Chapter 215: Wanru's thoughts
(So the next day, Yinzhen went to find Mama Wu again, and asked her for some basic nursing knowledge, Mama Wu heard Yinzhen's intention, and immediately put down the work at hand, she was the same as Feiyangu, in the next few days, Mama Wu explained and demonstrated to Yinzhen in detail, to ensure that Yinzhen understood everything clearly, and Mama Wu was no longer looking for Yinzhen.) (Search the nest.)
But a few days later, Mama Wu found Yinzhen again, she made a few medicines to treat wounds, the amount is small but the effect is very guaranteed, Mama Wu told Yinzhen to be sure to bring it with her at any time, Yinzhen nodded and agreed, so Mama Wu was relieved.
A few days before departure, Yinzhen was very busy, Wanru was also very busy, according to Wanru know, Yinzhen went on this expedition, it seems that he came back in the summer, so Yinzhen went this time, that is, he had to spend time outside in the spring.
Wanru is preparing spring clothes for Yinzhen, since Wanru began to make the first clothes for herself, Wanru began to make clothes for Yinzhen, at the beginning she was not skilled, so she only made the clothes she wore inside, but fortunately, even if Yinzhen disliked it, as long as it was Wanru's own clothes, no matter how ugly it was, Yinzhen would wear it.
Up to now, whether it is the robe and cloak on the outside, the dirty clothes and pants on the inside, or the purse hanging outside, it is all sewn by Wanru herself.
Yinzhen has been in the time of growing her body all these years, so Yinzhen's clothes have to be redone every year, even if Yinzhen does not grow her body, Wanru will not let Yinzhen wear old clothes.
This time, Yinzhen went out and had to stay outside for the whole spring, so Wanru was rushing to make spring shirts for Yinzhen, and Yinzhen was busy. Wanru is also very busy.
Yin Zhen saw Wanru's hard work and couldn't bear it, so he persuaded Wanru not to do it, and let the people in the needlework room do it. Wanru firmly disagreed, she liked to see Yinzhen wear the clothes she made, which gave her a full sense of accomplishment and pride.
Wanru insisted. Making clothes for her beloved, she doesn't feel tired at all.
Yin Zhen saw that persuasion was ineffective, so he could only put the emotion in his heart and be even better to Wanru.
Say a thousand things and ten thousand, a thousand reluctances, all kinds of nostalgia, no matter how worried Wanru is. How can I rest assured, at the end of February, Yinzhen still left.
In February of the 35th year of Kangxi, Kangxi personally conquered Galdan for the second time and ordered the prince to stay in Beijing. Several adult elder brothers led a banner of soldiers and horses, Yinzhen led the red flag camp, the third elder brother Yinzhi led the red flag camp, the fifth elder brother Yinqi led the yellow flag camp, and the seventh elder brother Yinyou led the yellow flag camp.
Early in the morning, Wanru got up and sent Yinzhen out, and the two hugged each other last night, and they both had insomnia. I fell asleep in the middle of the night. Yin Zhen couldn't sleep because he was going to leave tomorrow, he was excited, and he had all kinds of fantasies about the upcoming war.
Of course, Yin Zhen is also worried about Wanru, he has been gone for a few months, and he has not left Wanru for so long. He couldn't rest assured about Wanru. Explain all kinds of things in Wanru's ear.
And Wanru was reluctant to Yinzhen, she lay on Yinzhen all herself, cherishing the time Yinzhen was by her side, and Wanru was also full of worries about the upcoming war. Now even if the great god of crossing appears in front of Wanru and tells her that Yinzhen is okay this time, Wanru will still be worried in her heart, after all, it is a battlefield, and the sword has no eyes.
Neither of them could sleep, they said a few words from time to time, and kissed each other, so the two of them tossed until midnight, and then fell asleep, and not long after falling asleep, they were about to get up.
Wanru and Yinzhen got up together, Wanru checked Yinzhen's salute, and repeatedly told what military merits are not important, people are the most important, and things like calm and impulsive when encountering things, Wanru has said this thousands of times, but now, Yinzhen is still listening carefully, without a trace of impatience, and he still responds to Wanru from time to time.
Finally, it was time to part, looking at Yinzhen dressed up neatly, Wanru had endured tears for a long time and finally fell, Wanru took Yinzhen's hand, and explained with tears in her eyes, "Master, you must come back safe and sound, except for your safety, everything is not important, understand?" I'm still waiting for you here, and you must come back safely. ”
Yin Zhen understood what Wanru meant, he wiped away the tears on Wanru's face, and said softly, "I understand, I'm not alone, I still have you, I won't mess around." ”
Yinzhen always remembered what Tong Jiashi once told him, before doing things, think about it thoroughly, first understand that he still has a family to take care of, Wanru can't do without him, he can't be desperate until the last resort.
Yinzhen said this, Wanru didn't know what to say anymore, she could only hold Yinzhen's hand with tears on her face, staring at Yinzhen without blinking, wanting to see enough of Yinzhen, and was reluctant to let go.
Yinzhen hugged her in his arms, and repeated what Wan needed to pay attention to when he was away, Yinzhen said, Wanru said, when Yinzhen finished explaining, it was time to leave.
Yinzhen quickly kissed Wanru on the lips, the force was very heavy, Wanru blinked and looked at him sadly with big red eyes, Yinzhen was ruthless, opened the door, and finally glanced at Wanru, "Wait for me to come back." Then, without waiting for Wanru to answer, he left.
The hero was sad about the beauty, Yinzhen thought that he was not a hero, and Wanru was not a beauty, but at this time, this sentence still appeared in his mind, he was afraid that if he looked at Wanru again, he couldn't help but take Wanru with him.
The third elder brother was still waiting for him at the gate of the South Third Institute, Wanru looked like this, Yinzhen didn't let Wanru send it.
"You must return safely" Wanru said quickly to Yinzhen's back, and then Wanru leaned in front of the door, watching Yinzhen's back go away, until she couldn't see anyone anymore, Wanru reluctantly turned back to the inner room.
Today, Kangxi personally marched, and the Queen Mother took all the concubines to say goodbye at the noon gate, so Wanru didn't need to ask for peace today.
She went back to the inner room, looked at the bed that had been neatly tied, Wanru rubbed her sour eyes from crying, she didn't sleep well last night, and she got up early this morning, she felt dizzy, so Wanru ripped off the quilt again, ready to sleep for a while.
Yin Zhen had just left for a while, and before she left the palace, she felt empty in her heart, how should she survive in the next few months? This was the thought that came to Wanru's mind when she fell asleep again.
Wanru slept until noon, and after getting up at noon, she had a wilted lunch, and then Wanru had nothing to do, she thought about it, and finally decided to pass the time in the study.
Wanru was in the study, looking at the rows of books on the shelves, imagining the appearance of Yinzhen opening one by one, Wanru sat on the Taishi chair and sighed, she was really a magic obstacle to Yinzhen, as long as she stayed in this South Sansu, she could think of Yinzhen all the time.
Yinzhen was better when he was there, he could see it every day, Wanru didn't have such a childish attitude, now Yinzhen left, Wanru immediately turned into a literary young man, and her whole body was shrouded in a faint sadness, no matter what she did, she could think of Yinzhen, in front of her was Yinzhen's smile, one turned around and one looked back, immersed in the ocean of missing Yinzhen, Wanru raised her cheeks forty-five corners and looked up at a certain place on the roof, in a daze.
Sadness is uncertain.
Wanru spent the afternoon in the study, and after having a wilting dinner, Wanru took an early bath and washed up, and then climbed into bed.
The bed was warm, the charcoal basin in the house was burning vigorously, and the house was also very warm. But Wanru inexplicably felt a little cold, she got tired and lay down where she usually lays, imagining that Yinzhen is still there, Yinzhen is still holding her as before, Wanru wants to fall asleep like this.
After working hard for a long time, Wanru opened her eyes in frustration, the two big eyes were shining in the dark night, Wanru was in good spirits, she slept too much during the day, and she couldn't sleep at this time.
There is no Yinzhen's bed, it is very big and empty, like lying in the quilt, drawing circles, counting sheep. After drawing a thousand circles and counting a thousand sheep, she breathed a sigh of relief, she was still very energetic.
Yinzhen began to roll in the bed, thinking about it for a while, thinking about where Yinzhen is now and what she is doing now. After a while, I thought about the future of her and Yinzhen, Wanru despised herself in her heart, she couldn't live without a man, she was really useless.
After despising herself in her heart, when Wanru was about to despise the man who made her worry, Wanru let out a sigh, well, even if she scolded herself and despised herself again, she was reluctant to say a bad word about that man.
Because that man is Yinzhen.
It is Yongzheng who she has been thinking about in her last life, and it is Jun Yinzhen, her intimate husband in this life.
In the end, Wanru really couldn't sleep, she sat up again, thinking of what she had done before. Bo booklet, Wanru got up and went to the study again. Luckily, she went to bed early, so even after tossing and turning in bed for a long time, it was still not late at night.
Wanru found the best rice paper, then cut it and bound it into a booklet the size of a diary for later generations, and then Wanru went back to the second room with the booklet, sat on the warm couch in the second room, and Wanru began to write what she had done today.
Because Yinzhen is going to fight this time, not to play outside the city, in order not to reveal her whereabouts, Wanru can't write a letter to Yinzhen this time, since she can't write a letter, then she will write a diary, write a diary that can be seen by Yinzhen publicly.
Wanru lay on the kang table, seriously wrote what she did today, took a nap in the morning, and had no dreams, but before going to bed, her heart was empty and uncomfortable, and after waking up, she remembered that Yinzhen had set off, and her heart was even more empty.
In the afternoon, I was in a daze in the study, and in the afternoon, I saw the sweet scene of Yinzhen and her together, and then at night, I couldn't sleep for a long time, and finally went to the study and started to write a diary.
She babbled and wrote two large pages, Wanru looked at the dense small words, and finally felt comfortable, so she put away the diary, and then went to bed satisfied.
Because the thoughts in her heart were expressed, this time, Wanru fell asleep not long after lying in bed. (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )