Chapter 378: Where Are You and Where I'm Are

The living room is brightly lit, Zhan Yunting is sitting on the sofa, with a computer on his lap, he is looking at the screen of the tablet computer intently, a pair of slender hands with distinct joints are quickly tapping on the notebook keyboard in front of him, he is wearing a beige half-sleeved shirt, light gray trousers, a noble and elegant, as if not stained with the dust of the world, which is untouchable.

I've never felt like his fair and graceful face, so Sven.

This kind of Zhan Yunting seems to have relaxed the vigilance of the whole body, lazy, handsome, and elegant, like a perfect man given by God to the world.

I'm in a bit of a trance, looking left and right, am I still in a dream? This is clearly the ...... Taoyuan Yujing, not his Imperial Dragon Garden, how could he be here?

He seemed to sense movement from the staircase, raised his eyes, and smiled warmly at me, "Are you awake?" ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he reached out and slapped the computer, stood up, and walked towards me.

I involuntarily stepped back, "You...... How did you end up here! ”

"I don't worry about you coming back alone! You're back a few hours late! He looked at me with some pity in his eyes, staring at my face, and did not mean to blame, "Did you sleep well!" ”

"Then why are you here?" I asked, "You should go back to your Dragon Garden, this is the Paradise Imperial Scenery!" ”

"Satsuki ,......," he looked at me and said softly, "Where are you and where am I?" ”

Ha! I chuckled involuntarily. Show my disdain.

"Zhan Yunting, do you think it makes sense to say something like this?" I looked at his handsome face meticulously, and felt a little haggard, "We are all adults, we can be responsible for our own actions, and we can also analyze the situation of the situation, Zhan Yunting, why do you come to humiliate me and humiliate yourself!" ”

"Xiaoyue, I think you have a misunderstanding about me, you have to give me a chance to talk to you! I think you'll understand my state of mind! His voice, with a hint of hoarseness, low and soft, like a feather, gently crossed my heart.

I avoided the cloud's blazing gaze, "No need, you can go back!" ”

A trace of astonishment swept over Zhan Yunting's delicate and handsome face, his pupils narrowed slightly, and the fingers hanging by his side tightened inadvertently.

"Xiaoyue, I know, everything I say at this moment is a little pale, whether it is the Cheng family or Xiaoyue, I owe too much to Zhan Yunting, especially you, even if I live my life, it will be difficult to make up for my debt to you, but ......"

"Then owe it! If you still respect me and let me choose, then I choose you to keep this debt, I don't need to make up for it, this is my personal life! I said it so decisively that I didn't leave any room for what he wanted to say.

His eyes cooled little by little, and he looked at my face meticulously.

"It was I who created evil in my previous life to deserve such treatment, since it is God's punishment for me, I will accept it all, but I will never allow myself to become a burden to anyone, a burden."

"Satsuki, from the day I found you, I didn't feel like you were my burden! I'm going to be responsible for you! He looked at me, his deep eyes sinking deeper and deeper, and his thin lips trembling slightly.

I have never seen Zhan Yunting have such a time when he is so reasonable, so it proves one point, my feeling is correct, no wonder he has never said before, I am his son's mother!

Hearing his words, I couldn't help but chuckle, "Responsible? You mean that you will always keep me in your garden, give me fine clothes and food, and solve my survival difficulties. ”

I stared at his always arrogant face, and at this moment in front of me, he completely put it away.

His noble clothes and indifferent eyebrows walked towards me step by step, and at that moment, I suddenly had a feeling of being at a loss.

Until he stood still in front of me, that wicked face directly into my eyes.

At that moment, my heart suddenly tightened, and then I beat wildly, I confessed, I loved him, but I did not allow me to bow my head for love in front of this man.

I deliberately raised my head and looked a little proud, but I knew that the feeling of imminent collapse made my heart tremble a little bit at my fingertips.

I mustered up the courage to look into his face and said meanly, "Or do you want to be a senior wet nurse for your child?" Then I won't accept it, because I want to have my own life, you ruined the first half of my life, and you can't continue to ruin my whole life! ”

"Satsuki, tell me, what kind of life do you need for your own life?" He leaned in aggressively towards me.

"Say! I can give it to you, help you satisfy, in this world, only I can meet all your requirements, I can give you anything! "There's nothing wrong with what he said.

"But you can't give me love! You can't give Tan Xiaoyue love! I forced my eyes to look at Zhan Yunting, "You have lost the love you used to have for me!" "I blamed him unceremoniously.

"Zhan Yunting, you know? In the past year, what you have done to me, I have endured for a whole year to be strong. It's not that I can endure it, in fact, my patience is very bad, the reason why I have endured it for a year is to give me time to be strong, to give myself time, and to give you time. ”

I looked at him with a look of determination in my eyes.

"I thought that as long as I endured it, I would be strong, I would be happy, I would have a different life, I would be carefree, and one day I would get you to take a serious look at me. But no, you never looked at me seriously, tried to understand me from my point of view. ”

I lowered my eyes, very weak.

"But now, I've endured enough, because I know that if I were Tan Xiaoyue, I would always have to face oppression, ignorance, cold violence from you, and I also know that that forbearance is meaningless to you."

I raised my eyes and bravely looked at his intoxicating beauty, looking at the reflection of my little self in his eyes.

"So, I'm tired, although I'm Cheng Keling now, but I'm tired, exhausted, I can't bear too much of your hot and cold, I'm the only one, you can hang up when you hang up my phone, you can threaten me at any time, let me lose my child and lose everything in front of me."

"I did go too far! I'm sorry! He said sincerely.

"You can ignore my existence in order to get the news of Cheng Keling, turn away, you can ignore all the contempt for me from the outside world, you can push me in front of the world, ignore my feeling of being stripped naked......"

The more I talked, the thicker the mist became.

"So, Zhan Yunting, even if I am Cheng Keling now, I also choose to quit and withdraw from your life, when I make up my mind to do this, I will never have any regrets, I will not look back, you ask me if I can give you a chance to start again, we have never started at all, where did it come from again, I know clearly in my heart that I don't want to, because I am lying to myself to do so."

When I said this, I was very calm, and I couldn't find the slightest fluctuation or hesitation in my eyes, and I was shocked even by the firmness.

"Zhan Yunting, from the moment you got the news of Cheng Keling, when you left in a hurry, my heart died, and my people were sober!"

His eyes deepened without a trace, as if some emotion swept through his eyes at that moment, it was obviously a kind of panic, but it was swallowed up in the pupils as deep as a black hole in an instant.

His eyes were dark, shining with a magnificent sheen, and he had a beauty that was so beautiful that it was strange.

The corners of my lips twitched, and I swallowed dryly.

I looked at the demonic face he was already standing in front of me.

"Zhan Yunting, don't be so selfish! Whether I am Cheng Keling or Tan Xiaoyue, I have my own choice, not you choose for me! ”

Anyway, I missed his body and walked downstairs, and as I passed by, my wrist was grabbed by his big hand and clasped in his palm.

I secretly took a deep breath, didn't struggle, closed my eyes helplessly, and then turned my head to look at him, but avoided his eyes.

"The lover I'm looking for is what I love, and he loves me, since I'm alive in front of your eyes, but you still ignore it, you can be indifferent, you can frown coldly, then why tie us together?"

My eyes were like knives, as if I wanted to cut through the demonic face of the clouds, cut his crown, and tear his clothes, but I wanted to see if his heart was made of flesh.

How many times have I Tan Xiaoyue, in a midnight dream, recall all his indifference to me, it will be painful, but he is about to capture my heart easily, oh! No, it's Cheng Keling's heart!

Am I a little too resigned?

"Xiaoyue, can you really forget every day we spent together? Can you give up ...... strong?"

"Shut up!" I interrupted what he was about to say with a scold.