4. We all have the past

There are always surprises of one kind or another around us, and more of them are still such and such shocks.

Li Youbin actually has a slight face blindness, and the reason why it is mild is because it is not so severe that he can't remember the person he just met in the next second. It is indeed difficult for him to remember someone who has only met once or twice.

The disease only began to emerge after he went to college. When I was in high school, I didn't have much contact with strangers, and they were basically friends and relatives who often met, and even the uncles and aunts in the commissary had to meet several times a day.

After going to college, it was different, he entered a new and unfamiliar environment, except for a few people who were already familiar, everyone else was a stranger, and he didn't feel anything at first, until one day he saw a stranger on the street greeting him.

It was the school committee of their class who greeted him, and he was very embarrassed, and the two stood together and chatted for a while before Li Youbin knew that it was a classmate.

Of course, not only can he not remember some people who are more popular-looking, but many people who have met less can't remember, knowing that there is such a person, but he can't remember their appearance in his mind.

I haven't seen Lu Chaoling since I met him last time, although the name Lu Chaoling has been ingrained in his mind, but she really doesn't remember her appearance very clearly, only that she remembers a little baby fat on her face.

Many times when he returned to the dormitory, he couldn't cry or laugh when he saw the news sent by Lu Chaoling.

"You pretend you don't know me!"

"Huh?"

"I stood there at the school gate today to greet you, you ignored me, you didn't know how embarrassed I was, my best friend almost didn't laugh at me."

"Uh...... Maybe I didn't recognize it, I'm sorry. ”

"What's the matter with you, you don't even recognize me?"

"I'm a little bit face blind, and not only you, but many people can't recognize it."

This problem is actually very troubling, and when face blindness is severe, it even has a fight with amnesia, knowing how to do things, and not remembering people at all.

Lu Chaoling is actually very helpless, she has seen Li Youbin countless times on the street, and every time she wants to say hello, she is ignored by Li Youbin. Of course, this is not only because of face blindness, but mainly because he concentrates on walking and does not look at people.

I remember one time when I was in junior high school, even after school, his father followed him from the school gate until he walked to the door of the house, and he found out.

In fact, there is no need to pay too much attention to face blindness like Li Youbin, many people have the same symptoms as him, and he thinks that if a person can't remember it once, it would be good to see it a few more times.

He took the initiative to make an appointment with Lu Chaoling.

He didn't want to forget this girl's face, which might have been his goal for a few years in college.

Li Youbin has always thought that the coolest thing in Lanzhou should be riding a street car, or driving a luxury car to flirt with girls. When he saw the scenery on both sides of the Yellow River through the window, he realized that the best thing was to sit on the bus with the least number of people with his favorite girl and chat, no matter the time or place.

Lu Chaoling's side face is still very beautiful against the background of the sun, and if this scene is taken with a camera, it can be directly used as the cover of a youth magazine.

"Do you have a favorite star?" Li Youbin opened his mouth to break the silence, although he really couldn't bear to spoil this beautiful picture, but the atmosphere was a little embarrassing if he kept silent.

"Favorite celebrity ......" was suddenly asked a question, Lu Chaoling didn't react, and replied after a little thought: "Yes, Xue Zhiqian, I like Xue Zhiqian very much, iron fan, love fan."

"Oh? Is it? Do you like Xue Zhiqian? Li Youbin was a little surprised, in his mind, girls now should like some little fresh meat.

"What's wrong, is there a problem?" Lu Chaoling was a little puzzled.

"No, I like Xue Zhiqian too."

Li Youbin didn't talk nonsense, since he heard the first song of Xue Zhiqian in his life "Serious Snow" in his first year of high school, he has been out of control, listening to Xue Zhiqian's songs every day. It's just that after the third year of high school, I have less time to listen to songs, and I haven't listened to songs for a year and a half, so I am not so fanatical.

"You actually like Xue Zhiqian? You're a boy, alas. ”

"What's wrong with the boy, the boy can't like Xue Zhiqian? Not only do I like him, I want to marry him. ”

"You are a boy, you actually rob a man with us, you are excessive!"

"Haha......"

Since knowing that Lu Chaoling also likes Xue Zhiqian, Li Youbin has become fanatical about Xue Zhiqian again, and he is not just in love with Wu and Wu, after all, he used to be deeply obsessed with Xue Zhiqian, but he was addicted to his songs at the beginning, and now he is addicted to his people.

Li Youbin bought a lot of Xue Zhiqian's peripherals, and even QQ, WeChat, Weibo, and other social software that can set nicknames, his nickname is "She said she likes Xue Zhiqian". The music software and singing software were made into "She said she wanted to listen to Xue Zhiqian".

I have to say that Li Youbin is still very talented, and a short nickname instantly turned him into a person with a story, every time someone sees his nickname, he will always say: "Brother, it seems that there is a story."

To do Li Youbin's step, normal people can see that he wants to soak Lu Chaoling. Lu Chaoling is not a fool, of course she has seen it a long time ago, but she has not debunked it, not because she is embarrassed, but because she really doesn't have that idea about Li Youbin.

The time spent with the person he likes is always short, just like Li Youbin at this moment, he feels that it is already dark before he and Lu Chaoling have not been around.

He wanted to take her to many, many places, but time didn't seem to allow it.

On the bus back to school, Li Youbin finally couldn't hold back and asked a question he had wanted to ask a long time ago.

"Hey, have you ever been in a relationship?" Li Youbin poked Lu Chaoling.

"Is there anyone who hasn't been in a relationship these days?" Lu Chaoling was surprised.

"I haven't talked about it."

"Cut, I believe you're a ghost." Lu Chaoling pursed her lips disdainfully, of course she didn't believe Li Youbin's nonsense, if the society was in college and hadn't fallen in love a few times, it wouldn't have been to such a university.

"Then I can't help it." Li Youbin shrugged.

"Do you know why I went to college at this school?"

"I don't know, because of love?"

"Yes and no. When I was a freshman in high school, I was at the top of my class, and then I met a boy. ”

"You're in love with him?"

"Yes, I liked him, he said he liked me too, he promised me a lot, but then ......"

"What's wrong?"

"Do you know why I like Xue Zhiqian?" Lu Chaoling did not answer him directly, but asked a seemingly unrelated question.

"I don't know." Li Youbin waved his hand.

"I have the same experience as Xue Zhiqian, except that he met a scumbag, and I met a scumbag."

Li Youbin instantly became clear.

Lu Chaoling was silent after saying this, Li Youbin wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to speak, and he didn't know what kind of identity to use to comfort her.

In fact, everyone has a story, he doesn't know the details of Lu Chaoling's story, but an experience in his sophomore year of high school is still unforgettable, it is a scar on his heart, which was already hidden deeply, but it was re-opened by Lu Chaoling's words.