Although this meeting was really embarrassing and annoying, fortunately, Ji Xinmei did not stay long. When Song Jinyao went back, there was no one in the courtyard, leaving Huo Shaoting staring blankly at Jinxi who was playing with mud.

It wasn't until Song Jinyao said lightly: "She's gone" Huo Shaoting suddenly sobered up, "Well, let's go." ”

"What are you thinking about so distractedly, or what did she say to you?" sat across from him calmly, but Song Jinyao's heart was overturned. Is that uneasiness about to become a reality so soon?

Sure enough, Huo Shaoting's face was not as calm as before, but gloomy: "I did say something...... paused, and then continued: "I'll go back to Xigang tomorrow." Are you going back with me?"

Song Jinyao's heart ached, and she couldn't help clenching her fists tightly. "Why did you say that you are where I am. Now to put it mildly, to go back. You're lying to me again."

"No......" Huo Shaoting was inexplicably a little vicissitudes, and said to himself for a while: "You still don't want to go back, so it's good to ......"

"Yes! I certainly won't go back! There's no home for me there! ”

"Jin Yao ......" Huo Shaoting became more and more entangled. However, after swallowing for a long time, he only said one sentence: "I will come back." Will definitely be back. If you don't believe me, I'll be back......"

Before the words were finished, Song Jinyao said coldly: "What are you doing here?" This isn't your home! Your home is in Westport! You forgot, you are the second young man of the dignified Huo family, and I am the fake daughter of the Song family! We shouldn't have crossed paths at all! Now is just right! ”

Huo Shaoting stared at her coldly for a while, and suddenly hooked his lips and laughed, "You are losing your temper so much that you mind me leaving"

As soon as he mentioned this, Song Jinyao realized that she was indeed a little too excited. This is not in line with her usual cold nature. It seems that getting along these days is still distracted, and she wants to make it a big dream, I'm afraid it's a little difficult.

Frowning in annoyance, she simply went to see accompany Jinxi. Huo Shaoting pretended to be deaf and dumb no matter what she said, until it was time to go to bed at night. Because of Jinxi, they have been resting in the bedroom of the wooden house for the past few days.

At this time, in the warm warm light, I saw that Jinxi's big eyes had been tightly closed. Song Jinyao couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, so she simply went to the yard, Huo Shaoting followed closely behind, and put a dress on her shoulder.

"It's a little cold at night, be careful when you come out."

Song Jinyao frowned, "I haven't seen many illnesses in three years without you." ”

"Huh...... Still angry"

Song Jinyao thought about it, exhaled deeply, and said simply, "That's right." I'm mad! Very angry! I left you for three years, and you could have avoided coming to me and forgotten each other. But you're looking for me. I could have forgiven you for not being able to forgive you for being frozen in the cold night, for being bitten to death by a poisonous snake, but I still managed it! So much shouldn't have happened, and I'm asking myself why."

Huo Shaoting seemed to be very satisfied with her summary, and said happily: "Then I found something"

Song Jinyao's expression was even more solemn, "I found ...... I love you. But...... But I can't believe you. ”

Huo Shaoting's face changed. "I thought you would be back together if you believed me."

"Trust you, I don't even believe myself anymore...... Huo Shaoting, I'm sorry, the pain three years ago was too deep, and my heart already has its own memory. Even if my body longs for you, even if I covet your warmth, but to move forward hand in hand, I am terrified...... I'd rather stay here......"

Song Jinyao was entangled and painful. The palm of her hand was pinched out of her own mark. It's not easy to say these words, and I don't know if he understands it? But he's leaving tomorrow, and if he doesn't say anything, what if he doesn't come back?

"And what do you want me to do?"

"I didn't want to hear about the past, but now I want to understand. So I'm giving you this chance. Explain the opportunity to tell me what you are hiding from me, maybe...... I'll change my mind and go with you. ”

Huo Shaoting was stunned and was defeated by this peak circuit. He hung his head and furrowed his brow in thought, as if it was a particularly difficult task to explain something. and the previous refreshing judgment of the two.

Song Jinyao's heart gradually became cold, and she asked in disbelief: "Didn't you keep saying that you wanted to give me an explanation?" Now I'll give you a chance, and I won't say anything about it? ”

"Jin Yao...... I...... I didn't expect my life to be so bloody. He sighed, and his eyes turned out to be sad.

Song Jinyao's brain was hot, and her reason instantly turned to ashes. "You mean, know my blood. I asked you to explain that it was dog blood? Then why have you been looking for me for so long? What the hell do you think? What exactly do you want to do? ...... the hell you"

The voice was choked and couldn't go on. Song Jinyao suddenly felt extremely depressed and discouraged.

Huo Shaoting was a little at a loss, and suddenly hugged her into his arms after two steps, "I'm sorry...... It's some unexpected situation, I, I didn't expect it......" he said, also very frustrated. In the end, all that remained was a close hug and a silent response.

In the starlight, their embrace looked sad and desolate. After a long time, Huo Shaoting warmed the atmosphere with a deep kiss.

"Song Jinyao, you don't believe in me, but you have to believe in yourself, you love me. If one day, when I have to take on some responsibilities, please don't forget this, you once loved me deeply. ”

These ambiguous words made Song Jinyao's heart even sadder. She subconsciously grabbed his arm, encouraged to keep her composure and asked, "Then what about you, do you love me?"

Huo Shaoting suddenly felt a little aggrieved, his eyes turned red, and he hugged her into his arms and said in a low voice: "Love." The one I love most in this world is you...... You're the only poison in the world that I can't resist. Song Jinyao, I hope you can believe that I love you so much. ”

For a moment, Song Jinyao believed it.

But it was just for a moment, and then the thinking was occupied by **, and then the exhaustion was occupied, until dawn, and it was occupied by doubt and sadness. At that time, there was no longer that cheeky man by his side.

At this point, her dream of paradise was shattered. Just like the dream of the wedding that year, it was abrupt, sudden, and unexpected......

The difference is that she still had Huo Shaoting to accompany her to adapt to the days when she was not the daughter of the Song family. And now, I can only force myself to accept the sudden emptiness and loneliness.

In addition, she also has to appease Jinxi's emotions.

For the first few days, the child was really noisy. The first thing I say when I open my eyes every day is that my dad is back? Always ask when you go to bed. When is Daddy coming back?

At first, she could pretend to be in high spirits to comfort him, but after a long time, she was finally tired. So Jinxi asked her father when she would come back, and she couldn't help but say with a cold face: "Maybe never come back......"

Jinxi looked at her blankly for a long time, and suddenly burst into tears. In the middle of the night, in the messy courtyard and messy bedroom, looking at the crying messy child in a messy mood, the sadness that had been suppressed for half a month finally broke out. She hugged Jinxi and cried.

Silently, but for a long time......

In the end, it was Jinxi who comforted, "Mom, don't cry, I don't want Dad." ”

He stretched out his fleshy little hand to wipe her tears, and his innocent big eyes were full of distress. So Song Jinyao's tears that she had finally put away fell again......

It was also at this time that she had to admit that Huo Shaoting was right. She was in love with him...... No amount of self-deception can hide the truth outburst. But the more this happened, the more panicked she became.

Love is like a game, in which whoever gives more is more likely to be hurt. Obviously, at the beginning, she just had the mentality of a transaction, how could she fall to this point She was unwilling, but she couldn't control her feelings.

She allowed him to appear in her life, turned the world upside down, and planted a seed of hope in Jinxi's heart, but in the end he was never heard from......

How stupid...... This sense of powerlessness made her deeply frustrated and indescribably depressed......

Thankfully, there is still time to heal.

Although the time without Huo Shaoting passed very slowly, fortunately, all the pain will gradually become numb under the soothing of time, and life will return to the past state day by day. The courtyard is back in order, and the inside of the wooden house is as clean as new. Only the conspicuous container still has Huo Shaoting's shadow......

The villagers in the fishing village at the foot of the mountain also knew about Jinxi's father's departure. After all, this mountain is not big, and occasionally you will meet villagers, and everyone will look at them a few times, and only their mother and son will be left, and they will gradually guess.

Finally, one day, Qi Changde came up to visit on behalf of everyone.

That was more than 20 days after Huo Shaoting left. Qi Changde came up with a big bag and a small bag, and he saw Jinxi playing in front of the container from afar, and asked with a smile: "Good behave, where is your mother?"

“…… Reading a book. ”

"Hey, this kid, Daddy is gone, and he's getting stupid again...... Alas. Then I'll go find your mother. ”

As he spoke, he walked towards the gate of the courtyard, and Song Jinyao happened to pick up the door curtain and came out, and his face was immediately unhappy when he saw this. still remembers that a month ago, she made it clear in front of him and Qi An that if you want to come to her in the future, you must say hello first.

Why do you take her words as a deaf ear?

Qi Changde is a colored, and when he saw that she was unhappy, he immediately guessed what the reason was. smiled at the moment: "Teacher Song, don't be angry, I called you, but your phone is down." You don't know."

"It's down" Song Jinyao was stunned, and a thought came to her heart for the first time, would Huo Shaoting have called during this time? However, it was only a flash, and in an instant she laughed at herself. Even if it was a shutdown, it was only a matter of the past few days, but he had been gone for almost a month.

She didn't stop at the beginning, and it was also the hardest time for them, so he didn't know how to make a phone call

In the interval of being slightly distracted, Qi Changde said again: "Teacher Song, I heard that Huo Shao is gone"

Song Jinyao snorted sullenly. Qi Changde smiled, "Is there something wrong, or are you two quarreling again?" ”

"Village Chief, what is the matter with you coming up to me?"