated all of our previous relationships. After you lost your memory, at the beginning, I did play a loving couple with you with a playful mentality, peeling shrimp and crabs, and these things were all performed step by step.
But then I slowly became emotional, and I willingly helped you dress and tie your hair, and serve soup with vegetables...... Try your best to be a considerate wife, because you were also really good to me at that time, and I can't fool you with hypocrisy.
Was our intimacy and affection at that time fake? Aren't you really happy? Don't you really enjoy the good times of harmony and intimacy as a couple? ”
Ju Wuze listened to An Nan's rhetorical question, and for a moment it seemed to return to those happy, intimate and harmonious times, and his heartstrings seemed to be gently stirred, and he was almost shaken.
But he quickly woke up from his trance, shook off those past scenes, was determined, and snorted coldly: "You said it's not hypocrisy, isn't it?" Don't try to bind me with those illusory things, you have used deception to deal with me from the beginning, and those measures in the future are made on the basis of deception, what is false is false, and it will never become true. ”
An Nan's eyes blinked, and he laughed self-deprecatingly: "So you think so, then probably I really did something wrong." Since you don't agree with this measure I made to repair the relationship, then I won't force you, I will make it clear to my grandmother and mother that our relationship cannot be saved, and we can only reconcile. ”
Ju Wuze didn't look at her, and said indifferently: "It's better to be like this, don't think about playing tricks again." ”
An Nan nodded and left Zerun Courtyard, fortunately, when the family Ding sent Ju Wuze back, he was sent here, and in order to make it easier for the imperial doctor and his family to see him, if he was sent to An Nan's courtyard, then it would be inconvenient for her, after all, it was a falling out, and it would be very embarrassing and uncomfortable for her to be in the same room with Ju Wuze.
Outside the study, the maid guarding the door lowered her head and tried her best to shrink her sense of existence, they had just heard the long-lost quarrel between the two masters, and they were worried and panicked, and they didn't understand why the two masters of honey and oil in the past few months had started to quarrel again, they were worried about the master, and they were afraid that it would affect themselves.
An Nan was not a person who would be angry with her subordinates, she only instructed them: "The third young master has woken up, you go and tell the old lady." ”
The maid took the order, and An Nan returned to her yard, where she sat motionless in front of the dresser for a long time.
It is undeniable that she was hurt by Ju Wuze's attitude today, and she did feel angry, chilled, and a little sad.
Even if she didn't fall in love with Ju Wuze, she tried her best to be a worldly, thoughtful and understanding wife that she thought she had.
At first, she did pull Ju Wuze to "play" a loving couple, and those intimate behaviors were only superficial, but then she slowly immersed herself in it, and she really invested in her feelings, because Ju Wuze is indeed a man who is easy to fall into people's hearts and falls, so she wants to fake it with him.
Ju Wuze is sincere, but she also uses real emotions, is it just because he lied to him at the beginning, can he deny all those good times?
Are you really playing with his feelings? An Nan carefully and little by little recalled his attitude towards Ju Wuze.
Ju Wuze said so categorically and indignantly, which made An Nan a little dazed, and she even began to doubt herself, maybe she shouldn't have deceived him when he had amnesia, even if it was well-intentioned?
An Nan was suddenly not sure whether what she was doing was right, she reviewed herself, if Ju Wuze was making a fuss and taking the love between husband and wife as an insult to him, then did she deceive Ju Wuze in the name of "listening to his grandmother" and "doing good for him", and disregarded his personal wishes?
An Nan remembered that some parents always like to manipulate their children with the excuse of "for your good", forcing their children to listen to themselves regardless of their children's wishes, thinking that they are kind, but in fact they have not asked their children if they want their "kindness".
Isn't his approach similar to that of parents who think they are good for their children? She didn't think about whether Ju Wuze was willing or not, so she took it upon herself to pull out the seedlings in the name of "loving husband and wife" and forcibly save their feelings, maybe Ju Wuze really didn't want to have anything to do with herself? So what is the difference between forcing him like this and those dictatorial and dictatorial parents?
An Nan thought about it for a long time, and finally understood that he really shouldn't deceive the amnesiac Ju Wuze, even if it was kind.
If she really wanted to save their relationship, she should tell him the truth when he lost his memory, and tell him plainly that the relationship between the two of them was bad, but Grandmother wanted them to try again, so she wanted to start over with him......
Instead of deceiving his feelings like a playful one.
Having figured out this, An Nan's anger towards Ju Wuze dissipated, he should indeed be angry with himself, instead of ignoring the initial deception because of a period of intimate affection.
But no matter what, An Nan felt that he had spent a happy time with Ju Wuze in the amnesia period, so even if the plan to save the relationship failed, he tried it and had no regrets.
The old lady knew that Ju Wuze's memory had recovered, and they immediately began to be confused, but they didn't see An Nan, who had always been inseparable from her grandson, and asked Ju Wuze, who confessed the matter and the quarrel between them.
The old lady sighed and advised Ju Wuze not to be impulsive, to consider the feelings between them, and not to cause irreparable damage because of a momentary move.
Ju Wuze has always been very firm, thinking that he has thought it through clearly, the contradiction between him and An Nan is impossible to reconcile, and there is no need for the two to make do with each other, ://./15_15452/