Tomorrow, I'm getting married.

Sitting in front of the bed, I looked at the candlestick next to me, the flickering candlelight, dim and fragile.

Tonight, it's completely sleepless.

Coming back from the palace, to this day, it is just right, a month, everything is as usual, as if nothing has happened.

If it weren't for the fact that Mama Yang took me to count the dowry every day and asked the embroidery room to cut and modify the new wedding dress for me, I would have thought that it would be a dream.

In these dream-like days, I was always in a trance, as if I was expecting something, and as if I hadn't thought about anything.

All the way was my guard, and I could always see him, sometimes guarding the door, sometimes standing in the courtyard, sometimes leaning against the corner.

After returning from the palace, he never said a word to me again.

That's fine, because I don't know what to say to him, and many times, I have to deliberately avoid it, and after hiding, I can't help but think about it, to chase him.

In my mind, in the past month, it has been him over and over again, trying to find some explanation, to convince myself, and I have said thousands of things, and every time, as soon as I see him, it all collapses.

I was scared, I flinched, and all of a sudden, I regretted it, and when the elder asked about it, he said that he wanted him to accompany me all the way here, and he wanted him to stay with me all the time.

What I wanted to accompany was not such alienation and indifference, and now I know that the thoughts at that time were too simple.

The way was never what I wanted, and I had to disguise myself as he wanted to be.

Cold, serious, lonely and loyal, this is probably what he and the elders ask of me, right?

"Isn't the county lord still sleeping?"

Han Feifei took the wedding dress, went to the side of the cabinet, and put it on the cabinet.

"Some can't sleep, you don't have to worry about me, go down and rest!"

Han Yunduo, who was followed by Han Feifei, carried the plate of jewelry, and when she arrived at the dresser, I smiled and motioned for them to go to sleep.

"Do you want us to talk to you? It is said that on the first night of the girl's marriage, none of them can sleep! ”

Han Feifei lifted a chair and sat in front of me, saying that Mama Yang asked them to come over to accompany her, afraid that I would be nervous alone, afraid that I would be cranky, so I asked the two of them to accompany me to talk.

"I'm still a girl, huh?"

I looked down at my knees, and asked half-helplessly, I and Miao Qing, what haven't we done, where can I still be considered a girl's family?

In the past two days, when Mama Yang brought a few mammas who taught me, I really didn't want to listen to a word when I was teaching that kind of thing.

Because when I hear these things, I can't help but think of what happened in the forest that afternoon.

One is the reluctance in the heart, and the other is the reluctance in the memory.

However, in the eyes of these grandmothers, I just don't understand anything, I don't know anything, and when they say this, I have to put some effort into pretending to be shy, pretending to blush, and pretending not to look directly.

I'm so tired, physically and mentally tormented, ice and fire.

Why don't you want to know something, but just keep bringing it up?

"If you don't leave the cabinet, you're all girls!"

Han Yunduo also moved a chair and sat over, and she didn't know if she wanted to comfort me or something else.

"Also, be a girl tonight, I'll get married tomorrow!"

I nodded, I didn't think much about it, it was useless to think about it, I couldn't change anything.

"The county lord Mo Duo thinks, anyway, if we marry in the past, we will still face our own people, and when the time comes, it will be more comfortable to go there than here!"

Han Feifei comforted me, because Yu Xin is still living in the palace of the Queen Mother, I married him, and Yu Zhen has no intention of opening a house for him, so that the two of us got married and held in the palace chosen by the Queen Mother.

Later, I still asked for instructions comfortably, mentioning that Yuxin was married, and it was not good to live in the palace again, and it was necessary to build a mansion outside the palace. Yu Zhen looked like he suddenly realized.

The new mansion has just been chosen, and the courtyard above it has not been taken care of for many years, and all the people who live in it are beggars and the poor.

Yuzhen gave this piece of land to Yuxin, ostensibly to the mansion and allocated two silver taels, but in fact, everyone knows in their hearts that this courtyard cannot be built without three or five years.

First, the houses inside were in disrepair, and there was no need to repair them, so they could only be rebuilt, but to rebuild, they had to clear out the people inside.

This area is considered a slum, and it is also the most chaotic and difficult to manage territory in the entire capital.

After I got married to Yuxin, if there was no accident, I would stay in the palace for ten or eight years, until the Queen Mother passed away and the two of us were kicked out.

It's also so tragic to think about it.

"The county lord doesn't like to live in the palace?"

Han Feifei frowned at me and didn't say a word, thinking I was unhappy!

"I live wherever I live, let's do whatever is convenient for us!"

Han Yunduo, Han Feifei, all the way, Miao Qing and Miao Miao, they are different forces, but their purpose is the same as mine: to destroy the Immortal Kingdom, defeat the Tiger Demon Clan, burn all their hundreds of years of madness, and burn all the secrets about immortality and demons.

Since they have the same purpose, then everyone supports each other, and there is no suspense.

"Don't worry, the county lord can rest assured, yesterday Mama Yang also went to find the prince, mentioned the newly sealed mansion of the prince Xin, and let the prince see what to do!"

Han Yunduo patted the back of my hand and told me about the conversation she had heard, Mama Yang was really thinking about me, and after the emperor's holy decree to seal Yuxin came down, she immediately looked for it.

An Yi naturally knew how difficult it was to build a mansion here, and he could lead troops to clean up those Laipi households, but the emperor's side was not very easy to explain.

In the end, comfort means that first let the people on the emperor's side slowly build it, and on his side, buy some mansions again, as a dowry, and let me bring them over, and in the future, if you really don't want to live in the palace, and the newly sealed mansion has not been built, then you can go to live in those small courtyards.

Although the mansion is a little smaller, I promise that all the gods are the best and will not wronged me.

"My father, the emperor, is sincere to me!"

I smiled, although An Yi always showed disgust on his face and words, when facing me, too many were always uncertain, but at the critical moment, he would stand up and stand in the forefront.

That's a father's duty, right?

I thought of my Ah Da, who used to protect me like this.

"The two of us are also sincere to the county lord!"

Han Feifei took my hand and said very seriously.

"I know, you two, I believe it!"

I handed my other empty hand to Han Yunduo, and the three of them held hands together, looking at each other and smiling.

Now, I can still have someone I cherish to accompany me, which is already very good.