Does it mean that because of those things that happened, does everyone have their own problems in their hearts, whenever they think about these things, they will inevitably feel a little depressed.

This kind of thing is not completely incomprehensible, but if you think about it from a different angle, you can actually think it very clearly.

"Don't bother with this, in fact, you know very well that when you think about these things, you can't be really happy until you deal with them." She had good intentions, but she was really a little worried, and she really didn't have a good mood if she failed her kindness.

"You have to take a picture of the days anyway, so don't think too much about it." Whether you can accept this kind of life and accept such a change, but you have to live it after all, and it is impossible to live a life without having to live because of this one thing.

Whether you are happy or unhappy, the days are always passing day after day, and life goes on day after day.

Shu Yixin just looked at Ren Xiaoou blankly, thinking in her heart that recently, she has really changed a lot, and many times she has impressed herself, thinking of what she said to herself, it is not completely unreasonable.

Maybe I really want to learn from her, she understands a lot of truths, but she always feels that she is the opposite, she can't understand a lot of truths, and she always feels that the more she lives, the more she goes back.

In fact, this kind of self is really bad, it can only be said that everyone is advancing, but they are regressing.

On the way back, I thought about it a lot, and I really thought that my head was about to explode, but I didn't want to think about it, but these things happened to me, can I not think about it more?

Shu Yixin didn't want to think so much about herself, but sometimes she couldn't control her thoughts at all, and she couldn't control thinking about him.

One thing that cannot be denied is that he really has a very important place in his heart, and he can't ignore this.

But what made her feel paradoxical was that the gap between herself and him was too big, and it was impossible to say that the gap she jumped over in the past might not be able to cross for her in a lifetime.

It's not that I don't love him, in fact, I know better than anyone else in my heart, I have him in my heart, and I care about him very much, it's because I love him that I can't ruin his life.

If you can let go of all your obsessions, let go of everything and don't think about it, and love with you frankly and vigorously, maybe you won't be so entangled.

But he really can't do such a free and easy, he really doesn't want to hurt her, and he doesn't want to change his life, in fact, he is really good and excellent, but after all, the gap between himself and him is a bit big.

In addition, he was so anxious to say such things to himself today, which made him feel a little embarrassed on the spot, especially in front of so many people, he just wanted him to be quiet, just wanted him to give himself more time and let himself think about it, but he seemed to be a little anxious, and he couldn't wait to know the answer in his heart, so the more he talked, the more chaotic he became.

can only understand his mood, maybe empathy, he is also eager to know the other party's answer, want to know how the other party thinks of him, whether he has himself in his heart, it's not that he can't forgive him, but he is more afraid that his answer will hurt him.

So before I thought it through, I really didn't want to hurt him, and I didn't want to tell him, I didn't want to think it through, so I told him that I regretted it in the end, if I was really so capricious, I could only say that I would bring him more harm, and this result was not what I wanted, and I didn't think about doing it.

In fact, his heart knows better than anyone else that his place in his heart, how much he cares about him, and how much he doesn't want him to be hurt.

At this time, what do you want to do to prevent him from being hurt, some of the damage has been caused that cannot be avoided and cannot be recovered.

So every time I think of these problems, I feel very uncomfortable, I don't want such a result, but in the end, after it evolves like this, what kind of mentality should I use to face him?

He loves himself, and he loves her in the same way, but every time he is good to himself, he has to refuse. It seems really bad to do this, but I have no other choice but to do it.

When Shu Yixin returned home, Lin Ya hadn't rested yet, and it seemed that she was waiting for her.

Seeing that Lin Ya hadn't rested yet, she also deliberately looked at the time, many times when she came back, she had already rested, after all, she and her working hours were not the same.

"Why haven't you rested so late, in fact, you don't have to wait for me, my time is uncertain, sometimes it's early and sometimes it's late." Shu Yixin told Lin Ya very bluntly that she really didn't need to wait for her to come back every day before resting.

After all, her own time is really uncertain, sometimes she comes back early, sometimes she comes back late, if she is tired, she will rest first.

Although it is almost ten o'clock every day, there are times when she has to clean or tidy up other things, or maybe she will wait for a while while waiting for the bus on the road, which will be a little delayed, and it is impossible to be so punctual every day, and she really doesn't need to wait for herself to come back every day before going to rest.

Although it feels good to say that someone is waiting for him to come back, he can't be so selfish, just think that he should also consider her, and it is quite hard to work all day.

"Actually, I didn't wait for you on purpose, I just couldn't sleep." Lin Ya looked at Shu Yixin and said, telling her that she was not waiting for her on purpose.

She had said these words to herself many times before, not that she waited for her to come back every day before going to rest, but sometimes she was in a depressed mood and really couldn't sleep, maybe she just wanted to wait for her to say a few words.

"Anyway, if you go to work so early tomorrow, you should rest early, no matter what is not as important as your body, have you forgotten this?" She should know these words clearly, from childhood to adulthood, the dean told them to take care of themselves.

In short, in a word, no matter at any time, you should take care of yourself first, and only by taking care of your body can you have a chance in the future. If you say that your body has collapsed at the beginning, then there is no need to say anything, there is no hope or hope.

"Don't worry, I will take care of myself, in fact, I didn't wait for you, I just want to tell you, I have made an appointment with the hospital, and in two days, I will go to do another paternity test." Lin Ya didn't want this matter to drag on, and she didn't want to have long nights and dreams, so she had already made an appointment with the hospital.

After all, this matter will have to be faced sooner or later, so I don't want to drag it out, because dragging it out will only make my mood worse. Therefore, if you can solve it early, you will try to solve it as soon as possible, and you don't want to have many dreams at night.

"So fast, have you already told them?" When Shu Yixin first started, he thought it wasn't so fast, at least he had to think about it for a while. But now, tell yourself that she has made an appointment with the hospital and will go for a paternity test in two days.

"I don't want this kind of thing to drag on, since it's all happened, escaping can't solve the problem, so I can only face it." Lin Ya felt that she had thought about this matter very clearly, she didn't want to talk about it, and she didn't want to procrastinate, she just wanted to have an answer as soon as possible to calm her heart.

"It makes sense to think this way, whether it is or not, at least, you can feel at ease by doing it early." After all, you can't escape this kind of thing, so why should you run away too much.

Sooner or later, you have to face it, this kind of thing can't be avoided, it's better to solve it as soon as possible if you make yourself uncomfortable, and in the end there is only one ending.

"I think the same way, no matter what the result is, I can accept it, but I don't want to keep it in my heart, but I'm worried that it's not, this kind of life is really too tiring, just like before, I'm always worried about whether my identity will be exposed, for me, that kind of life is really enough, I don't want to continue like this in the future." In the past, I took a risk to make this step, and I was worried about it all the time in those days, but now, I really don't want to continue to do such things, and I don't want to let myself live like this.

Now I don't have any other pursuits, just like living a stable life. No matter what awaits you next and what you will face, for yourself, you have no regrets.

"It seems that you have also grown up and seen through a lot of things." I feel that the people around me have slowly grown up, but I have always been stuck in the same place, and I still can't think about many things clearly.

In fact, I also want to be like them, after some things, I can make progress, change, and see more things, but I always feel that I am spinning in the same place, and I have not made much progress, because the problems I face are particularly difficult.

"I can only say that these are persecutions in real life, before that thing broke out, you didn't know how I came here, I was worried every moment of every day, whether I would accidentally be exposed to my identity, I always felt that those days were really tired and tired, I don't want to continue to live like this." If you hadn't gone through this process, you might not have figured it out, but you have experienced it yourself, and you know how tired it is, and how you want your life to be like this for the rest of your life.