We grope our way through time, never knowing what will happen in the next second. Sickness is like a nightmare, destroying the will of man, the strong survive, and the fragile depart.

Li Youbin didn't know that Lu Chaoling was sick, and when he knew, it was already time for her to enter the emergency room.

During that time, Li Youbin still got up, went to class, ate, and slept as usual.

Life is very regular, basically nothing has happened that can change the trajectory of life, the only thing that is wrong is that I haven't seen Lu Chaoling for a few days, and there are only a few words to reply to the message.

"What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong?"

"Why don't I see you at school and don't reply to messages?"

"Oh, nothing, I've been too busy lately."

Her explanation was that she was too busy, and Li Youbin didn't think much about it, not that she didn't think much about it, but she didn't think of the idea. He just felt that maybe he had offended Lu Chaoling somewhere, and she didn't want to pay attention to him.

Although he thought so, he couldn't think of anything he had offended Lu Chaoling when he broke his head, and thought: Is it because he doesn't like the stone I gave her?

You can't hide everything that should happen, and Lu Chaoling understands it.

On the day of the operation, she sent a message to Li Youbin: "I am sick, in the hospital, and I will have surgery in the afternoon."

It was almost noon when Li Youbin saw the news.

"Sick, what's sick? Which hospital, I rushed over immediately. Li Youbin panicked.

"In the first hospital, brain cancer, the doctor said it would be removed."

"You wait, I'll come right over."

After asking the counselor for a leave, Li Youbin rushed downstairs and stopped a taxi at the school gate.

"Master, city hospital, please hurry up, I have something urgent."

"Alright, young man, I take the liberty of asking, what are you?"

"My friend is sick, brain cancer, and he is going to have surgery in the afternoon, so I have to rush over."

"Don't worry, I'll try to hurry up."

The traffic in the city is still very magical, if you are not in a hurry, it will be smooth all the way, and if you say that there is an emergency, it will be blocked all the way, and the water will not be clear.

Usually it takes more than an hour for Anning to get to Chengguan, but that day they walked for two hours, and when they arrived at the first courtyard, it was already half past one in the afternoon.

Li Youbin pushed open the door of the hospital and rushed to the front desk.

"Please ask, where is Lu Chaoling in that ward?"

"Wait a minute, I'll check it for you."

When Li Youbin rushed to the third floor, Lu Chaoling's ward was already empty. He walked out of the room and ran to the operating room on the first floor.

People who race against time often don't win.

When he ran to the door, the door to the operating room was closed.

Li Youbin sat on the bench, hugged his head decadently, and kept chanting: "You must not have an accident, you must not have an accident......

Sometimes Li Youbinjue's life is like a naughty child, teasing him in different ways every once in a while.

Does the person she likes have to leave him in one way or another? He even hated the disrespect of the heavens.

All love should be proven by frustrations, and without experiencing something, you never know how much you love her.

It wasn't until this moment that Li Youbin realized that he was used to having Lu Chaoling in his life, and he really couldn't face her departure, it turned out that he liked her from the bottom of his heart.

Li Youbin decided that no matter what the result was, when Lu Chaoling came out, he must tell her everything he thought, and he couldn't leave regrets for the days with her, even if he might be faced with a corpse after he came out.

"I promised you that I would raise you until you got married, you said that you would definitely not die in front of me, Lu Chaoling, you must come out alive to see me, you haven't heard me say 'I love you' with your own ears......"

Although life is full of malice towards Li Youbin, it has always left a line.

Lu Chaoling was lucky to get out of the operating room intact.

Looking at Lu Chaoling, who was lying on the hospital bed like a nobody, Li Youbin really didn't know what to say.

"Why didn't you tell your parents?"

Li Youbin cut a slice of apple, sat down on the edge of the bed, and brought the apple to Lu Chaoling's mouth.

"I'm not amputated again." Lu Chaoling didn't answer Li Youbin's question, and snatched the apple and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Don't digress."

"I'm afraid my parents will be worried." Lu Chaoling was a little aggrieved.

"So they won't be worried? What if you don't get out of that operating room, and your parents know about it, you can't break down? ”

"You curse me!" Lu Chaoling sat up and pointed to Li Youbin's nose and asked.

This can scare Li Youbin a lot, now this aunt has just come out of the operating room, and she has opened her skull, so if she throws the ** out too hard, won't it be a burp.

"I'm wrong, I'm wrong, you lie down quickly, what if you throw yourself away."

Li Youbin hurriedly and slowly helped Lu Chaoling down on top, cautiously for fear that something would go wrong.

"Hmph, you're still cursing me." Lu Chaoling didn't turn her head and pouted and pretended to be angry.

The corners of Li Youbin's mouth rose, it was the first time he had seen Lu Chaoling like this.

"Lu Chaoling, do you know how worried I am?"

"How do I know, you are not my relative, what are you worried about me doing?"

"I like you."

"Don't be funny." Lu Chaoling looked out the window with an unnatural expression.

"Really."

"We can't."

"It's okay, I can wait, if you don't have enough in this life, you will live in the next life, and if you don't have enough in the next life, you will live in the next life."

"I don't feel like being a man anymore in my next life, I'm too tired to be a man."

"It's okay, when I die, I'll wait on the bridge again, and I'll do whatever you do, so ah, you must not walk in front of me, otherwise you will lose me."

"I wish I could."

Lu Chaoling did not agree to Li Youbin in the end, there is no reason, no reason.

He felt that she liked him, but he didn't know why she didn't agree to him, they were like two parallel lines that never met.

Lu Chaoling stayed in the hospital for a month, and a few days ago, Li Youbin was taking care of her, during which her friends also visited him several times. When her parents came, he left.

Her parents were really worried, and they cried excitedly when they heard the news, and they blamed Lu Chaoling for not telling them earlier, but fortunately their daughter was fine when they knew.

After experiencing this incident, people who knew Li Youbin and Lu Chaoling had an illusion about both of them, thinking that they were together, and he didn't bother to explain, and no one would necessarily believe it if he explained, after all, it was not a couple who was willing to willingly take care of a girl for half a month.

Only he knows that it is difficult for them to come together, and Lu Chaoling does not agree to him not because he is not good enough, nor does he look down on him, but he just doesn't know why.

Perhaps, she has her own unspeakable suffering.