The dim light swayed in the corridor, Ye Xuan squatted in the corner of the wall with his hair scattered, and the scene that happened at noon was replayed over and over again in his mind like a movie, and for the first time in his life, he knew what regret was.

There were no tears in his red eyes, some were just numb and melancholy, he knew that something would happen if he offended someone, but he still chose this path, the road that should not be fetters. If Wang Jiulang was in front of him, he would definitely not hesitate to pinch his neck and ask him why, and then pull out his heart to see if it was red or black.

Li Xin's smiling face came to his mind, an hour ago she was smirking at him across the road, but the next second it became a memory.

Li Xin, as always, went to the store across the alley to buy something, Ye Xuan was waiting here, she waved at him excitedly with a big belly, just when she thought there was no car on the road, and when she walked this way, a car suddenly accelerated and rushed over.

"Be careful!" Ye Xuan shouted heartbreakingly, and rushed forward desperately, but it was too late, Li Xin's body was knocked out, and the car drove away, and at the moment of leaving, Ye Xuan saw Wang Jiulang in the passenger seat.

There was a lot of blood, Ye Xuan was holding the unconscious Li Xin in his arms and crying, at that moment he felt that his heart had completely shrunk, something was stuck in his throat and eyes, and he was almost out of breath, he felt for the first time that the power of people was so weak, he had obviously witnessed the whole process, but he was powerless to save the most important person in his life.

The ambulance came and dragged him and Li Xin to the hospital, and Li Xin went to the emergency room, leaving him alone to pace outside the door.

He squatted on the ground, thinking about the meaningless things he had done over the years, squatting on the ground and crying, he didn't understand why he wanted to follow those gangs to establish any campus power, he couldn't figure out why he wanted to be a bastard, knowing that this was a road of no return, but he took it without hesitation, until this moment of distraction.

The door of the emergency room was pushed open, the doctor sighed, patted Ye Xuan on the shoulder, he lost his strength in an instant, at this moment, he lost everything, his relatives were gone, his life was gone, there was a "buzz" in his head, his eyes were dark, and he fell straight down like that.

Li Xin's body was not buried, it was kept in an ice coffin, Ye Xuan would lean next to her every night to talk to her, and since then, he has developed the habit of taking sleeping pills, and he will dream of Li Xin's smiling face every night.

Ye Xuan blamed himself very much, he always had a hunch, his days were short, he set a cemetery in the cemetery area on the mountain, he went with Shi Zhehao, he told Shi Zhehao that if he died, he and Li Xin would be buried together.

Shi Zhehao patted him on the shoulder, and never said a word from beginning to end.

Later, he slowly returned to his own life, and a year was enough time to drive a person crazy, but also to bring a person back to his senses. He used the rest of his wealth to do charity. Then I got a job, worked hard every day to numb my nerves, and could only fall asleep at night with sleeping pills.

On the table was the poem she had written to him, and he would read it with tears and reminisce about what he had experienced with her.

She used to smoke in the woods at school, and she looked so stupid.

She looked up to him and thought of him as her brother.

She once said to him through the glass: "Brother, let's get married when you come out."

She once stroked her belly and said, "Brother, I'm pregnant."

and Shi Junbin met through Shi Zhehao, they are fellow countrymen, Shi Junbin is a very humorous person, the first time he invited him to be a guest at home, he saw the poems on the table, read them again, and then said to Ye Xuan with a smile: "Yes, I didn't expect you to be a poet."

He may think of a certain relationship of his own from this poem, but it is difficult to hide the loneliness in his eyes, maybe this person has just experienced emotional setbacks.

Ye Xuan shook his head and said, "I didn't write it."

Shi Junbin was surprised, obviously Shi Zhehao hadn't told him about Ye Xuan's experience, he asked, "That's?"

Ye Xuan really didn't want to reminisce anymore, so he smiled bitterly and said, "A person who can be said to be a friend." After thinking about it, he added: "Maybe it can also be said to be relatives."

"It must be someone very important, right? Can you take me to meet her? ”

Ye Xuan's heart moved, and that bitterness came to his heart again, Shi Junbin is a book writer, maybe he really wants to meet like-minded people, but he can't.

"Haha, I can't see it, I died in a car accident last year."

Shi Junbin opened his mouth wide, stared at Ye Xuan for a long time and didn't say a word, and only after a long time did his mouth move, and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know, I poked you in the sore spot."

After a short silence, perhaps because he had been holding it in his heart for too long, Ye Xuan couldn't help but start confiding in him: "He's my girlfriend, I love each other very much, I just went to high school when I met her, she was secretly smoking, and almost choked herself to death, he was an orphan, I recognized her as a sister, and then he moved in with me, and the days with her were really the happiest time in my life, but I didn't expect ......"

Ye Xuan smiled bitterly, his throat seemed to be stuck, he couldn't say it anymore, and his eyes had begun to turn red.

Shi Junbin patted Ye Xuan's shoulder and asked him, "Then you must be very sad, right?"

"It's okay, I still have a job."

After sitting for a while, Shi Junbin left, and when he left, he copied the poem on Ye Xuan's table.

Ye Xuan leaned back on the sofa, and tears had already imprinted two conspicuous marks on his face.

After that, the previous dosage of sleeping pills was far from being able to hypnotize himself, until one day, he increased the dosage again. He felt very tired, he felt as if he was about to be freed, and he lay on the bed and closed his eyes, and he never woke up......

On the day of the funeral, his parents, whom he had never seen much since he was a child, came, were very cold, put on the pillar incense and left.

Ding Ze and Shi Zhehao all came, and Liu Zihao also brought Zhang Haoran and a group of brothers.

Things are not people, Ye Xuan is gone, but Ding Ze's life is more nourishing, Ding Hai has escaped from the underworld, a lot of underworld forces have fallen, and Ding Hai has become one of the few who escaped purge.

Cloud Gate has long since been disbanded, and after the school learned about these things, it rectified the campus atmosphere and expelled a large number of students.

Shi Zhehao told Shi Junbin about Ye Xuan's experience, Shi Junbin sighed, he had just fallen out of love, and he broke up with him for a long time, he said: "Compared with Ye Xuan, what is my so-called emotion?"

"You would never have imagined that he handed over his will to me a year ago, instructing me to bury him and Li Xin together when he was buried."

Volume 2 Finale