Chapter 111: Do You Know Your Mistake 1
There was silence in the palace, and everyone here sat upright and looked at me respectfully, as if I had done something wrong and knelt here waiting for them to judge.
I couldn't guess what he was thinking, and I didn't dare to figure it out, so I knelt there as if I were facing a great enemy, with my head bowed, and only looked at my hands with their sleeves closed.
"Where is your adoptive father and adoptive mother now?"
An Yi sat back in his place and asked softly.
"It's gone!"
I answered truthfully.
"Why did you go?"
"Slaughter in war."
"Who's the force?"
"The third prince of Xianlin Kingdom, Yusheng."
As soon as this conversation was confided, there was a buzz in the hall, obviously, the name of the third prince Yusheng made everyone sitting in a mess, and they could no longer sit there safely and be a quiet listener.
I didn't dare to look up, but looked at the hem of my skirt, this was an unexpected question, the elders had mentioned to me that before entering the palace, I had to pass the comfort level.
Comfort is not that he doesn't know anything, on the contrary, there is nothing that he doesn't know.
In the past two years, where I have studied and lived, and where I have dealt with those people, and the next thirteen years, I have lived there, and what people have accompanied me, and what the final result of these people is, he is very clear.
There is nothing in this world that he does not know.
But the elders said that he knew in his heart, and he would only mention it in private, talk to me privately, and question me in front of everyone like this, which was really unexpected, and I didn't know how to deal with it.
There is no need to lie, you can only answer truthfully and make some fuss about the sentence of the answer.
But on the contrary, Comfort is pressing step by step, and it does not give me a chance to quibble and cover up.
I don't quite understand his purpose and thoughts, and I can't predict what he will ask later, so I can only see the tricks, say the least words, and avoid more mistakes.
If he knows the answer and asks, he will reply in the shortest sentence, because no matter how many beautiful words you say, in the end, they will be summed up by him in a concise sentence.
Instead of letting her judge herself in one sentence, it is better to make things clear in one sentence.
This hall, it's easy to get in, but you can't get out, or to say otherwise, my heart is bright, scared, but I still take it seriously.
"Hate?"
An Yi asked pointedly.
"Hate!"
I can only answer this one word, and I have crushed all my emotions in my teeth.
"So, you let the demon kill him, as well as his personal guards, am I wrong?"
I don't agree with this sentence.
"I don't have the ability to let the demon do anything for me, how he died, I didn't see!"
Killing him all the way really has nothing to do with me, it wasn't my order, it wasn't what I begged for, at that time, my whole state was extremely world-weary, bent on death, hatred and revenge, not in my mind.
Again, I know how he died, but I didn't see the scene of his death.
"You didn't see it, but you know who killed him, right?"
Comfort immediately grasped the point of my words.
"Yes!"
I bit my lip and involuntarily grabbed the hand under my sleeve, all the way to the existence I cared about the most, once it came to him, I couldn't help but get nervous.
"Who is it?"
Comfort is approaching step by step.
"Demon!"
I was not willing to back down, although my eyes did not raise to look at him, but the firmness in my eyes and the rejection in my tone were already obvious.
Who this demon is, I don't want to say.
"You don't want to? Or can't? ”
An Yi leaned back in his chair, one hand, and kept tapping the edge of the chair.
"I don't want to, and I can't."
This kind of pressing step by step really annoyed me a little, he was deliberately provoking me, deliberately looking for my weakness.
"Do you care about this demon, or do you care about all the demons?"
An Yi was silent for a while, and finally changed the conversation, but this conversation was even more difficult to answer than he chased all the way.
Xianlinguo's attitude towards demons is polarized, and the royal relatives and nobles who are close to the tiger demon will respect the demon, or feel in their hearts that they are on an equal footing with themselves.
And the other part, they only think that they are respected, and the existence of demons is just animals learning from human appearances, pretending, and in their bones, they are still animals. They are only beneficial to themselves, and the rest is not worthy of comparison.
An Yi's attitude towards the demon is not clear, and no one can guess it.
said that he was close to the demon, but in the years since his wife's death, he was the only one who slashed and killed the existence of the clansmen of the Tiger Demon Clan, saying that he was hostile to the demon, but he got along well with the current patriarch of the Tiger Demon Clan, and even often lived in the same room.
An Ning didn't quite understand his intention to ask this question, let alone delve into and answer this question.
She cares about both this demon and all the demons, but the elders say that demons are the same as people, there are also differences, thoughts, behaviors, and even joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
Not all demons are good people, and not all demons are good demons.
"What I care about is the existence of knowing the bottom of my heart, whether it is a human or a demon, I care about things and feelings."
That's all I can explain, that's all I can say, I've changed the subject all the way, and if I answer the first question, there will inevitably be more questions in the future.
"Knowing? Let me ask you, what is a knowing heart? ”
An Yi sneered, looking like you are a yellow-haired girl who knows something.
"The first impression of people, whether it is a person, whether it is a demon, or even a thing, begins with a sound and a smile, loyalty to reason and morality, and the so-called knowing the heart and mind can only be had after a long time together."
I explained, and it was a bit laborious.
"What if you can't get along for long?"
Comfort is waiting for my tirade, and then pick out the contradictions in it.
"The life of the demon, compared to the person, is long to the end, what can you know about the situation for decades?"
"Live in the moment!"
It's very simple, then live in the moment, if you really want to entangle with me and pursue it with me, then I can only be so sophistry.
"People's hearts will change, and demons will also change, but at the beginning of everything, everything is blank, and no one knows when and what kind of self you meet."
"If I look at it with a clumsy eye, then I can only bear the consequences, and I can only suffer the consequences of all this, whether it is good or bad!"
That's right, if it's really me who has lost my eyes, then I can only do this.
One wrong step, one wrong step, if you can't turn back, then you won't look back, put all the pain and sorrow in your heart, grit your teeth, and go all the way to the black!
Personal cause and effect, personal responsibility.
"Then what if this cause and effect determines the fate of a human being, or the fate of a demon? Can you still be on your own? ”
The question of comfort is one after the other, as if there is no end.
"The cause and effect of all sentient beings begins with sentient beings and ends with sentient beings, I am sentient beings, all sentient beings are me, and how can I be independent of my personal destiny?"
I asked rhetorically, this passive situation is too bad for me, I can't go on like this.