Chapter 235: Selfishness

Mu Qianqian's sleep was extremely unstable this night.

She rarely dreams like this, and almost all this night has the concept of sleeping but not sleeping.

Moreover, every dream is remembered very clearly, so clear that she can't tell whether it is a dream or reality.

She dreams the most about Gu Shenye and Mu Zhifeng.

I don't know why, Gu Shenye was extremely ruthless in her dreams, and for a while she saw that he was sending messages to others, using the same nickname as her, and calling that person 'shallow' in his unique gentle voice, but Mu Qianqian knew that it was not her.

For a while, he was exceptionally good to himself, as if in reality, picking her up from school and taking her home......

For a while, Mu Zhifeng looked at her coldly...... Ask her over and over again what your concept of happiness is.

Therefore, the moment Mu Qianqian opened her eyes, the whole person was confused, she couldn't tell this feeling, as if she wanted to indulge in a dream all the time, and it was also like a sigh of relief, she finally woke up.

But wake up, what is she going to do? How she was supposed to spend her day, she was starting to wonder again.

After lying straight and upright for a while, Mu Qianqian finally moved, she turned over and got out of bed like a machine, and went to the bathroom to wash.

In the meantime, Mu Qianqian paid attention to the time on her mobile phone.

It's past eight o'clock.

At this time, when you go to work, you must be late.

Gu Shen didn't leave at night, she didn't know, and she didn't care, but the feeling of powerlessness that suddenly rose overnight made her have no energy to take care of other people's feelings at this moment, and the only thing she could maintain at the moment was her own.

When brushing his teeth, Mu Qianqian looked at his face in the mirror, feeling familiar and unfamiliar.

What is familiar is that she has been looking at this face for more than 20 years and has long been accustomed to her appearance.

What is strange is that she has been looking at this face for more than 20 years, and she has always thought that she lives very clearly and clearly, and knows very clearly what she wants, but she suddenly can't understand it.

Spit out the foam in her mouth, wiped her face with a shallow numbness, and when she came out of the room after cleaning up, Aunt Li stood at the dining table to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

There was no shadow of Gu Shenye in the living room, and the dishes and chopsticks in Aunt Li's hand proved that Gu Shenye had just eaten breakfast, obviously, Gu Shenye had already gone to work.

"Miss Mu, morning." Aunt Li's face was dyed with a smile, standing in the morning light, just like what Mu Qianqian had seen in countless mornings.

Mu Qianqian's spirit is still a little trance.

Aunt Li saw Mu Qianqian standing in place, a trace of worry crossed her eyes, she put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand and walked to Mu Qianqian's side, and gave her a handful, "Did Miss Mu not sleep well last night?" ”

Mu Qianqian came back to her senses, she smiled slightly, and then nodded, "I'm sorry, am I distracted?" ”

"If Miss Mu doesn't sleep well, she will go to rest for a while after breakfast. Gu Shao deliberately explained when he left in the morning, Miss Mu would go to the company if she wanted to go today, and if she didn't want to go, she could rest at home, and at noon, Gu Shao would come back. Aunt Li said what Gu Shenye had explained.

Mu Qianqian wondered, "How did you decide to come back at noon?" ”

Aunt Li shook her head, "I don't know, but Gu Shao explained it like this, what he meant was that he would come back to eat with Miss Mu at noon." ”

Mu Qian lowered his eyes and nodded, "I know." ”

She sat down at the dining table, and Aunt Li didn't say anything more to bring breakfast to Mu Qianqian.

While eating breakfast, Mu Qianqian took his mobile phone and sent a message to Mu Chuchu: I want to go to the hospital to see my father in the morning.

Mu Chuchu was driving at the time, and Fu Hengyuan said that she would know the news when she went to the company, but in fact, she had some spectrum in her heart. At dinner yesterday, Qu Mingxiao had already expressed his willingness to cooperate, and today 'Yuxi' will definitely go to 'Yinsheng' to discuss specific matters of cooperation.

Although Mu Chuchu didn't have to be there, she wouldn't let herself miss such a moment.

In short, the process of hearing with one's own ears is always better than the information conveyed from the mouth of a third party.

Mu Chuchu picked up his mobile phone and replied to Mu Qianqian: Okay, I can't leave the company today because of something, otherwise I will go over with you. Shallow, don't be too heavy, many times people don't necessarily have to be right or wrong when doing something, but choose a direction that is more beneficial to themselves.

Mu Qianqian received Mu Chuchu's message, and she replied with one word: Okay.

Mu Chuchu put down the phone and continued to drive.

Here, Mu Qianqian ate breakfast and went out.

She was taken to the hospital by taxi.

When I arrived at the hospital, I didn't show up for a long time, which made the people in the hospital feel very unaccustomed.

Mu Qianqian came into contact with such a look, feeling guilty, but also helpless.

She went directly to the ICU ward, Mu Zhifeng was still the same, living with various instruments, and he was alive tightly.

It turned out that every time Mu Qianqian came over to see Mu Zhifeng, she always had a lot to say, she wanted to tell Mu Zhifeng her current situation, what she was thinking, her helplessness, and her various guilt.

But this time, Mu Qianqian stood at the head of Mu Zhifeng's bed, with a lot of thoughts in his heart, but he couldn't even say a word.

"Daddy......"

In the end, Mu Qianqian muttered twice, and only called out a name.

Her hand slowly held Mu Zhifeng's hand, and the moment she closed her eyes, tears fell, "I'm sorry......"

Mu Zhifeng didn't move.

After a long time, Mu Qianqian let go of Mu Zhifeng's hand and walked out of the ICU room.

When the dean heard that Mu Qianqian was coming, he waited at the door of the ICU.

Seeing Mu Qianqian come out, the dean greeted him, "Miss Mu." ”

Mu Qianqian knew the dean, and she nodded slightly, "You take good care of my father." ”

It is a fact that for a vegetative person, the muscles atrophy so slowly that there are not even a few sores on the body, which is already the best state.

Regardless of whether my father was conscious or not, at least physically, he didn't have much pain.

"Miss Mu, there's something we want to discuss with you......"

The dean looked embarrassed.

Mu Qianqian was stunned, "What's the matter?" ”

"This, can Miss Mu go to my office? Let's have a good talk. The dean seemed to have made up his mind.

Mu Qianqian also felt solemn, she nodded, and followed the dean to his office.

"Sit." The dean was polite to Mu Qianqian, even a little cautious, and seemed to be hesitating about something, so he got up and went to make a cup of tea for Mu Qianqian.

Mu Qianqian got up when she took the tea, she held the glass in her hand, "Dean, if you have anything to say, is it my father...... Not so good? ”

When the dean came over to wait for Mu Qianqian just now, she had already thought of this matter the moment she saw the dean, to be honest, Mu Qianqian was scared in her heart, but because she was not alone now, she still had Mu Chuchu, so her face was also fixed.

This may be the dependence that her relatives gave her.

Mu Qianqian felt that she was not alone now, and she still had relatives to face anything together.

Thinking of Mu Chuchu, Mu Qianqian had more confidence to listen to the dean's next words.

"I can't say it's not very good, but Miss Mu, in your opinion, Ling Zun's situation can still be called good or bad?" While the dean sighed slightly, between the words, something had already been decided.

Mu Qianqian didn't speak, she waited quietly, waiting for the dean's next words.

"Actually, when Ling Zun first entered the hospital, Gu Shao had already asked us to contact the brain experts in the United States, trying to find a way to see if Ling Zun could wake up......," the dean began to foreshadow.

Mu Qianqian didn't want to listen to this nonsense, she interrupted directly: "I know all these things, and I also understand that the probability of this kind is very small, dean, you might as well say it directly." ”

"That's right, a few years ago, the expert in the field of brain science we were looking for developed a drug in the laboratory in the United States, of course, this drug has no direct effect on the direct treatment of patients with Ling Zun's condition, but it is a necessary prerequisite for this kind of surgery! However, because this drug is still in the experimental stage, although it seems that the efficacy is remarkable in terms of the reaction of the animal body, including the success rate of subsequent surgery, so far, there are less than 100 cases in the world that are willing to provide human experiments......"

The dean looked at Mu Qian's expression, and said thoughtfully: "I have also discussed this matter with Gu Shao before, Gu Shao has always maintained a hesitant attitude, he ...... Don't want to take risks. ”

"Adventure? In other words, if the medical surgery fails, my father will ......"

Die directly on the operating table?!

When Mu Qianqian was alone, he didn't have the courage to ask after all.

But the meaning is self-evident.

The dean took a deep breath, "In fact, from a medical point of view, any kind of surgery will be risky, even if it is a small appendicitis, it may be due to ......"

"Dean, you don't need to say it, I understand. I think, think about it......" Mu Qianqian said with some difficulty.

The dean nodded, indicating that he understood, "Miss Mu, please don't tell Gu Shao about this matter, I am also ......"

"I understand."

Mu Qianqian understood what the dean meant, before this, the dean must have communicated with Gu Shenye in many ways about this matter, Gu Shenye didn't tell her, because he was worried, if she went directly to Gu Shenye at this time to ask why, that is, she told Gu Shenye that this matter was said by the dean.

Mu Qianqian put down the water glass and got up, "I understand what you mean by what I said, and I thank you too." I won't go directly to Gu Shenye about this matter, but I will consider your proposal just now, and when I have a decision, I will tell you in person. ”

The dean also got up and said, "Miss Mu is empathetic, and I also admit that I also have selfish intentions in this matter, and I also believe that Miss Mu will be considerate." ”

Mu Qianqian pulled the corners of his lips, but he couldn't say a word.