Chapter 75: She's Alive
When I returned to Mansion No. 9, Tan Yiyang took me all the way to the apartment by elevator.
He had a dark face, and he was still holding my hand, and he shook me off as soon as he entered the door.
Originally, I had some emotions when he forcibly brought it back, and I didn't have time to lose my temper, but he said in a cold voice: "Li En, what do you think of me, dare to shout with me now, there are so many men surrounding you at the award ceremony, even the groping pig hand does not refuse, and I don't know how many catties and taels I have, huh?" ”
The questioning tone suddenly made me feel chills.
In the past, he always spoke coldly, and I got used to it, and I got used to it for seven years, but this time I always felt that he had a little different emotions for me, blame? Dissatisfied? It's more like an enemy-like meeting, which makes people feel extraordinarily red-eyed?
I couldn't help but sink in my heart, but my mind was still blank, but I clearly remembered what he said.
In the backstage of the awards ceremony, there were indeed a large number of male stars I was not familiar with around me, and they also took photos with me.
In the interval between the group photos, I did feel that my buttocks were touched, but it was just a flash, and when I turned around again, everyone was standing and waiting for the group photo, and I still felt my chest feel stuffy and I was sulking.
So I subconsciously called him very aggrieved: "Mr. Tan, I..."
Tan Yiyang listened to my voice with a faint smile.
It can be seen that where is this gentle smile on weekdays, it is a kind of laugh with mockery: "Do you really think that after staying by my side for so long, I let you come back, and you began to provoke me without fear?" It seems that the rumors about you in the entertainment industry are also true. ”
At first glance, my heart suddenly felt like it was being clutched by something, and it hurt me.
As if for a moment I was unable to breathe, I leaned stiffly against the edge of the door, stroking my chest and breathing heavily.
Tan Yiyang is the person I don't want him to misunderstand the most.
But now I think it's a little funny, as for the rumors about me in the entertainment industry, I don't have to think about it, I know what I'm talking about.
It's just that I used to be suspected of being taken care of, and there was a big financier behind me, but now I have entered the entertainment industry and completely let myself go, and I have more than ambiguous relationships with men from all walks of life.
Even some male celebrities greeted me and were photographed by reporters, writing that I was seducing men and hyped them up.
It seems that Tan Yiyang must have known these rumors, so he felt that I was a very unbearable person, and it was embarrassing for him to be with him.
I smiled unconsciously, and said in a light tone as always: "Yes, Mr. Tan should have known what I was like a long time ago, I was raised by you before, so naturally I didn't dare to let go, but now it's different, you have your marriage contract, I have my life, I'm just like the media said, wandering around men from all walks of life, trying to find a more reliable owner to support me." As for you, it's better to marry your Miss Ye well, don't contact me again, it will save your face. ”
After saying this, I went back to my room, took out my suitcase, and angrily found my clothes, and stuffed them one by one.
When I wiped away a handful of tears and walked to the living room with a large pile of luggage, I found that there was no one here.
Is Tan Yiyang gone?
Hehe.
Looking at the large living room, as empty as ever, I sat down on my suitcase.
Looking at the reflection of my red eyes from crying reflected in the floor-to-ceiling window from afar, I felt ridiculous.
Even at this moment, the tears flowed even more violently.
I asked myself, are you tired like this? Separate from him completely, I can't continue to do this forever.
Lien, it's all up to now.
After seven years of unrealistic dreams, he should have woken up when he broke his most important perfume bottle and was driven away.
Who are they? Tan Yiyang, a big man in the business world, even if I am a famous star now, it is not a person like me who climbs high.
If this continues, I can only continue to be a lover who can't see the light, and once I am dug deep by these reporters again, I will die sooner or later.
It may be that during this period of time, he got along with me differently from before, which made me think that I might be a little different in his heart, and he might like me.
I leaned down and rubbed my face to stop the tears, but I couldn't.
I swore to pack my luggage just now, but now I looked out the window in confusion, and I had nowhere to go.
In the past, no matter what kind of grievances he suffered, there was still Xu Zhizhou to take him in, but now...
Forget it, stay here for the time being, at least I won't be on the streets, after tomorrow, I will go to the grassland to film, and then come back to the film and television city, and when this drama is finished, I will ask Brother Cheng to help me find a house, rent it or buy it, as long as I can stay away from Tan Yiyang, while there is no incorrigible time between us, stop the loss in time, so as to avoid deeper injuries in the future, and even heart-wrenching.
Although I think well, there are often many things that are not under my control.
I thought Tan Yiyang was just leaving, I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, sitting at the bay window and looking at the night sky outside the window in a daze, and suddenly heard the sound of the electronic lock of the door opening.
He is the only one who can come and go in and out of this house at will.
When he entered the bedroom, I could clearly feel the smell of alcohol he brought, and I had just gotten off the ground, and before my feet could stand firmly, he grabbed my jaw and opened his mouth to bite it down.
It hurt my lip when I bit it.
For a moment, I was choked by the smell of wine in his mouth and almost couldn't breathe, I pushed him and struggled, but he pushed him directly and pressed against the bed and couldn't move.
He didn't give me a chance to resist at all, and the next second he directly collided with me.
I was held in his arms and couldn't move.
Today he doesn't seem to pity me at all, I'm like a broken doll, lying on the bed, there is no response to his request, Tan Yiyang looked me in the eye with a drunken tone and asked, "Are you distracted?" ”
A bell pierced the hurried gasps between us in the silence of the night.
His mobile phone rang, but he hung it up and buckled it directly to the bedside.
"Say, what are you thinking, huh?"
I was relieved from the ringing of Fang Cai, and I was driven by him to speak intermittently: "I am thinking about how to really separate from Mr. Tan, you must have been Miss Ye's phone just now, doesn't it matter if you don't answer?" ”
I don't know if my words made him angry, but he rolled me over with me in his arms, and I sat on top of him all at once.
He wasn't gentle at all, and I couldn't help but scream out in pain.
My shouting didn't stop him, and for the rest of the night, neither of us spoke again, he didn't ask me again, and I kept my mouth shut.
There was only the sound of each other's breath throughout the whole process, and when it was over, I lost all my strength and didn't move.
By the time I recovered, Tan Yiyang had already gone to the bathroom, leaving me alone on the bed to relax.
At this time, there was a "ding" sound in his ears, and when he turned his head, he saw that it was the information received by Tan Yiyang's mobile phone.
The screen of the phone was bright and scratched at my heart, and the ghost sat up and tilted his head, and saw a line of information before the screen went dark.
[As you guessed, Ye Shan is really not dead, she is still alive! ] People are in Hong Kong, I have already found someone to settle down, when to go, you decide. 】
Ye Shan is not dead! Ye Shan is not dead! Ye Shan is not dead!
This sentence kept lingering in my mind, like a bombshell that blew me up in an instant.
I immediately covered my eyes with my hands, and tears fell unconsciously.
The moment I saw the information, I realized that I probably won't even be a lover in the future, after all, the woman she loves the most is still alive in this world.
He'll go find her.
Even if I repeatedly told him to separate, it didn't feel so realistic, after all, I had an inextricable relationship with him for seven years, but now that he knew that she was still alive, the only inextricable bond between me and him probably wouldn't exist anymore.
Originally, I swore that I wanted to separate from him, but at this moment, I desperately wanted to have him.
It turned out that I didn't care about him marrying Ye Qiao, but I was sure that he might like me but not Ye Qiao.
It's just that now in the face of Ye Shan's two words, all the certainty has come to naught.
At this time, Tan Yiyang walked out of the bathroom and sat in front of me, as if he had woken up a little from wine, his face finally had a little warmth, and just as he opened his mouth to say something, his mobile phone screen lit up again.
Tan Yiyang took the mobile phone, and the message went straight into his eyes, only to see the warmth on his face was fleeting, I could see that he was a little shocked, but just glanced at me, and returned to normal.
My instinct was that he was leaving, and just as he was picking up his clothes, I suddenly grabbed his arm: "Mr. Tan, are you leaving?" I didn't seem to feel well, and my body was a little uncomfortable. ”
Tan Yiyang stopped what he was doing, turned around and glanced at me, and when he looked at me directly, his eyes were a little angry.
But he still said word by word: "I have something important now, where are you uncomfortable, I will ask Lao Zhou to bring you medicine." ”
After saying this, he got dressed, didn't even look at me, and left in a hurry.
I looked at his back as he left, and suddenly I felt ridiculous.
I always want to test how much I have in his heart, even if I just like it, I want to know how much he likes me, but in front of the name Ye Shan, I will always be slapped in the face, and even humiliated myself.
After he left, I slowly sat on the bay window sill, and when I saw the car carrying him slowly leaving, my heart felt like falling off a cliff, and the feeling of weightlessness made me extremely uncomfortable.
After waiting for a long time, I didn't wait for Tan Yiyang's call, and a few hours later, it was only Lao Zhou who waited.
And he stood at the door of the apartment with the medicine, honestly and honestly waiting for me to open the door.