"If you don't want to remember, you won't remember!"

As soon as the blood bat let go of my hand, I opened my eyes.

The illusion disappeared, and I returned to reality, and there was only one me in this world.

I don't want to remember, I want to remember, what do I don't want to forget, but I have to forget, what is it?

On the shore of the sea of souls, what secrets are hidden, and who is he in my mouth?

"It's my selfishness, but I don't regret it."

The blood bat's eyes turned red, and there was a red light all around him, and I was in this red light.

I looked at him and smiled at me, "I don't know, you'll remember me." ”

His figure began to fade, and before I could say anything, he vanished.

I was the only one in the room.

The rain was still falling, and there was silence all around.

For a moment, I felt like the whole world had abandoned me.

I sat from dark to dawn, and from dawn to dark, and the concept of time began to blur, and there was no pain, no hunger, but I felt that the whole person was empty.

The bottom of the heart is empty, the mind is empty, and even the body seems to be hollowed out.

I don't know how long it took before the door creaked and opened again, the weather outside the house had improved, the sun was shining, and the moment the beam of light came in, I couldn't open my eyes a little.

"Tranquility?"

It's Mina's voice.

My confused body and mind finally reacted, and I hurriedly got up to greet it, but my body didn't obey the call and fell directly to the ground.

The sudden lightheadedness, and the discomfort caused by the re-flow of blood, at this moment, made me dizzy.

Thankfully, Mina held me up when my eyes were black, and it took me a while before I could regain my vision.

"How did you get here?"

Mina looked anxious and pulled me to talk.

It took a long time for Weng's buzzing tinnitus to disappear.

It's been a week since I disappeared from the city.

It was Lotian who contacted Mina. The two of them flew to the city center, then transferred buses and ox carts, and finally walked in step by step.

"Why do you suddenly want to take a leave of absence and come here to experience life?"

Mina was angry, she was now dressed in dirty clothes, with a gray face, and she looked like she hated iron but not steel.

Luo Tian was behind her back and shook his head at me.

I didn't say anything, just squeezed out a smile.

"If you want to quit your job and travel, take me with you, what kind of place are you looking for?"

Mina was still babbling, looking at everything around her, and the more she talked, the more angry she became.

She said she couldn't figure out why I had a whim and ran to the mountains and old forests to find abuse.

"Where's Han Yunduo?"

Mina asked.

I didn't speak, just looked at Luo Tian.

It's been two days since the blood bat left, and Han Yunduo and Miao Miao didn't appear here.

I wonder if the three of them were all controlled by the mirage.

"Isn't she with you?"

Luo Tian told Mina that Han Yunduo brought me here to get close to nature and return to simplicity.

Mina didn't know the truth, and he didn't want him to know too much.

Douhua was on Luo Tian's back, from behind his neck, poked his head out, stretched out his little paws, and waved at me.

"Speak, what's the matter?"

Mina pushed me, looked back and saw the turtle around Luo Tian's neck, and then explained, "He brought it here, I didn't want to bring Douhua over." ”

"Where's she?"

Luo Tian asked me, but I didn't know how to answer.

"He's Han Yunduo's boyfriend, I heard they had a fight!"

Mina whispered in my ear that Luo Tian was looking for her as Han Yunduo's boyfriend.

He said that the two of them had a quarrel, and then they couldn't contact Han Yunduo, and after a closer look, they found that I left with Han Yunduo.

Why he came here is also his guess.

"Han Yunduo is a psychiatrist herself, what do you say you are doing here with her?"

After two or three days of travel, I experienced all kinds of transportation, and I didn't know whether to torture myself or others.

Mina thinks that I am a little stupid, but as a best friend, she understands my intimacy, and without saying a word, she followed the depressed Han Yunduo to come here to heal, this kind of thing, I did it.

"It's not going to be hiding, is it?"

Mina looked around the room and asked me secretly.

"No, she-"

I lowered my head and was about to tell the truth when I was interrupted.

"I'm back!"

It was Han Yunduo's voice, which surprised me a little.

"Why are you here?"

These words were said to Luo Tian, and with some surprise, Han Yunduo stood in front of Luo Tian.

Like me, she wore a cumbersome gown and wore her hair in a bun like a little girl.

"Do you two want to play like this?"

Mina looked at me helplessly, looked at Han Yunduo again, and shook her head.

"Running to the deep mountains and old forests to wear ancient costumes, do you want to pretend to cross?"

"No, I just decided to go out today!"

Han Yunduo explained, he was just wearing it today.

"She's all like this, can she still go out and play?"

Mina pointed at me, shocked.

I guess my current situation must be terrible!

"She's not used to it, and she's only a little better today, but it's okay, we'll go back this afternoon!"

Han Yunduo's face was calm.

I don't have anything to say, because everything they say is a lie, and I can't tell what is real and what is unreal.

I had a lot of things in my heart, and I wanted to talk about it, but I didn't know who to say it to.

"Leaving today?"

Mina's exclamation interrupted my thoughts.

"I've just arrived, and I'm going to leave again?"

It seems that Mina has suffered a lot along the way.

"Then why don't you leave tomorrow?"

Han Yunduo asked in a low voice.

"I'm sure I'll have to leave tomorrow!"

I don't need to ask! Mina sat on the ground puffed up, but today she got up at five o'clock and hiked for three hours to get here.

Now let her rest and go back?

That's impossible.

"Then do you want me to take you to the shower, change your clothes, and eat something?"

Han Yunduo pulled Mina and took her out.

Luo Tian waited for them to leave before taking the bean blossom off his neck and placing it in front of me.

"It brought me to you, so you're fine."

After saying this, Luo Tian left.

"An Ning, don't be sad, life and death are the reincarnation of all things, and demons are not omnipotent."

Douhua looked up, and I saw that there was a drop-shaped red mark on its forehead.

"You know?"

This red mark is very familiar to me.

"I know, I have your mark on me, I know what happened to you, where it is, what happened, I know it all."

The mark, more and more vivid, the color of the bewitching Ye, on its gray-brown body, was particularly obvious.

"I want to protect you, but I'm too weak, I'm sorry—"

Douhua sat in front of me depressed, looking very pitiful.

"It's okay, it's not your fault."

I've never blamed anyone else's thoughts, and I don't know how I'm feeling anymore in the current situation.